[avantgardener]

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[tramampoline]

making sure everyone knows that the canadian ntbtstm blu-ray comes with a french canadian dub

[avantgardener]

I’m actually incredibly normal recently. this is what happens when you don’t have a man leech attached to you like a succubus

[avantgardener]

Mfw I’m in post-m*lly brain purgatory and have to look at incomprehensible AI generated colouring book pages all day at work

[avantgardener]

I've been thinking about having an Evil Witch Summer™. I think I'm due for one

[avantgardener]

Summer of villainy. Summer of Hatred

[avantgardener]

[avantgardener]

My Capricorn drill sergeant brain is like. Everything needs to change actually

[avantgardener]

Fetch the bolt cutters summer……

[mybigbleu]

when joan didion said we are fatally drawn to anyone who offers a way out of ourselves

[vanishedflower]

On Self-Respect: Joan Didion’s 1961 Essay from the Pages of _Vogue_

[snoopymania]

[thecryptkeeper]

[avantgardener]

Sometimes I feel like I have to overshare on here because when I go back in my archives and read the evidence of my past I'm actually always like so grateful that it's there........ so even though it feels strange in the moment it also feels like my duty.

[avantgardener]

And in a real way I think I might be a witch bc the guy who ghosted me and also did another horrible thing to me that I only found out about later in fact collapsed and had a cardiac arrest 1.5 weeks after the ghosting and died for 5 minutes and then was brought back to life by defibrillators. And obviously I was like that's fucking insane when I found out but then Kade also uncovered that I had sent 3 texts saying I think he should die (me when I'm joker) THE DAY before he actually for real died. I don't know what to make of that

[avantgardener]

Being ghosted by my situationship after I literally texted him trying to politely end things made me turn into the joker for a while and it also made me sensitive to ghosting in a way I never have been, and have been navigating that since in my other relationships and trying to be accountable for not creating more harm than is necessary by being avoidant or refusing to communicate to preserve my own comfort. However I think I also lean towards being extremely accountable as a default (Capricorn) so I am simultaneously learning that it's okay for me to simply not respond to texts from my ex or random people that I don't want to speak to.... But due to brain bleed it does make me feel like a truly wicked and evil creature when I don't bend over backwards trying not to upset other people

[avantgardener]

I've been thinking about having an Evil Witch Summer™. I think I'm due for one

[justryingtovibe69]

[mulhollandrivedyke]

Nicole Kidman DJ’ing at the Cannes afterparty, 2001