i finally caved and made a side blog, because ryan gosling has bewitched me and he’s all i think about. so:
welcome!
i am currently writing for the nice guys and i have a driver fic planned with likely more rygos fics to come. my favorite rygos movies are project hail mary, blade runner 2049, and the nice guys. inbox is open anytime!
tossing my marchly smut ideas into the ether bc I don’t have time to write them right now so feel free to steal them:
- march wants healy to choke him but he doesn’t want to ask for it so he takes healy’s hand and puts it on his throat. healy’s scared of hurting him and freaks out. they find a compromise that still lets march feel held and controlled
- primal play my beloved. healy is getting ready to test for his PI license. march “tests” him by going to hide and healy tracks him down and catches him when march tries to run
- healy wants to try bottoming and march is really nervous about it so healy talks him through it (cute romantic version)
- power bottom healy ordering march exactly how to fuck him (bonus puppy play) (march is the dumb puppy)
- march has an age gap kink and is a brat and teases healy for being old. healy decides to teach him to respect his elders. (bonus spanking and/or daddy kink)
I noticed that Grace likes to be bossed around. Not in like a kinky way (I mean, maybe who knows), but like if he isn't, he doesn't really know what to do with himself. Obviously, he can be independent. That's not what I mean. I mean that when he's in certain situations that he doesn't have strong feelings on, he gets conflicted and panics. Stratt would boss him around, and sure he'd pout, but it's mainly for show. He doesn't actually mind being bossed around. Same with Rocky, Rocky bosses him around and he puts up a small fight occasionally but most of the time he's completely content with being bossed around and I feel like a lot of people forget that it isn't a bad thing that Grace gets bossed around.
the whole exchange between driver and benicio in that scene when they’re watching tv together — “is he a bad guy?” “yeah.” “how can you tell?” “because he’s a shark.” “there’s no good sharks?” — destroys me so so bad, for obvious reasons of paralleling driver and how he is perceived. but also.
it’s such a childlike line of questioning from driver. “there’s no good sharks?” is so earnest. that’s a lonely little boy asking that question, a little boy who grew up neglected and abused just because he’s him, a little boy who was tossed aside when he grew too tall to at least be used. and it’s the little boy that driver is desperately helping not be lonely, the little boy with a mother that loves him and a father that loved him and driver who does what he can, that tells him no.
The corner of March’s mouth turns down. “Y’called me Holland earlier,” he mumbles.
Jack is going to explode. “I did,” he says. He’s trying to be gentle and soothing. He feels like he’s dying. “Holland,” he whispers. He presses his forehead against March’s like he can will his own life force into the other man’s body. He says the name like a prayer. Holland. Holland. Holland.
(this might be my favorite chapter) (also new blog! yay!)
So, what is your thoughts on Bloodymary? Not drink, obviously
my thoughts on bloodymary are:
two traumatized men in space who can cuddle?! hell yeah!!!
it took me a hot minute to jump on the train but damn they really are so cute together. I love when they’re characterized as a grumpy x sunshine ship but I equally adore when Grace gets to be sassy and Simon gets to be soft.
I'm obsessed with this little moment where Stratt is like reaching out to say Hi to Grace but instead of patting his shoulder or something she pats his tiny little chair. and filmed from behind a barrier
leximillian… :) you know what i want… i need k like i need water and i need your most DISGRACEFUL headcanons neow!!
oughhh K x reader headcanons… i love that almost-human man… (sfw AND nsfw headcanons) (nsfw under the cut! 18+)
also sorry i got carried away LMAO
SFW
first off let me say i headcanon his human name as Keaton. because im sorry but Joe is dumb. sorry joi!!
he finds himself quite uncomfortable with…whatever he’s feeling when he’s around you at first. his chest is tight and he’s on edge like he’s in danger and he feels hot. it gets to the point where he considers bringing himself in as defective but doesn't.
he doesn't fully understand why you like him back, either. he’s been told his entire existence that he’s sub-human. he was made in a lab, his memories are fake, his emotions subdued. you shouldn't want him. but he finds that he really likes that you do. that you respect him and care for him like anyone else.
if you cuddle that man, he will MELT. full stop. he never gets physical contact like ever. people avoid him on the street, go out of their way to keep themselves at a distance. so when you go out of your way to hug him, kiss his cheek, hold him as he lays against your chest? he swears he's never felt more human.
adding onto that, he LOVES laying on your chest, simply because he gets to hear your heartbeat. it reminds him that he has one too. that maybe he isn't so different.
love language is 100% acts of service. getting you small gifts and bringing you wherever you want to go (and, behind your back, maybe handling some people who are especially mean to you...)
immediately quits smoking once you two start dating. he never really did it because he wanted to, anyway, it was more of a small act of rebellion. something to make him feel DIFFERENT for once. but now he has you for that :)
teaches you self defense because i said so (he can't bear the thought of you getting hurt while he's not around to protect you)
lots of forehead and cheek kisses from him. all the time. he loves how warm and soft and alive your skin is
likes going on late night rides in his police vehicle with you (which is probably not allowed but then again, he's not supposed to be dating humans. so.)
back to kissing he just likes it in GENERAL. he didn't realize how much he loved being loved until he met you
doesn't understand the concept of showering with someone (in a bonding/non-sexual way) but lets you do it with him anyway since you like it
NSFW
the man isn't completely inexperienced, but he certainly isn't used to having sex. he's only done it like once ever. so he probably needs guidance at first
but once he's got a solid grasp on the mechanics of it? ohhh BOY buckle in
he's not used to making decisions on his own so it's kind of a free-for-all. if you want to do it? sure, he will too! no kink is taboo for him because he has virtually No Idea what the social norms around sex are anyway
probably is very bad at communication at first. you have to drill the concept of consent into him several times before he gets comfortable enough to tell you when he wants to stop
the first time you guys have sex its literally insane to him. like for once he actually WANTS to do it and its amazing. he can't help but wonder how humans get literally anything done because they COULD be having awesome mind-blowing sex all the time!!
this does lead to him becoming a little sex-crazed for a while. wants to do it several times a day (and has the modified stamina to back it up). i'm talking when you wake up, before he goes to work, when he gets home, before you go to bed type shit.
he gets a little animalistic in bed i feel. because god it's the only time he feels completely and totally human. he's not a replicant, he's not an officer with a serial number, he's yours. and it makes him insane
probably quite noisy once he gets comfortable, low sounds deep in his chest
8.5 inches, keeps himself well-trimmed (like the rest of him)
his favorite thing in the world is getting head. i'm sorry. but it's one of the only times he can let himself be selfish. it's all for HIM
actually incredibly hygienic afterwards i can't lie (unless you convince him otherwise...cough cockwarming...)
switch but prefers soft dom (again, unless you wish for otherwise. he'll do whatever you want)