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╰┈➤ this is a yan/gore/sh/ed/vent/nsfw/heavy trigger warning blog! please block if youre uncomfortable with me or my content, this is my safe space!! if you report me, my chance to get my feelings out will be gone!!!

╰┈➤ sometimes i might talk about other things besides my feelings, like just random things i like or being a system, or ill post things that dont make sense to anyone else but me as well, like this is just a safe space for me to get everything out

╰┈➤ this is also a side blog!! i made this blog purely because my darling follows/knows my other blog and it makes me a tiny bit uncomfortable and me having to censor myself is not good for my well being <3 so if youre curious, my main blog is @publishedloveletters <3 (ps if you want all my blogs ill tell you)

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idk ill like draw my ocs or something in hipes i feel better, cosplaying didnt, and idk if i want to keep playing video games to escape myself

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i miss feeling like i was worthy enough sigh

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mu mom left me at work and im trying so hard not to cry in the parking lot in her car uhhgghhh i wanna cry but si mamy people would see and i feels so selfish

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gibe me red spider lilies and ill be with you forever, in this form and every other form i shall take to be by your side. ill be your hauntingly beautiful doll.

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seeing my old blog about my last darling makes me feel sick, like ew. just gross. why was i like that. its cringy let me bash my head in everytime it appears on my fyp

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lets fake each others deaths to all our friends and ditch all of them, we dont need them when we clearly have each other

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feel bad for my moots on my other blogs but also shout out to those moots who follow all my blogs and have no idea

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i just wanna be a pretty little doll in my pretty little doll clothes and never leave my cute pink dream house and lock them in with me so all we have is each other and than i can also play dress up with him and we can be happily in love and nothing can get in my way

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my mom almost saw my sh for like the 1,000th time and i still got scared, like whats she gonna do??? care???? LOL

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must stay up longer... need to make a cute carrd...

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i need to stop staying up so late

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im so childish i should just fucking kill myslef for wasting everyones time

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todays been husy awgul i want to curl un a ball and cry firever i speny si ling in mu cistume and for what

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everythings fucking wrong wjy do i keep fucking up

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i want to destroy myself, every inch and trace that i ever left in this world, i want it all gone

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I want to run away in a cabin with my favorite people where I can just go crazy and hang out wanna come?

that sounds like so much fun <3 i would love to run away from all the pains of life with friends and do whatever i want without having to worry about anything ever again

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ALO THE IMPLICATIONS OF BEING ONE OF THOSE PEOPL..... MY HEARRT .. ...