Sigh. I’m so tired y’all.
I’m so tired of always being alone. Tired of this lifelong feeling of loneliness and disconnect from the world. I’ve always felt like I’m an alien who’s trying to act human and fails miserably at it. I’m so tired of wanting to converse and engage, but blanking out and barely having anything to say. I’m tired of one way conversations. At the same time I don’t make a lot of sense because I want to interact with others when I’m alone, but when I’m around people I want to be alone. Nothing makes sense. I’m close to just accepting that I’ll be alone for the remainder of my life.
I’m tired.



















