audie

22 🦁 he/she main blog for prophecyofgray

[pseudophan]

do u think they're actually touring again or it was just some weird website glitch

i don't even think dan and phil are real i think we made them up

[marlodramatic]

i am going to FUCKING KILL MYSELF

[diphowell]

in so many of the heart eyes howell moments dan really looks like he feels like the luckiest man on earth

[diphowell]

@danisnots you can’t say that

[diphowell]

[2009editingtips]

[reunitedinterlude]

wdym they kiss each other for real.....

[backin09]

What do u mean dan and phil kiss

[backin09]

every time i see a gif of them saying "yeah we do that [kiss] all the time" i have to pause and put my head in my hands.

[diphowell]

it really does just bring me to my knees how defiant they were in a way when it comes to having been closeted for so long and terrified of speculation and homophobia and still pushing beds together and phil’s boncas moment and the way they still showed so much love for each other in videos and you can say oh well they just couldn’t help it or oh they were young and “didn’t know better” but they knew better than i’d say anyone ever and even if it did spring from a love and enjoyment of the other one that was hard to contain or limit, it was still moment after moment of choices made for 16 years.

like dan has said, he hadn’t exactly been subtle, and neither had phil. idk i just think that even at their most afraid and most closeted they were bold and they were so brave. they shouldn’t have had to go through all of that but they really were still doing their best to be themselves when they couldn’t be out.

[diphowell]

#nodding nodding nodding. yeagh..... #i think it's also probably the biggest reason why they made it thru while a lot of other couples in their situation would not have #choosing love in spite of the fear... choosing each other in spite of the fear....... #they say 'at least we had each other' and truly i think them having each other is what got them thru#and not just having each other in the sense that they were like literally together but #having each other in the most active and deliberate and intentional way #choosing each other for 16 years (and counting <3) (via @backin09)

yes!!! i agree. i think "at least we had each other" and "i don't think i have to forgive you" are mindsets that are kind of pillars for how they stayed together through All of That. they had each other and they didn't grow to resent each other for their situation, which i feel like can happen so often in situations where no one is REALLY at fault but the stress and pain of it is just too much. and for them it really was like. their partnership their love their relationship was always the priority.

[diphowell]

it really does just bring me to my knees how defiant they were in a way when it comes to having been closeted for so long and terrified of speculation and homophobia and still pushing beds together and phil’s boncas moment and the way they still showed so much love for each other in videos and you can say oh well they just couldn’t help it or oh they were young and “didn’t know better” but they knew better than i’d say anyone ever and even if it did spring from a love and enjoyment of the other one that was hard to contain or limit, it was still moment after moment of choices made for 16 years.

like dan has said, he hadn’t exactly been subtle, and neither had phil. idk i just think that even at their most afraid and most closeted they were bold and they were so brave. they shouldn’t have had to go through all of that but they really were still doing their best to be themselves when they couldn’t be out.

[pseudophan]

this isn't exactly in the spirit of pride month but on behalf of the teachers of london and also everyone else i am so glad dan and phil can't reproduce, because that kid would be soooo fucking annoying. inherently. and on top of the tragic genetics they'd no doubt be spoiled to shit as well like my god

[ahappydnp]

i'm so hung up on the pushing beds together thing. getting twin rooms to try and avoid being clocked at youtube events while other youtubers were out there making a huge joke out of them (when dnp were part of the reason those bitches could even have youtube As A Job) on some real "may god dan and phil forgive you because i won't" shit rn.

once again blown away that it didn't tear them apart. what do you mean you spent all night hyper aware that your peers were hoping to catch you two with your guards down for content but the second you were safe you clung to each other for dear life. god.

[stomachachesxxx]

cat and bear🥹❤️‍🩹

[flowercrowndnp]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[lizardsmp3]

like god the pushing the beds together during tatinof is what’s doing me in completely. they were already sharing that tiny little bed crammed together on the tour bus but when they had the ability to have space they didn’t want it besides the space of a bigger bed for the both of them. Man.

[diphowell]

TATINOF + sharing beds nothing can stop dan and phil from being gay together

[backin09]

HELLO the first pic is of photo cards that i am willing to trade, and the second pic is my wishlist! (green = cards i want, red = cards i already have)

i have two bunny dan dupes so i'm not two picky what i trade them for, but for the others i might be a bit more selective! if ur interested in trading u can send me a DM on here or on discord @/audtism :-)

[backin09]

god loves me