Xuebing Du
blake kathryn
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cherry valley forever
Three Goblin Art
will byers stan first human second
Sweet Seals For You, Always
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
JVL
Monterey Bay Aquarium
hello vonnie
i don't do bad sauce passes
tumblr dot com
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
Cosimo Galluzzi
@theartofmadeline
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Kiana Khansmith
Today's Document
One Nice Bug Per Day
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@ayaresea
I’m taking commissions!! DM me if you’re interested!
These are still relevant btw! Prices are the same but you can see updated art if you scroll to the last post or click the link here!
God I need to redo this price sheet its so old-
Are fedoras really that bad?
YES YES THEY ARE
voidethered:
ask-omnipony:
I don’t really believe this mumbo jumbo
I mean it’s a goddamn hat.
Right..?
The white rose, it symbolizes the unique beauty of all the women who wish not to be with a nice guy such as myse-
I wonder if this works with other kinds of hat…
Nothing ventured, nothing gained…
WHEEEN THE MOON HITS YOUR EYE LIKE A BIG PIZZA PIE THAT’S AMORREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Men of Tumblr are my favorite kind of people…
wait, does that mean?
oh boy…….
Luckily, this nonsense doesn’t work on girls.
Observe…
IT’S GOTTEN BETTER!
This post is immaculate
It can’t be true.
And it can’t possibly work on motorcycle helmets.
I must test it.
Nothing happening so far…
HOLY SHIT IT WORKS
What in the world?
Oh why not? This should be interesting.
Here we go!
Were all mad here in Underland!
What the hell! Never Again!
… Actually …
One more time.
Alright, I gotta try this!
Can’t be that bad!
….
…oh my god…
ask-gmodsfmrocks:
LOL
This just gets better and better
This is one of my favourite things to look at
holy shit this stuff is back
The Gravity Falls one though
i wonder if it works for flower crowns?
here goes nothin-
w HAT THE
DID I JUST-
WHAT THE FUCK
Okay Clearly something is up.
Hmm… I wonder
I’m sure nothing could possibly…
HOLY SHIT
IT GOT BETTER
I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING SO LONG FOR THIS POST OH MY GOD!!!
I wonder what happens when you wear 8 of these at once…
Never not reblog
IT’S ON MY DASH. ACTUALLY ON MY DASH.
Oh my God, there are so many new ones
Friggin, yis
Always reblog.
IT HAS EVOLVED
The legend marches on…
BEWARE THE MAGIC OF HATS
JDNXHSBSBF
I T ‘ S B A C K
a classic meme from when the world was less of a tire fire
ITS ON MY BLOG YESSSS
THIS IS WONDERFUL.
time to bring back outdated memes…
what could possibly go wrong?
eww, it smells like fuckboi
welp, down this rabbit hole we go…
nothing’s happeni-
WTF-
Oh boy, this meme
I wonder if this would work with a wolf hat.
May as well try it.
Please don’t be awful, please don’t be awful, please don’t b-
get wet 4 furry
This is obviously fake
Look, I’ll prove it
Y’all are just acting
Watch and learn
WTFFFFFF
Should…… should I…….
DO IT!
Whelp guess I gotta put on the hat now
Can’t be that bad, I mean what’s the worst a squid hat can do to m-
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World Heritage Post
I haven’t seen these additions!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!! This was a journey from beginning to end (and I am living for it! 🤪)
The fact that I actually know someone from this meme compels me to reblog!
OMG ITS STILL A THING?! YAY!
holy shit I haven’t seen this thing in ages
Gods above it’s actually on my dash
Do you have any tips on shading/rendering hair? Your hair always looks so fluffy and beautiful and I’m so jealous because I struggle with it a lot! To add on, any tips for rendering dyed hair, like Felix’s? Where there’s a color gradient!
Hiii~
I felt like this was best answered with visual examples, so I kind of set up a whole tutorial for this? :'DD
I'm sorry this post turned out so long LMAO I went a bit overboard ------------------------------
Firstly, something you need to know about the way I color is that I abuse the SHIT out of certain hotkeys and layer settings.
To make following along the process of the gifs I recorded for this easier to understand, I set up my recording in such a way that you can (hopefully) see more clearly when I use them.
Namely:
Then I'd also like to elaborate a bit on the two brushes I primarily use:
(1) The "turnip pen" - I use this one for the base colors and overall hair texture (I use this also for blushing on skin a lot)
it layers over itself without smudging and both opacity and size are pen pressure controlled.
(2) The "guache brush" - this is what I use for almost all of my shading.
the amount of paint applied, the density and how much it blends whatever other colors it's applied over (on the same layer) is controlled by pen pressure. Its rotation is also stylus angle sensitive, which is VERY handy for texture control!
(3) your very average, basic airbrush tool :'D this one I use very sparingly, usually to soften gradients and apply atmospheric lighting.
NOW-
STEP 1: THE BASE COLOR
as you've probably noticed, I included two/three different shades on the setup page there! I start by applying the darker one first.
(note: the gifs are all set to 2x speed)
I cut the footage a bit to the "highlights" but what you should be able to see here is how I toggle "use brush as eraser" on and off repeatedly during the process. It helps with keeping the edges of the coloring looking a bit "fluffy"! I also occasionally use the ALT GR + drag hotkey to quickly resize my brush, which helps with the tighter curls of the curly hair variant especially.
With multi-toned hair like Felix's I go about it *slightly* different because I block out the parts that won't get dye on them on one layer (i.e. sideburns + hairline in this case) and then create another layer above that to do the dyed hair on top of. It's technically not *necessary* but it lets me feel more in control with less of a hassle over where the gradient goes in the next step.
Speaking of which:
STEP 2: TEXTURING/DEFINITION
I make an extra layer and clip it to the one with the darker base color on it, then start blocking in individual strands to give the whole thing some texture - this step also carries a lot of weight in making the shading look more defined later!
Along the way with the curly hair variant you can also see me using the lasso tool to apply a bit of airbrush to the ponytail - this gives the fringe, the bound back hair around the head and the tail itself some extra definition! I also airbrushed the tips of the hair with the lighter color a bit to give it more of a wispy vibe.
Felix' hair gradient goes in on two layers instead of one - one layer for the mid-tone and one for the blond!
resulting in this:
This is the state I'd keep it at for a "flat" colored artwork.
STEP 3: SHADING (stage 1)
For the shading I start by throwing the flat colors into the same group/folder, then make a multiply layer that I clip on top of the group/folder.
Then I paint-bucket on the layer using a medium grey-ish purple (the actual color used depends on what tone of you're going for with the lighting), and add white to the other of my little color switch squares.
Using the guache brush, I can then "paint" the light on with the white and blend/correct with the purple by toggling between the two using my X hotkey.
While shading I try to keep in mind what direction the light is coming from as well as the shape it's falling onto. With the straight hair variant here you can also see that I'm using the textured shape of the guache brush to create quick highlights - I paint on a stroke of white, then use the purple with medium to high pressure to smudge it out only a tiny bit. This gives it a more hair-like texture!
The highlights usually form towards the "edges" of the surface area that's facing the light, so keeping curvature in mind helps a lot with placing them.
Lighter pressure = more blending, less color application.
Once again, Felix' hair makes for kind of an exception, since the dark and light tones in his hair make it kinda tricky to see what I'm doing, so I turn the layer back from the "multiply" setting to "normal" and temporarily reduce the opacity a tad before I continue - the rest of the process stays mostly the same though.
This completes Shading stage 1:
I like to kinda think of this stage as me chiseling out the 3D shape of what I'm shading - and with the multiply layer on the "normal" setting, it kind of almost looks like a marble statue too :'D
STEP 3: SHADING (stage 2):
Once again I make a new layer and clip it to the coloring group, above the multiply layer we just made, set it to "add" and then bucket-fill the entire layer with black - black doesn't show up on "add" and simultaneously makes it easier to blend! Think of it as "priming" the canvas in a sense?
I was unfortunately an idiot who forgot she was recording and to be mindful of how I position the canvas/keeping to a neater order for editing purposes later, so the next gif clip is kinda awkardly framed for the straight hair and slightly out of order.
I also want to note that somewhere near the start I decided to hit CTRL+U to open the hue/saturation/luminosity sliders and shifted the hue around a little, so it starts out blue but ends up more turquoise. I often do small adjustments like this along the way throughout my process. No shame in changing your mind!
This is what I like thinking of as "ambient occlusion" or "bounce light" - though in my mind I tend to just apply it to the darker areas that could use more definition or to add more shine to the highlights.
This results in the following output:
STEP 4: COLOR CORRECTION
Idk if you've noticed, but by now the base colors started looking a little bit muddy. Let's fix that!
First I copy the base color layer group in its entirety and paste it above the shading layers. I then select all layers inside that group, right click on it, and then click on "merge selected layers".
The merged result I then make a copy of and turn the merged original invisible (this is more just in case I need to copy it again than actually necessary).
I then turn the layer mode setting to "soft light", hit the CTRL+U hotkey to bring up the hue/saturation/luminosity sliders again and pull the saturation to about two thirds to the right and then pull up the luminosity to taste before clicking OK to apply the effect. I then mess with the opacity of the layer until it looks right. In this example I happened to land on circa 79% opacity.
I then decided it needs more of the original color back, so I copied that safety copy of the merged layer from earlier again, turn its mode setting to "color" and turn the opacity down until I have what feels like a good contrast. It doesn't look like much changed when you compare it to it with just the "soft light" layer, but it makes a difference to *me* okay? :'D
STEP 5: FINE TUNING
Normally Step 4 is where I finish, but if I really want to amp up the fancy rendering, I go into Step 5 next.
This one is a lot less technical than the previous ones, as I basically just make a new layer that I place above everything (including the lineart), and then just... copy colors from the image and then draw in details such as stray hairs and extra shines and adding definition. The brush I use in this case is a flat marker tool, it does essentially the same as the turnip brush, except it's flat and slightly angled :'D
Aand... that's it, pretty much!
:'D now you have a detailed run-down of how I go about coloring and shading/rendering hair!
I hope this helped, it was very fun to make haha <3<3
ALRIGHTY FUCKERS
SINCE JANUARY FIRST 2015 TO TODAY, DECEMBER 28TH 2015 I HAVE DOCUMENTED EVERY DINGLE FUCKIGN MEME THAT WAS WIDESPREAD ON THIS GOD FORESAKEN WEBSITE, and yes I may not have been all scientific about it like some other people, but guess what this was a years worth of work and if this doesnt get some notes i ‘m going to scream
so, the memes of 2015, in a sort of chronological order but not for all of them:
“Sure Jan.”
year of neon genisis evangelion
Actually the entire brady bunch movie
reverse rick rolling
Miyazaki talking shit bout stuff (which tbh tho otaku culture is really messing up japan as a whole so this is sort of a serious thing idk man)
FUCKIGN LEFT SHARK
captain america civil war
i’m a jaded teenage girl. i’ve been through shit that you wouldn’t even dream of. you think life is hardd? try asking the cutest guy in the grade out in the middle of the cafeteria only to find out he had a fucking girlfriend.
Innapropiate audition songs
kAKASHI FROM ACCOUNTING CLASS (STILL CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS AN ACTUAL MEME HOLY SHIT)
Dick cheney made money off the Iraq war
idk if this counts but the gold and white/black and blue dress seems to be getting big UPDATE: THIS MEME FUCKING GOT OFF THE INTERNET AND INTO MY FUCKING SCHOOL IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS. THE ENTIRE SCHOOL WAS TALKING ABOUT IT. WE HAD AN IN CLASS DISCUSSION ABOUT IT WITH TEACHERS INVOLVED. AT THE END OF THE TALENT SHOW TODAY THEY HAD A PHOTO OF THE DRESS WITH THE WORDS “Thank you for coming!” ON IT. I’M SO FUCKING MAD
if you’re reading this it’s too late
WALUIGI = HALLEJUAH
*looks at smudged writing on hand*
Hoe don’t do it… Oh my god
Natalia kills
Uptown funk counts as a meme
The thing with all the emojis and send this to ten people
FUCKING COPPY I HATE THAT BITCH FUCK U @STAFF UF UCKING RUIN EVERYTHING
jet fuel can’t melt steel beams
Sausage movement
Taking the text from like a TV show title and editing it to say new shit. I don’t even know if this meme has a name.
garnet, amethyst, and (thing that isn’t pearl)
😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
Russia made memes illegal (I am gay gay gay I like long big cocks)
Paul Blart Mall Cop
rare pepe
*opens buzzfeed* … *closes buzzfeed*
sonic for real justice DOWN WITH MOD AMY. JUSTICE FOR MOD SILVER
barber: what you want –> barber: say no more
take me to snurch (snail church)
snake people, or sneople (two seperate memes)
She called me ugly I said “bitch swhere” she said “Under all that makeup” i said “bITCH SWHERE????!!!”
#thisgeneration
“HEY SPLASH! YOU FEEL GUUUDD I feel fucking hot. PISS MY POINT AND I STRIGN TOT THE RAP WHEN I WIN I WIWDOW IWNIODANAFLASGAIGHASDFGAH”
mcfreakin lose it
down with cis
minions
just gals being pals
where you live you’re first language what you call this [then an image]
you’re a kid you’re a squid
knife sharpening truck
gothic
af gifsets
me: 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my selｆ 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right thereright there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit
cheeky nandos with the lads
anti coleslaw (coleslaw is great but everyone hates it apparently)
JUST DO IT DON’T LET YOUR DREAMS STAY DREAMS. YESTERDYA, YOU SAID TOMMOROW
like is there a college aged woman who thinks quasadillas are a mystery?
cute gender neuteral terms for your partner
the author of the journals… my brother
siri what’s 0 divided by 0
iPhone restart
the jurrassic world scene with chriss pratt being ike “k stay back” to the dinosaurs
WHAT ARE THOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE
The gif with rihanna flipping her hand and wiking
minion hate (srsly tho they’re everywhere and i hate it)
BUSH DID 9/11
if there were two guys on the moon and one killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what
zoobe
me, shoving breadsticks into purse: sorry i have to leave right now immediately
I’M ALWAYS A SLUT FOR DORITOS
#growingup_____ (growinguphispanic, growingupblack, growingupshy, growingupasian, etc.)
NO NOTES
gun
okay… that sounds fake but okay
THE BLOCKQUOTE THING WHERE THEY AMDE IT SO YOU CAN’T EDIT SHIT
old american infomercials (ANim aL CRackE R s iN My sOUP)
you’ve heard of ________, now get ready for ______
YOUNG MAN, THERE’S NO NEED TO FEEL DOWN I SAID YOUNG MAN
JOHN CENAAAA
X: stop telling everybody i’m dead! y: sometime’s i can still hear their voice
straight outta
the one where it’s like somebody is lost in crowd so soebody else yells something offensive to find them
critically analyzing spongebob
netflix and chill
banksy
i hate when people dress like this… we get it you smoke weed
And now… back to this bitch that had a lot to say about me in the press the other day Miley what’s good?“
”And now… back to this bitch that had a lot to say about me in the press. Miley, what’s good?“
dan nicky your bobbie s
kidnapper: say it me: no kidnpper: say it me: *spits at them* fuck you
psychologist: *reads my mind* my mind: SCREAMING psychologhist: what the fuck
speech bubble meme (Like the character has a speech bubble so they’re saying a text post or something)
vine
ʷʰʸ ᵗʰᵉ fᵘͨᵏ ʸºᵘ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ, ʷʰʸ ʸºᵘ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ, ᵐᵐᵐᵐᵐᵐ ºʰ ᵐʸ ᵍºᵈ ˢᵗºp fᵘͨᵏ'ⁿ ˡʸʸʸ'ⁿ
*violins* ……run. BOW BOW BABABABABBAA
does “I aint get no sleep cuz of ya’ll!” count
me: *takes a deep breath* i lo-
kinkshame
relatable
dog of wisdom (ha da ba ga. ha bada ba gaga)
draw the squad/otp like this should count as a meme by this point
pokemon go (pokemon in real life)
[series] personality quizzes be like
…….anyways
u gotta
Putting fucking Halsey lyrics and other “deep” shit on Spongebob screencaps this one was funny until i saw a marina and the diamonds one and now i just feel disrespected
Concept; me
(Taylor Swift™ No copyright infringement intended. Property of TAS LLC Management 2008©)
I’m the X
october 21st 2015 (back to the future)
poot lavato (this meme is actualy really shitty but it’s still a meme like nmot just a bad meme just like ableist and misogonystic and urgh)
the outfits for doing shti with 1d like burying harry alive outfit charts
hotline bling
“do you ever look at somebody and wonder, ‘what is going on inside their head?’”
the ufo in LA
THE SPIDERMAN SPANKING THING
the time shia labouef screened all of his movies for three days straight and he streamed it but he didnt stream teh movies he streamed himself watching the movie
pineapple pizza discourse (it’s fucking disgusting if u like it please evaluate your descisions)
money cat (and similar posts)
47 lamborginis
[tumblr user] is stealing bones!
feudal lord/handmaiden
in this world it’s kill or be killed
replace “feminism” with
loss.jpg made an impressive comeback
2015 in a nutshell
“the stars sure are beautiful tonight”
the force awakens opening title
WAKE ME UP INSIDE WAKE MUP
tubbs the cat discourse
hobo and glunkus
star wars opening crawl
also from star wars, the ine storm trooper who yells “TRAITOR” in the force awakens
ur doing gods work.
Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.
I love my mom.
I am risking nothing
I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY
Will not risk.
sorry followers :(
omg im so glad to se so many people love their mummy
Why’re you being mean to my mum?
goddamn it
This has 1.2 million reblogs … Ps not riskin it
2.5 million notes I hate myself
I’m so sorry this isn’t b99 related and this isn’t real but I can’t not skip this I’m sorry
Sorry but not taking that chance
Not taking the chance
im only reblogging because having anxiety makes me freak out about stuff like this, even if it isnt true
OP is a dick for posting something like this.
I want to bitchslap the person who made this. you are fucking disgusting
Fuck you
So this is what a "mature" person looks like when told to let something go after they themselves blew it up.
Wow. Looks pretty childish and entitled to me @chaos-in-elysium lmao.
Guess who got blocked cause they realized im right lmao 🤣
So let's go over this, shall we?
....look. as someone with BPD.....You CANNOT trust your judgment during splits. Because when you split you want to villainize the person that caused it so bad to justify how you feel. You also love to leave out how you would disregard this man's boundaries as well, such as blasting videos during call which he repeatedly told you "hey, please don't do that, it sets off my sensory issues." Then get all butthurt whenever he reinforced the boundary and call it "intentionally" setting off your BPD, and "coming off as manipulative".
REGARDLESS OF WHETHER YOU MEANT IT OR NOT. YOU STILL. WERE ACTING. AN UTTER FOOL.
Let me give you an example: if you go to high five someone and accidentally punch them in the face, do you apologize? Or do you vehemently defend yourself and blame them cause they "shouldn't have taken it that way I didn't mean to do it."
See how stupid it sounds in that context. Own up to the fact you did some fuckshit, and move on. Like the rest of the mods were TRYING to do.
Also, let's talk about this for a second, shall we Elysium?
TW//SYSCOURSE, ELYSIUM FAKECLAIMING AND P3DOPHILI@ REFERENCE//
You gonna show just where this guy was a "pedo creep"??? Or, you gonna admit you split and was hurling names while fakeclaiming a system that was telling you the truth in saying they don't have D.I.D, you fucking prick. OSDD is NOT D.I.D.
I’ve seen enough.
Ladies, gentlemen, and other configurations of being, I may be a mod of the Still Alive Portal Discord server, but I’m not here to speak as a mod. I’m speaking as myself. As Alixstar11, someone who loves Portal. Someone who just wants to enjoy her favourite video game series with every other like-minded fan she can.
Elysium, this needs to stop. You were the one who dragged this out into the public. You were the one who responded to my boyfriend and I being lovey in server chat with guilt-tripping messages (and they were just cutesy, not intimate in any way). I’ve seen you for who you are. You’re aggressive, needlessly so, and the last person I saw on that server who acted this way is also long gone.
The individual you accuse is a friend of mine. A friend to many on the server. I’ve seen how he acts, and I’ve seen how you act. I’m sure you can comprehend where I’m coming from here. My point is this: I trust my friend. The things I’ve seen have only lead me to trust and believe in my friend.
You need to stop dragging this into tags when most people in the fandom aren’t in the server and probably don’t give a damn. This needs to end. For all our sakes.
If you do read this, don’t ask me to speak on your behalf to the server. I don’t want to be involved in this any longer. Please respect my feelings.
@chaos-in-elysium claims mods are childish but when asked respectfully to respect boundaries and that they want it to end....PROCEED TO REPLY MULTIPLE TIMES TO THAT POST IN BLATANT DISREGARD.
You tell me. Who's really the childish one here.
Mod asking them to end the public dragging.
Then immediately following-
....wow.
Just. Wow.
I think this proves that the mods did the right damn thing concerning @chaos-in-elysium. That was...embarrassing almost, to read.
TW//FAKECLAIMING, IMPLIED HARM, MANIPULATION, USE OF MENTAL HEALTH AS EXCUSE FOR BEHAVIOR//
Here's the link to ther "defense" and...trust me. Its a doozy.
I want to clear something up-I was not told any details from the mods of the server. I found out what was happening from Elysium's post they made public, and the things I've mentioned here are things I personally noticed from them while lurking. From what I can see, things were fine and the mods weren't planning on ever letting what happened reach the surface.
The spark got lit from Elysium themselves posting what had happened, and proceeded to slander the mods of this server without their own proof. They claim they gave the mods a time limit in a reply to my post, but nowhere in recent posts does it say that.
I'm on the mods of the Still Alive servers side. The allegations against Elysium brought up were serious and, true or false, made the other mods uncomfortable. Resulting in a ban. This should've been handled privately and instead, in someone else's childish rage, it got blown too far out of proportion.
Also here THIS is how you properly block out names.
I brought this up before-the first message and third message are two people in the server who had been dating since before they joined, and have always been this way. Up until this moment, no one had problems and in fact encouraged them.
TW//Implied self harm and violence to self//
But then instead of leaving the chat for a bit to cool off, or go vent to someone that's okay with it, you blasted the whole damn server with this and dropped everyones mood down to zero.
Hell, I would've kicked you for a bit after that. A warning should've been given.
TW// Fakeclaiming and syscourse, skip if you need to//
As someone with OSDD, I will tell you it is NOT. THE SAME. AS D.I.D. So "elm" (btw, shit fucking job at blurring the names. Not very creative of you its almost like you WANT them to get called out. Didn't even bother blocking the pfp, prick.) Was telling you the TRUTH. They DONT have D.I.D. Take your fakeclaiming shit somewhere else.
//Fakeclaiming and syscourse over//
I can now see why the mods of this server banned Elysium. What they call defending themselves has devolved into circle arguments and even admitting to manipulative tendencies, using their BPD as a crutch to blame their issues on instead of picking up their own shit and owning up to it. Context, I have OSDD, BPD, Depression, GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and I'm Autistic. I do not try to pull a Get Out of Jail Free card every time I split cause someone did something that made me anxious or triggered a bad autistic response out of me-I pick my shit up, figure out a way to move past it and then I do. If its genuinely intentional and you're sick of it-BLOCK THEM. I cant imagine why if this shit cause you oh so much pain you would continue it. "They wouldn't change so why should I"??? You sound like my ab*sive father.
Then you devolve into calling them immature children for making an informed decision that they CLEARLY knew how this conversation would go? Considering your past, present, and now implied future behavior?
The mods did the right thing. Still on their side for this. That whole display was just....gross.
From what I can tell, the mods were people that have been in the server for a long time, sure. Back in its heyday when it was bustling and always active. These people are friends of ours, and while I cant say I'm always active, I consider them friends too.
The 'young people' you claim that are there includes you as well. You were 19 when you joined, and 22-23 now. You ARE part of those dumb kinds you talked about, you are in that category.
So going on here to complain about this, that honestly should've died in DMs once you were blocked, and all you did was slander them for banning you? All because a 'dead server' for a 'dying Fandom' saw through your bullshit and decided to finally take care of the problem? When most people there consider it a safe place to go, regardless of their levels of portal knowledge?
You're the one that need to get back in touch with reality.
My opinion still stands. And I read every piece of 'evidence' you posted, Elysium. Trust me-I would've banned you a long time ago if I were a mod and you treated me that way.
@chaos-in-elysium, you should try therapy for that BPD and anger-it helps. Coming from someone who knows.
Regardless, watch out for @chaos-in-elysium. I dont know what they think they're planning, but its only going to cause more drama over something that should stay private.
