scar-crossed lover

celestial grief and erotic melancholia.

[templeblade]

— welcome to my temple;

✧— 22. he/him. male. mdni. terfs dni.

↳ spotify. storygraph. my posts. my cats.

[templeblade]

do you think that there's a deep, pulling ache in our chests because we were made in gods image? do you think he tried to give us the world but was limited by his own melancholy? is the hole in me the same as the hole in god?

[tinkywinkyteletubb1e]

Every time I see a post from you, I'm like, "How can this person think so much?"

This is crazy work bro

[templeblade]

they call me the thinker fr all I do is think 😌🌍☀️🌈💫 thank you <33

[templeblade]

do you think that there's a deep, pulling ache in our chests because we were made in gods image? do you think he tried to give us the world but was limited by his own melancholy? is the hole in me the same as the hole in god?

[moseph0-0]

Day 2: I suggest you all learn about Alan Turing!

I am going to try to post as many people as I can this month however I am currently in a chronic illness flare up and am in a lot of pain so I may end up taking a few days to recoup!

[templeblade]

I feel kind of horrible in a way that I don't really like

[perriaeyjeve]

[fudamnshi]

for me to be known is to be humiliated Lowkey

[outofcontextgarf]

[cybermanes]

Can I come over and be really disappointing

[mournfulroses]

Louise Glück, from a poem titled "Telescope," featured in Averno: Poems, originally published in 2006

[trashboat]

my fear of abandonment? well that comes from my experience of being abandoned

[grippysockgang-deactivated20230]

You all are the coolest people I vaguely know

[templeblade]

i go through the five stages of grief after every social interaction

[templeblade]

I'm capable of cosplaying as a functional human being worthy of their place in the world but it does make me feel guilty and like I'm undeservingly taking up space afterwards

[templeblade]

I have this out of touch belief that everything will work out despite itself and who I am purely because everything has vaguely worked out so far but I do feel like I'm on borrowed time and that everything is going to go so tragically wrong that I'll have no choice but to kill myself at some point

[templeblade]

have a job interview today....... I hope they shoot me executioner style the moment its over

[templeblade]

I'm a very weak and nervous man