D.I.D

hey yall its me (ya fav crazy redhead 😜) making my like 8th back up acc lol... this is a backup account for my B.P.D (D.I.D) posts and vents and what not ... for my nsfw content follow @yoauntie444 or my page i am currently locked out of is @keekscz-bpd

[maxxie-or-smth]

i know exactly who i am i dont eat i dont sleep im an angel im a public danger im losing my goddamn mind

[neglectedmutt]

i feel like a puppy no one wants

[disastercomingfaster]

And I can’t stop biting the only people who are nice to me

[backupkeekscz]

Only to finally find an owner… and get scared so I bite and they throw me out …

#bpd

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"Suicide is selfish!" - stfu! Do you know what's selfish? Forcing someone to stay alive for others because other people don't want to deal with a loss.

[mistermachoman]

the worst part about moodswings are when i know i'm being irrational over something so i have to sit there and seethe.

[borderkic1a]

I always worry no one actually likes me you could write me a paragraph saying how much you love me and I'd still think you're lying

[neglectedmutt]

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

[proudmistaketattoo]

i feel terrible can you please please please please talk to me again

[mistermachoman]

"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it

[rottingtrouble-child]

doing something really drastic will fix me

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

forgive yourself for trusting the wrong people. forgive yourself for giving them your time and energy. you didn’t know then what you know now.

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[slaughtered4ngel]

lore update i wanna die

[aleksanderyearns]

im so tired of being borderline, can i pls stop getting insanely depressed over small things? please?

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

It never goes away you just learn to live with it

[furiousgoldfish]

They wrote this to piss me off. "High levels of independence" as if society isn't shaming the crap out of anyone dependant on another person. Since when is independence a symptom? It was a compliment yesterday. Independence was our only way to freedom, it is absolutely normal for us to cling for it for dear life.

Also 'percieve that people can't meet their needs' well maybe if I have cptsd and osdd they can't! Maybe we perceive the reality of the situation! If zero people in our entire life met our needs maybe it's safe to assume they can't or won't do that!

For the rest, yes and? What is the problem. Fight me. Except I will avoid the fight and stay in a safe place because I'm avoidant.

[templeblade]

every morning feels like the end times

[issalovescandyclouds]

Closed Tumblr just to reopen it