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#death note rp #roleplay #death note #beyond birthday

aquarines

vampire sucking blood from the inner thigh can be something so erotic and more vampire media needs to get on this train

look at this post with your eyes if you agree

#ok i might be outing myself insanely with these tags but thatd what i be doin anyways #and you know what. idc. i havent read it in years but theres n LxB dead dove fic which involves something along these lines #not necessarily vampiric but definitely blood biting eating erotic type stuff #and it changed me inside #thats all

dont mind me just doing my semiyearly post here as yr another offering to try to appease my first hyperfixation. it will never leave me

i’ve thought about it just a bit and there’s something very funny about the idea of Matt and Near being unnervingly similar. In like, very obvious and primary ways although they are certainly their own persons.

Both are extremely autistic. Both fixated almost to the point of isolation on their interests, which are often dismissed by those around them. The primary difference was that of utility. Near was useful to the larger power structures of Wammy’s and the SPK, showing an ongoing interest (or at least involvement) in the legacy of L. Matt’s character is clearly underdeveloped save for his attachment to Mello, his competitor and classmate. Their partnership creates a more emotion-based air around both of them (and Matt being the epitome of a side character lol this is personal hearsay though including the character interpretations from this fandom over the years) which leaves us with only one answer to Matt’s motivation/loyalty— Mello. Familiarity, comfort. Childhood bonds.

The extent of emotional characterization obo so frustratingly never reached. I have many gripes with the lack of potential depth with the main characters of death note, key word potential, but it’s even more intense with the side characters. Maybe it’s just having a hyperfixation. But my brain is doing the thing where you reach a certain point of frustration with a really big puzzle and you start forcing individual pieces into each other knowing it us all wrong. about how Matt, Mello, Near, A and B shared so many obvious similarities though through their exploitation/circumstances became each other’s perfect foils.

#i dont even know how to tag anymore ive been so inactive here cryyy #death note #beyond birthday #l lawliet #wammy’s kids #matt death note #mello #mello death note #near death note #maybe thats one of the major compelling themes of dn that keeps me fixated on it #especially with light and L but with other characters as well their duality is in their simoltaneous contrasts and comparisons #i need to go to bed yal

segamascott

kooorjik

microscopic creatures 🤏

#death note #l lawliet #light yagami

catboymettaton

who would you trust most with giving you a hysterectomy

light

beyond

Voting ended onFeb 26, 2025

I don’t care if you don’t have a uterus. you have one now and it’s coming out.

#ooooooook………. hear me out….#light is smart but in like. a boy genius type of way. i dont think i would trust him to give me my T shot #L maybe knows more stuff medical wise but i fear hed be sitting with his bare grippers on the operating table and thats just not sanitary #B actually has some hands on experience with cutting people up #and i think if you told him he could keep it he would happily do it for free #death note #beyond birthday #l lawliet #light yagami

quicktimeeventfull

can i be so real. i think if a seventeen year old informed me they’d rigged their desk to explode if anyone looked at their diary i would believe them. like notoriously ‘not sharing personal vulnerability ever’ and ‘blowing things up with fire’ are two of the top teenage passions

#very true i also feel like it counts against the general feel of dn not giving its characters very human portrayals overall #or at least it could say a lot about how light’s mind worked abt his family #because i feel like we all assume his competitiveness linked with secrecy with L and law enforcement trying to catch him #is like… idk #expected? normal? or the death note making him crazy??#but the competitiveness linked with his urge to survive/get away/prove something to himself #is a trait i feel defined my childhood within a dysfunctional abusive religious queerphobic family #how that translates to light yagami… idk lol its just fun to think about ^_^#like ya i would have totally done that if i was smart enough LMAOOOO #i think the less you are allowed to say ‘It was the death note making him do that!!!’ the more interesting character analyses of light can b #even tho i loooove #bullying light yagami

bugblast

beyond confronts a shinigami and vice versa

#bringing me back from the dead once again #to say whooaaaa i love this concept!!!#def a new favorite theory for how he got his eyes

otherbug

L liking Near because Near’s a little shit who isn’t afraid to give him a hard time

thats honestly their whole dynamic to me. near's not even trying to give him a hard time he's just making observations </3 L just gets annoyed with him but he keeps him around