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21 -🗽 ------------------------------------------------ ✨Idiot✨ ------------------------------------------------- ~Be kind. I'm Broken ~ ------------------------------------------------- 🎃 October 🎃

[toastbutteregg]

[thehopefulquotes]

“The idea of not being a kid anymore terrifies me. I am an adult and I have been hurled out of the world of boys and girls into the fray of men and women, and expected to function as a grown-up when I never functioned very well as a kid.”

— Kelley York

[awkward-but-alive]

Tw suicidal ideation

Last couple weeks I've been feeling really good, motivated and happy. I feel like im starting to slip back into a depressed state though and I don't want that but Im also not quite sure how to stop it from happening.

I feel like a bother to people when I try to reach out or that how im feeling doesn't matter since everyone feels the same way.

Killing myself is always in the back of my mind though 24/7 I stay Bec I have people I wanna meet places I want to see everyone around me says I will never meet the person I want to meet or visit the place I want to visit they say it will never happen and im starting to doubt myself again on things that I can achieve I don't want to kill myself but I feel like that's what's going to happen sometime soon.

I don't feel supported in anything that I try to do or with any of my goals by the people that are around me there's one person that makes me feel seen but even her I feel like im just a burden or a nuisance to be friends with sometimes I feel like she's just my friend because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings by leaving and saying she's done.

I miss my mom.

[awkward-but-alive]

Rose is a year old now she had babies twice this is her second litter I need to get her fixed

[awkward-but-alive]

If you're not buying weird shit at goodwill what are you even doing with your life? How do you fill that emptiness inside you?

[awkward-but-alive]

Gotta glue it back on someone broke it at the store but when i found the horn made my day i swear

[awkward-but-alive]

Everytime I see a pic of this I get sad I was having a bad day last year and smashed it when my mom asked why I said unicorns symbolize hope and there's none in this world. Which is kinda ironic bec im always starting sentences with "I hope" it gets old after a while I bet but there's definitely hope in this world you just have to look for it

[awkward-but-alive]

i made this account when i was 17 and in a really ..bad spot mentally. I made a friend on here a really good one and after meeting her she helped me alot without realizing it. Im in a better place now not much better but better. I just wish we talked more. I wish i never lost her trust. I wish i knew how to talk to her. I love this woman dearly she will always have a spot in my heart and if anything were to ever happen to me i hope she sees this so she knows that i would do anything for her.

My worst fear is dying without her knowing what happened.

[yo-its-matt]

Babygirl I’m popping joints that paleontologists don’t even know about

[yo-its-matt]

No, fuck. Chiropractors

[chippyyyz]

Yo mama so old her chiropractor is a paleontologist

[fuzzyghost]

[rozegolden]

[post-store]

$28.99

[homebeccer]

actually this post can be free

[timeaway]

I need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half

[traumasurvivors]

It’s okay to take the time to grieve what you lost as a result of your trauma.

[awkward-but-alive]

Having something thrown at you for no fucking reason. 😝🤘

[funnytwittertweets]

[memewhore]

[nattousan]

THIS IS SO OVER THE TOP HELLO??? WHO ARE YOU???

[crowsent]

do you think the neighbours bothered to decorate that year or do they jus put up signs that have arrows pointin to this motherfucker bc

[samethstarr]

Oh oh oh, this is a part of the 2021 Halloween light show by Tom BetGeorge!

They do this for Christmas and Halloween every year for a local charity. It runs for 2 hours a night on weekends so it doesn’t bother the neighbors as much with the traffic it attracts to the area and they actually close the street during those times for safety. They’ve been doing this for years so if you like this one you should check him out and see his other shows and projects.

[awkward-but-alive]

Im an idiot for one person and one person only. Now if only i could get a message from her.

[angelictrauma]

im hot

H ard to love O bnoxious T errible

[1anonyymous1]

"Can’t sleep at night, can’t get up in the morning."

[awkward-but-alive]

Relapse is always the way to go right??? No one needed a year clean anyway. :D