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Anyone who's reading Scattered Petals on Ao3 you are in for a treat this next chapter with such great lines as:
"I do not have mommy and daddy issues" ~ Ernst
"Ilse my feet are supposed to stay on the ground" ~ Hanschen
"Shut up Hanschen, I want Ernst to do cool shit and you are not helping." ~ Ilse
If you are looking for a fantasy Spring Awakening fic, go read Scattered Petals on Ao3 its a wild trip.
everyone rejoice, Ao3 is back
well done everybody for being so brave about it
Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Spring Awakening - Sheik/Sater, Frühlings Erwachen | Spring Awakening - Frank Wedekind Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hanschen Rilow/Ernst Robel Characters: Hanschen Rilow, Ernst Robel, Ilse Neumann Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, They tolerate each other, Magic, Idiots in Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, how do I express that they are actually idiots, Miscommunication, Alternate Universe - Magic, don't fact check me Summary:
What happens when Hanschen Rilow steals Melchior Gabor's journal and runs into the forest? What happens when that forest has a little more than he bargained for? And what happens when Hanschen Rilow meets a boy with flowers growing from his hair?
12-2am lasts 15 minutes if you aren't careful
extremely funny that this has been flagged as potentially mature content. Can't let the children know about the passage of time
People who read Hernst fanfiction over on Ao3, quick question:
what do you want?
Angst
Fluff
I just want to know. Because this writers block is crazy and I have no idea what anyone actually wants to read.
Alright children, it looks like I need to get out of my comfort zone and write some fluff.
I'll probably write both for y'all, my angsty readers might get appeased first since I found another song for my song fic series🫡
People who read Hernst fanfiction over on Ao3, quick question:
what do you want?
Angst
Fluff
I just want to know. Because this writers block is crazy and I have no idea what anyone actually wants to read.
People who read Hernst fanfiction over on Ao3, quick question:
what do you want?
Angst
Fluff
I just want to know. Because this writers block is crazy and I have no idea what anyone actually wants to read.
At the great anticipation of many [none] here's the dedicated post of just shit that happened surrounding Hanschen and Ernst in my production of Spring Awakening from 6+ months ago! (it was gonna be just the Vineyard Scene but I extended it)
If yall didn't figure it out from the last post I played Ernst.
There was a solid height difference between Hanschen and I, probably a foot give or take. Luckily I got to wear platform combat boots that gave me an extra 3-4inches in every scene except for the Vineyard!
If not for the chair, book, and chalkboard in our hands Hanschen would have dragged Ernst off the stage post BoL, that was the OG blocking 😮💨 curse props
I can't confirm which nights the voice crack was real with Ernst's "You will?!" in the study exchange
We stood directly off stage when the girls had the "Last one there has to hold hands with Hanschen!" And every night like clockwork we said: H-"Fucking bitch" E-"Sounds like I got last place" or something similar
In the scene where Moritz stole the test results, Hanschen and I were definitely seeing how much we could get away with in the background without the director telling us to quit it. So, a brief compilation of things we got away with: spent the entire scene most nights with his arm around my shoulder, one night it was a full hug from behind, I'd hit him for pointing out that it was only midterms and then we'd stick out our tounges at each other some nights (I know we did more during rehearsals, but of course the main recording that I'm rewatching we did nothing).
We would always end up with eachothers clothing, to a point where it became a joke in the cast. This at one point led to me yelling "[Hanschen] I have your Bisexual shorts!" And him yelling back "Oh good! I was looking for those since I already found my gay shorts"
During Guilty Ones the pastor made sure to make extra eye contact with the two of us since obviously we had sinned... (he also made sure to point at Hanschen at the point in the speech that asks if your body is pure which we all took as the pastor calling Hanschen a whore 🤣)
I know I said this in the last post but Hanschen gave me a flower to put on Moritz's grave every night instead of me having to get my own and it was really cute
The last half of Totally Fucked is just Hanschen and Ernst dancing in the corner among other things
And now, the long awaited Vineyard Scene
We did not wear shoes, just socks so the height difference was in full effect. Luckily for the kiss[es] we were sitting
We had to add extra time in between TF and the Vineyard Scene because of how long it took for us to get slightly undressed, take our shoes off, get behind the prop fence, lay down, and not fuck up the lights on the ground. Honestly the scene change itself was a production (luckily they were also moving a platform so we had a cover).
Melchior watched us the whole time from a platform like God
"Hanschen" and I have been friends through theater for a few years now and have a handful of mutual friends. As our scene happened on the edge of the stage for the most part, we made it our goal to have as many of our friends sit directly in front of us without knowing about what was going to happen as possible. By these friends we were told the scene was worse than anything between Melchior and Wendla!
We started the scene laying on the floor where people could only see our feet which gave the audience a jumpscare since we'd just pop up from behind a fence
Speaking of the fence: it was an Olympic event for me not to hit my head on the fence and Hanschen not to hit his head on our prop tree within the first 3 minutes of the scene
A good chunk of Hanschens monologue was spent with my head on his shoulder, just looking up at him. Very cute.
Dead eye contact as he sucked his fingers for "Skim off the cream" (peak acting on my part to withhold my physical cringe every night)
When we started the song he'd grab my face and essentially position if I was looking at him or leaning on him which was great until the one night where he slapped me
Before we added the kiss to the scene we would just play rock paper scissors during rehearsal until it was time for the lines to start
At the beginning of the rehearsal process the director had to tell us to calm down the kissing because we kept missing our cues
We definitely made Hanschen a little less in control in ours... and by that I mean after "Why not?" I [in the most PG terms] tackled Hanschen to the ground from how we were sitting for the 2nd kiss.
My notes in my script said "Mount that bitch" which still makes me laugh
There was one night that this kiss knocked my mic off my face completely so nobody heard me from that point on in the song
A list of responses we got from the scene:
An extremely loud whistle from an old man
An old woman gasped dramatically
A lady yelled "Get it!"
Our mutual theater friend made eye contact with us after we kissed and mouthed "wtf"
A different friend punched me for making them go through that
Someone described the "tackle" as "A squirrel climbing a tree" post show
A girl in the front row giggled for a solid minute
One friend didnt process that it was us that kissed untill post show and then looked at us in horror, claiming "It was cute until I realized it was you two"
There's a video in which I tackled Haschen so hard his leg flew up and if I ever find it again I might add it because its one of the funniest videos I've ever been apart of
The part in the song where the whole cast joins in was entirely cut from our version since nobody ever remembered to sing it, so instead we had and extra kiss and ran off
On closing the power went out mid-scene (among several other times) but when we came out again to restart the scene we got one of the largest applauses I think I've ever heard at that theater
I probably have more but can't think of any, feel free to ask me questions because honestly this was such a funny show and I have so much to talk about.
Manifesting.
Its been six months since I was in Spring Awakening... here are some things I STILL can't get over because this musical has been holding me at gun point since I left the cast party- in no particular order:
Ilse wore Red Velvet Doc Martin's and frankly nobody will ever be as cool as her for that
Short+Trans Ernst superiority 🫡
Otto and Georg were merged into one character since we didn't have enough boys and god dammit it worked
"I Believe" looked straight out of a cult istg. We circled Wendla and Melchior and several people were definitely in the splash zone (I think I got kicked one night??) We were in black robes with candles and everything??? It was so uncomfortable for everyone.
Everyone being blinded by Hanschens thighs regardless of where you sat in the theater. (I was behind him and I was not immune)
THE LIGHTS (which were designed by our Hanschen?!?!)
This was our Hanschens first musical and he fucking killed it! (If you told me to either stop hyping up my Hanschen or die.. I think you know what I'd pick.)
On closing night the power went out at least 3 times during the show, once before act 2 started, once during the Hernst scene, and once during whispering. And during the Whispering power out the mics turned on before everything else just in time for the audience to hear Wendla go "Fuck!"
The boys wrote out all our Latin on our chalk boards because we couldn't remember it to save our lives
The amount of times I personally almost ate shit in Bitch of Living is fucking impressive
Instead of grabbing them himself, Hanschen gave Ernst his flowers to put on Moritz's grave during left behind (WHICH NOBODY EVER SAW 😭)
It was definitely implied in ours that Hanschen and Ernst had sex BEFORE the Vineyard Scene and something about that just makes me laugh
I have so many words to say about the Vineyard Scene that could be its own post.
Everyone's hair in that show was on FIRE. It was all very 90s punk inspired and everyone had color in their hair, Georg/Otto had a little mohawk thing, Moritz was well... Moritz, Martha had purple bubble braids, etc.. and Ernst had devil horns. Dont ask me why, but they looked cool (and were the bain of my existence).
Hanschen definitely got stabbed in the eye by one of Ernst's horns during the Vineyard Scene at some point. May have been the same night Hanschen accidentally smacked the crap out of Ernst when trying to kiss him for the first time-
The Dark I Know Well. I don't have words for this one, just trust me it was cool.
We had so many projections and only like 50% of them worked, but the ones that did were awesome.
I definitely have more, and I could probably tell some stories from this production because it was WILD, but I'm gonna leave it here. Maybe I'll add some pictures at some point idk.
HOW DID I FORGET THAT DUNCAN SHEIK CAME TO ONE OF OUR REHEARSALS
HE CRASHED OUR FIRST REHERSAL AND JUST PLAYED MUSIC FOR US
When I say this show was wild I mean it-
Its been six months since I was in Spring Awakening... here are some things I STILL can't get over because this musical has been holding me at gun point since I left the cast party- in no particular order:
Ilse wore Red Velvet Doc Martin's and frankly nobody will ever be as cool as her for that
Short+Trans Ernst superiority 🫡
Otto and Georg were merged into one character since we didn't have enough boys and god dammit it worked
"I Believe" looked straight out of a cult istg. We circled Wendla and Melchior and several people were definitely in the splash zone (I think I got kicked one night??) We were in black robes with candles and everything??? It was so uncomfortable for everyone.
Everyone being blinded by Hanschens thighs regardless of where you sat in the theater. (I was behind him and I was not immune)
THE LIGHTS (which were designed by our Hanschen?!?!)
This was our Hanschens first musical and he fucking killed it! (If you told me to either stop hyping up my Hanschen or die.. I think you know what I'd pick.)
On closing night the power went out at least 3 times during the show, once before act 2 started, once during the Hernst scene, and once during whispering. And during the Whispering power out the mics turned on before everything else just in time for the audience to hear Wendla go "Fuck!"
The boys wrote out all our Latin on our chalk boards because we couldn't remember it to save our lives
The amount of times I personally almost ate shit in Bitch of Living is fucking impressive
Instead of grabbing them himself, Hanschen gave Ernst his flowers to put on Moritz's grave during left behind (WHICH NOBODY EVER SAW 😭)
It was definitely implied in ours that Hanschen and Ernst had sex BEFORE the Vineyard Scene and something about that just makes me laugh
I have so many words to say about the Vineyard Scene that could be its own post.
Everyone's hair in that show was on FIRE. It was all very 90s punk inspired and everyone had color in their hair, Georg/Otto had a little mohawk thing, Moritz was well... Moritz, Martha had purple bubble braids, etc.. and Ernst had devil horns. Dont ask me why, but they looked cool (and were the bain of my existence).
Hanschen definitely got stabbed in the eye by one of Ernst's horns during the Vineyard Scene at some point. May have been the same night Hanschen accidentally smacked the crap out of Ernst when trying to kiss him for the first time-
The Dark I Know Well. I don't have words for this one, just trust me it was cool.
We had so many projections and only like 50% of them worked, but the ones that did were awesome.
I definitely have more, and I could probably tell some stories from this production because it was WILD, but I'm gonna leave it here. Maybe I'll add some pictures at some point idk.
TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
TODAY IS CHRISTMAS DAY
CHRISTMAS IS ALREADY FUCKING OVER
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
IT’S NOT EVEN THE NEW YEAR YET
Someone explain to me why writing fanfiction is the only way I do well on exams 🥲 like at this rate I'm gonna post so much fanfiction by the end of my doctorate I stg
CW: Blood, mental and physical abuse (kinda).
Nothing too serious or explicit, angst either way, enjoy.
Some interpretation of how Nathalie's childhood might have been. After El Toro de Piedra, my view of her completely changed from a Lara Croft to a Black Widow entirely, raised/trained in a "special orphanage" among others girls like her.
(took me like 2 FULL WEEKS to finish this thing, and I have stacks of ideas on the oven, waiting to be ilustrated).
Like to charge and reblog to cast Chinese scientists destroying the Insulin industry
the original tweet is from May this year but there has been an update!!
yay for the Chinese destroying the American insulin industry!!!!