Hello again after a while
I know, such long absence is not my style
But i have so many struggles to deal with
I am praying for „its getting better“
So i packed up my warmest sweater
Its about feelings happy or sad
Its about the best i ever had
And all the times i got mad
Mad because i feel so empty
Like the nutella jar on day twenty
My loneliness and emptiness
I must be famous or something
I wish someone would look under this cover
If its my mother a brother or a lover
I just want it to be recognised
To be recognised that i‘m not doing well
and its a long way down i fell
To come for me, to love for me, to fight for me
But the longer i wait the more i understand
That there will be no one coming
And it has to be me I’m counting
I have to come for me, love me, fight me, and
Its like in Phantom of the Opera
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you“