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indefinite hiatus notice. it was time for kenz to leave, she had seen everything.

in short, i am tired. if i could do my entire teenage existence over again, i would’ve stayed the hell away from this website. never would have joined the roleplay community, because it has fucked me up so profoundly. i’ve been writing on here since i was 12. the way this site has shaped my self-worth and given me so many psychological issues would make your head spin. i’ve met some wonderful people and made lifelong friends here, but the way i see people treating others on here is not how i want to live my life. i’m sad that this site has made me quiet and complicit in things that i don’t want to be a part of. i love writing foggy, and i don’t plan to stop - if you want my discord or my personal tumblr to interact with me or to write with foggy, you can have it. and maybe someday i’ll find it in me to come back. but i’m tired of my self-worth being tied to this godforsaken website, and until i can reset my psyche to erase it all, i’m done. love you all.

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )#bye bye birdies.

hellooo friends! i’m studying for a midterm i have tomorrow but i’m hoping to get at least a few small things done

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )

find me over on @musingmultitudes and on discord for the night, my brain took a NOSEDIVE and we sad out here

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )#pls send me positive reinforcement and love

agentstein‌ // sam stein:

@avocadefense

goddamn Dinah for having gotten him addicted to coffee again. and goddamn David for fueling this coffee habit while Sam had to remain “dungeon-bound” for months on end. in the very least, his two “doctors” were lenient on the amount of bailey’s he put in his coffee each day. he doubted highly the baristas here would be so lenient, especially after having leaned across the counter with a small and playful smirk, asking the cashier just that. “you wouldn’t mind slipping a little brandy in there or something while you’re at it?” of course, she wouldn’t. but you never know unless you ask.

Sam doesn’t really look at his paper cup of coffee when he grabs for it – just hears his name and reaches for the drink quickly. he pauses, however, when he lifts the drink to his face. he can smell it already – it isn’t the super sugary chocolate mocha that Sam had decided to indulge himself with. a quick peek in the small hole of the lid confirms it. this is not the mocha he definitely didn’t need to begin with … a quick glance over his shoulder and Sam sidles up to another man slowly, offering the cup toward him with a sheepish smile; he has to lean in as well, almost to the point of breaching personal space, but it’s only so his soft voice can be heard. “ i think i grabbed your drink by mistake. ” it was an honest mistake !! “ sorry. ”

“no worries, man!” foggy offers a bright smile and extends the coffee cup towards the man. honestly, he doesn’t mind either way. foggy will just as easily drink whatever sugary concoction exists inside the cup in his hand and probably not notice the difference. he’s basically a zombie - he’s been preparing for trial for the last 2 days, and he can’t remember the last time he’s properly left the office. he makes the occasional departure for coffee and a muffin, but always ends up back at his desk.

“whatever you’ve got going is probably better than mine anyways,” he shrugs and pauses to look at the name written on the side of the cup. “so i guess you’re sam?” foggy raises an eyebrow, “nice to meet you, i’m foggy. i’ll put money on the side of that cup saying froggy, though. usually does.”

#agentstein #** post season ( verse. )#** kidding nsa if you're listening! ( threads. )

enigmatii‌ // tk strand:

@avocadefense gets a city boy firefighter (sc)

“I don’t care who you are. Lawyer or not. No one is getting in there until the rest of the building is clear.” Flames were gone but they had to do their checks and make sure none of the damage made the place unsafe. “Is this casework or whatever life or death?” Brow raised, arms crossed, Foggy wasn’t going inside, not on his own at least.

“its not casework, it’s just - a friend of mine lives there, that’s all. i want to make sure he’s okay.” foggy looks stricken, his hands nervously wringing the strap of his messenger bag. “did everyone make it out?” he glances up towards the smoldering building and swallows hard. god, this is made infinitely worse by matt not answering his phone. this could all be avoided. “how much longer until you guys clear this place?”

#enigmatii #** season one ( verse. )#** kidding nsa if you're listening! ( threads. )

chavvesty

“i don’t care,” i say, caringly, as i care deeply

#** you've got guts harvard ( musings. )

1liv

#** star reporter ( karen. )#look how pretty she is im cry

spare validation for the prettiest boy in hell’s kitchen?

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )#aka maybe like this for a small thing?

187 icons are done ... foggy is so pretty... i love one man

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )

things i’ve learned about editing icons: don’t do it hunched over on your bed like a gremlin because you will have to lay down on the floor to realign your spine

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )

sneak peek of my upcoming icons bc holy shit look how pretty this is

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )#honey makes the nicest psds

valtsv

if your found family aren’t all at least a little bit pure of heart, dumb of ass, home of sexual bastards then you’ve failed

#** the best damn avocado ( matt. )#** star reporter ( karen. )#FAMILY CAN BE A BAGEL STEALING LAWYER ; A DEPRESSED CATHOLIC MAN ; AND A BADASS WOMAN WHO PUTS UP WITH THEM

hey friends! i’ve gotten my hands on photoshop and am now trying to apply psds to my icons - could someone explain to me how to do it? i’m having a real hard time and would appreciate the help <3

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )

hey friends! i have some work to get done (i’m sitting in a coffee shop writing an essay on scientology) and then i’m probably gonna spend the night putting a new psd on my icons (as a sidenote, if anyone can tell me how to do that in photopea i would be eternally grateful)

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )

fbiartist

“You love him, you do, and here’s the miracle: he loves you too. You are allowed to lick off the colour from his lips to listen to the hymns in his pulse to bask in the sunlight of his voice You are allowed to have him. You love each other, you do, and here’s the tragedy: it’s not enough. You are allowed to watch the sun swallow him whole and burn him up to stain your fingers to the bone holding him together to count the constellations in his eyes as they blink out You are not allowed to save him.”

— you can love him, but you can’t keep him ( j.p. )

#** nelson and murdock ( foggymatt. )

i am very hesitantly gonna ask if y’all can send me some love / positivity rn bc my brain is doing some not fun things

#** kenz speaks! ( ooc. )#** virgin mobile ( mobile. )

charlotteslabouff-deactivated20

#this is foggy @ karen #i stg #** you've got guts harvard ( musings. )#** star reporter ( karen. )

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