Essays + Intro + Masterlinks
Essays
My featured essays: [one] [two]
Other women's essays: [one] [two]
(These change on no set time frame, I will post on Tiktok and on here when I change them)
Introduction
Online name: Squiggle
Name: Auxilia
Age: 21
Sex: Female ♀️
Ethnicity: Igbo Nigerian 🇳🇬 / Igbo Biafran ❤️🖤☀️💚
Country: Ireland 🇮🇪
Sexuality: Lesbian ❤️🧡🤍🩷💜
Religion: Lotiri Witch 🪷⚔️
Politics: Politically active radfem Socialist (gender critical) ✊🏾♀️ 🥀 + Disability activism 👩🏾🦽 + Pan-Africanist 🌍
Disabilities
Autism (medium support needs) ♾️
ME/CFS 💤
POTS 🫀📈
Fibromyalgia 😣
HC DID 👥
BPD 💫
NPD (boo 👻) with ASPD traits
Hobbies & Interests:
STEM
→ Mechatronic Engineering, (also interested in biomedical engineering, biomedical mechatronics, and mechanical engineering) 🏥⚙️
→ Physics and space 🌌
→ Architecture and structural engineering 🏤🏛️ (especially classical/neoclassical and islamic architecture)
→ Urban planning
→ ROBOTS 🤖
→ Interested in AI including LLM AI when it's actually used to improve people's lives e.g using AI to support medical research or make robotic AI helpers for disabled people. Hater of all this other shit (used to think AI was good/neutral overall, I've learned since).
→ DINOSAURS 🦖🦕
Writing
→ Fantasy and sci-fi worldbuilding
→ Creative / original fiction writing (ofc, nothing published LMAO)
→ Nonfiction writing (essays)
Misc interess
→ Socialism 🥀
→ Theology ☯️
→ Mental illness 🧠
→ African lesbianism 🌍⚢
Background: Survivor of multinational child sex trafficking, survivor of childhood torture, and Chrislamic (Christian & Muslim) cult/ritual abuse survivor (multiple countries, both western and non-western).
→ Survivor of RAMCOA (ritual abuse, [torture based] mind control, and organized abuse).
→ Mom of seven angel babies 👼🏾💔
→ Non-contact with parents 👩🏽🤝👨🏿🚫
→ Some contact with some other survivors of the same ring 🤳🏾
→ Besties / sisters in covenant with another survivor 🎀
Disability Masterlinks - Updates over time
General: [one]
MECFS, Fibromyalgia and POTS Masterlist
Autism: [one]
Radfem Masterlinks - Updates over time
General: [one] [two]
Anti-pornography: [one]
Anti sex industry: [one] [two] [my post/3] [my post/4] [my post/5] [six]
Male violence & misogyny receipts: [one] [two] [three]
Patriarchal lies: [one]
Gender critical: [one] [two] [three]
Pro-choice: [one]
Separatism [one]
Gimme time to put all of these links in, I am very often tired 😩






















