Hello! I'm just some weirdo lurking around on Tumblr(and other sites, lol) looking at all different types of stuff I like. I'm not sure if I'll post anything, but I'll definitely be looking around. (My pronouns are She/They/It.) :D Pfp: https://pin.it/1T4vk0oBU
My name's Maxine/Miles(she/they/it), welcome to my silly little account! Here, you will see lovely things such as my special interests, my special interests, political stuff(gross), and pleny of fandom content, and did I mention my special interests? Listed below is some information about myself as well as a few of the many fandoms I'm a part of.
Random Facts About Me:
I'm transfem/genderfae, angled aroace, sapphic and just overall queer as fuck
I pretty much just reblog stuff, but I do sometimes comment on certain posts.
I got like a billion special interests as a result of my goofy(tism) brain.
I'm chronically online.
I enjoy making and sharing God awful memes
Some Of My Special Interests:
Team Fortress 2
Half-Life 1 & 2(including episodes)
Portal 1 & 2
Gravity Falls
Adventure Time
Mario
Sonic
The Owl House
Amphibia
Most of the older CoD games
Ultrakill
Hearts of Iron IV
Undertale & Deltarune
Scott Pilgrim
Fallout New Vegas & Fallout 4
Helluva Boss & Hazbin Hotel
Night in the Woods
Minecraft
Celeste
Note that while I don't generally post nsfw content, I do follow and occasionally reblog from blogs that do post that type of content.
To all my sisters, brothers and siblings on the trans umbrella, you aint alone and we are not gonna tolerate any discrimination. We help eachother and we will work together towards a better world.
Cuz if we start dividing, we are gonna get snuffed one by one. If they come for me at dawn they'll come for you at night.
(ref to this) ok so. my idea of this is like. based on the fact that I personally headcanon that they were adopted around 4-5 yrs old. For the sake of this, idk AU or whatever, they lack memories from before then due to trauma. I made them a 7 alter system just for the sake of the whole 7 souls/ flowers thing even though they’re not perfect parallels lmao…I’ll just list them off under the readmore lol.
pre-canon ANP (or “host”) is an emotional part that holds most of the anxiety and depression, especially things surrounding familial trauma (parents divorce, asriel leaving, isolation from school peers, etc) and has most of the self destructive tendencies. They split at some point during therapy. They’re the one that accepted “the deal”. Playing the piano is pretty much the only thing they enjoy doing. Doesn’t like Asriel (bc they’re bitter) or Susie (bc she was mean to them) or Noelle (extreme guilt) very much.
canon > post-canon ANP split when making the deal and developed as their own self during canon (oops), at least in normal route they’re closest to their friends and genuinely try to get better (with Player influence too). They aren’t really aware of other parts and in making fountains memories leak through and are just as confusing to them as us. However, they know the Player and other characters the best. Aside from major traumas they remember most things but just think they have a “bad memory”.
child alter that formed after fusion of various younger fragments. they’re the “prankster” that’s mainly focused on having fun and not worrying about things like emotions or feeling sad. their fixation with playing and sharp objects tends to trigger them to front at the worst times (or best, bc it makes them stop doing “bad things”). However, when upset they can become very intimidating to other parts and take control easily. Very carefree and upbeat but can come across as apathetic or uncaring, and the part that would get in trouble for acting out.
dog alter that formed from trauma around not being treated like a human/person and wanting to be a pet or treated like one. they don’t talk (much) aside from typical dog noises but can think and speak just fine if they really wanted to. they act as sort of an emotional protector when any alter is feeling stressed, or as a protector from perceived external threats. They mostly stay co-con with someone else rather than fronting alone.
monster alter that formed a little bit post-adoption (something like an asriel introject) as they started being aware that they didn’t fit into monster society. they’re the one that can handle basic everyday tasks like socializing with others and going to school or church. they resemble asgore and asriel, maintaining an optimistic persistence and general calm attitude while being responsible and organized. they get bad dysmorphia when noticing that they’re actually human, and their social battery is very low, though. they only front when necessary and then have to take a break for like a week afterwards. They also really enjoy playing the piano.
gatekeeper is like 99% inside-only part that keeps the most memories and keeps the system internally organized. they’re the alter whose appearance has changed the most over time but maintain the most cohesive self. canon> post-canon they look like their dark world self/ Angel who’s vaguely older and taller. They act like an “older brother” to the other parts and think they know what’s best. They only front when no one else can or the system as a whole feels very threatened.
“Devil” alter (HEAVY quotes) formed at a very young age and is basically a constantly shifting mix of splitting and fusing fragments of trauma memories. The other parts find them to be terrifying and “evil”, when it’s actually an emotional part holding a lot of guilt and pain. They’re almost completely an inside-only part that fronts when extremely triggered. Very fragmented memory and identity and does not really recognize anyone.
Reblogging this again bc people in the notes are asking a lot of "Am I included? Am I disabled if I have x?" and I just wanted to add the flag here to show people who the pride month is for.
This is the new flag, the old one was more vivid and in a z shape, but it's been made more neutral to be inclusive of people with seizures or sensory issues.
Each stripe represents a different aspect of disability:
Red: Physical disabilities
Yellow: Cognitive & intellectual disabilities
White: (And this is the key one I think) Invisible AND undiagnosed disabilities
Blue: Mental illnesses
Green: Sensory disabilities
If you're autistic or have ADHD? this is your pride month. If you have a mental illness, it's your pride month. If you're hard of hearing, this is your pride month. If you have an autoimmune disorder, this is your pride month. If you are not diagnosed with anything but you know something is up with you: THIS IS STILL YOUR PRIDE MONTH.
