Me, My Pain & U

Trying to express emotions with rhyming All posts are written by me :) I hope u like it, its the first time i publish them:) She/Her 21

[badinstinct]

Hello, welcome and thanks for listening!

Its so hard to start such a thing

But i will give you the best i can bring.

I want to speak out loud

Everything I’m ashamed of and proud.

Never been easy to express real emotion

But if you give it a try, give me a try…

my words will hit you like a massive explosion.

So please keep reading my quotes

It will raise your inner fear and hidden hopes.

-B.I

[badinstinct]

Thank you so much for liking my posts, I really appreciate that🥰💕& thanks for your reply too.. though it was hard to digest it first😅, but i think I really needed that. To love ourselves is something I’ve only read about till now😅but it’s just always confusing.. i mean i do all that self care n all of my own stuff🤔🤷‍♀️😕… but yeah, I do admit I don’t really have that mentality😅.. ‘To actually love myself the way I expect someone else would’ is something I need to look into. Like I really think you were right with that! I do think whenever/if i will be in a relationship, i do have a huge tendency to turn into someone clingy (if not by actions then thoughts🤔)..

Also yes😁, I went through your poems and read each of them😍they’re really well-written & relatable. I’m not much of a poet or a writer myself😅, but i can say.. I really enjoyed reading yours🙌😁n they do get the msg through!✨

Hey i just wanted to say that i am so touched by your message ! I am so happy i touched you with my words and that you understood that i meant it ally by heart and for your happiness. I hope you have started working on loving yourself more because you deserve to be loved !!!!! ❤️❤️

And thank you for all your kind and nice kompliments to my poems, its such a blessing when my work gets appreciated 🥰🙏🫶❤️

Keep on beeing such a beautiful person beeing and always protect but not prison your heart ❤️❤️❤️ (learned that from a beautiful person)

[badinstinct]

Reality Check

Hello again after a while

I know, such long absence is not my style

But i have so many struggles to deal with

I am praying for „its getting better“

to be no myth

So i packed up my warmest sweater

And wrote this letter

Its about feelings happy or sad

Its about the best i ever had

And all the times i got mad

Mad because i feel so empty

Like the nutella jar on day twenty

But no one is seeing

My loneliness and emptiness

Just how well i‘m being

How thin i‘m becoming

All the happiness

All the dm‘s incoming

I must be famous or something

I wish someone would look under this cover

If its my mother a brother or a lover

I just want it to be recognised

To be recognised that i‘m not doing well

and its a long way down i fell

To come for me, to love for me, to fight for me

and to never leave me

But the longer i wait the more i understand

That there will be no one coming

And it has to be me I’m counting

I have to come for me, love me, fight me, and

never ever leave me

Its like in Phantom of the Opera

„Learn to be lonely

Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you“

And i think thats true

-B.I

[badinstinct]

Hi there B.I... I think you are an amazing person and I'm grateful for how you support me by liking my posts from day one. I enjoy your work and style of writing and hope to learn as much from you. You are an inspiration that we rise by raising others. I wish you all the best in your literary journey and thank you for your support.

Y‘all guys are crazyyyyy !!!! I love y‘all sooo freaking much. With out you all i would be nothing. My poems would still sleep in my notes and i would never feel so happy to touch people with my words. So thank youuuu for beeing so super nice and loving to me. For reading my poems and sharing and liking them. I worship every single one of you and i hope i can inspire you soon with new posts.! I have seen already some of you made an hastag with my name or reblog it and share your beautiful thoughts with me or continue the poem. That literally makes my day no matter how bad it was. Its beautiful to see how many beautiful and creative souls are able to be on one social media platform. So thank you for your nice words and thank you for creating such beautiful art and lovely vibes ! 🫶🤍🙏🫶🤍🙏

[badinstinct]

hii , literally thank you so much for supporting me since the start and liking my posts and commenting , I truly appreciate it and it means a lot❤, hope you really have an amazing day!! You made my day 💕

Hiii sweetheart !!!! You are very very welcome. I just treat people the way i would like to be treated so please continue beeing so sweet and creating such beautiful art ! I love your work 🥰 and i hope you have a beautiful day too 🫶🤍 the greatest gift you can give me is your happiness ☺️🤍🤍🤍

[badinstinct]

Thank you for supporting me and my art with all the likes 💛💛

I will support everyone who loves to share his art as much as i do 🫶🫶 you are very welcome 🤍

[badinstinct]

Your form is turned, to see what comes,

In a far-off looking place,

And I wonder if, by mysterious aum

We'll ever see your sweet & intelligent face?

I enjoy reading your quotes very much

Its my heart u r about to touch

And thanks for asking so nice

But everything has its price.

And i wish i could show my face

But there are people who put it in disgrace

They cant keep their bad actions on a lace

Its an experience i already had to make

There was a man who was nice but fake

Thats why i want to stay anonymous

So just my poems are contagious.

-B.I

🤍🤍🤍

[badinstinct]

Illusion

Dreams are wishes a heart makes

Thats why we make so much mistakes

We dont create our dreams with the brain

Its like the chess game

If you play with your heart

Your round wont be a long part

If you want to stay in longer

You have to be stronger

Stop creating dreams just by heart

I know thats the worst part

But if you want them to be real one day

Its the power of edurance that has to stay

And the unrealistic shit has to go away

So go pack your stuff

Cause this journey will be rough

Thats why you need to be tough

You ask me what you will need ?

Yeah in first place your feet.

-B.I

[badinstinct]

Point of view

So many men treating wo/men like shit

it feels like it doesn’t matter even a bit

But that isnt the bad thing about it

Its the matter of course thats the shit

Getting dickpicks without asking

Is the thing thats so blasting

Or be treated like a peace of meat

Doesn’t matter if you take a seat,

jump on the beat

or just stand on your feet.

They always find an opportunity

to catch a sight of your body heat.

Men thinking we cant see them gazing

They really think they are hazing

Their disrespect is just amazing.

Thinking we are dumb enough

To not recognise all the disgusting stuff.

Thats so unfair please remember that shit

Cause u wont be laughing about it

If that once happens to your kid

Never mind if daughter or son

They will be the burned one

It will stick to their memorys like a gum

I wonder what place you are from

there is nothing good you’ve ever done

And the world would be better when you’re gone

So go ask your mom

Where did this asshole behaviour come frome ?

What was the reason ?

Who’s fault

And what is this all about?

-B.I

[badinstinct]

Wenn du deine größte Muse benennen müsstest, welche wäre es?

Cro und Genetikk. Ich lieebe wie gut ihre lines und ihre reime sind, wie sehr sie darauf achten dass der flow, die musik, die geschichte UND die reime zusammen passen is einfach nur bemerkenswert. Man muss echt viel talent haben um alles in einem zu schaffen. Ich hoffe ich kann des auch irgendwann einmal 🙏

Beispiele zum rein hören:

Genetikk: Vielleicht, Alles möglich & mal es in die wolken

Cro: Forest gump, high, hoch & kapitel 1

Für jeden der reinhört: sagt mir was ihr darüber denkt :)))

[badinstinct]

Frauenherz

Cro sagt er glaubt gott sei ne frau

Aber es ist ein mann das weiß ich ganz genau

Wär ers nicht

Gäbe es mehr licht

Mehr licht an den dunkelsten orten

Und mehr Wahrheit in worten

Mehr Gerechtigkeit auf dieser welt

Und das ende ist nicht so tief wenn man fällt

Es geht nicht so viel schief wenn man sich stellt

Und ein Reichtum an liebe statt an geld

-B.I

[lets-dance-to-joy-division]

the hardest quest of the day

is the journey to my bed.

the place where all my thoughts

go racing in my head.

.

lavender tea, a hint of honey,

my nightly calm routine.

bittersweet potion to aid the fight

with the demons that I keep.

.

climb in cold sheets, pen in hand

my notebook in my lap.

these words are my sword and shield.

attack, attack, attack.

-Ink Knight-

BL 2022

[badinstinct]

I love it ! 🤍

[stricatul]

Is anyone else having the sudden urge

to go on a random road trip at 2 AM

and talk about life with a person that

matters while listening to music and

eating junk food or is it just me ???

[badinstinct]

Literally me every day 😅🥴🙏

[badinstinct]

Checklist:

One:

always respect a caring mom

Two:

dont talk if you have no clue

Three:

be what you want your kids to be

Four:

always search for more

But five:

dont take more than you need to survive

And six:

dont use dirty tricks

Seven:

believe everyone could reach heaven

Because eight:

you don’t need to be great, straight or perfect

weight

Nine:

Treat yourself divine

Ten:

because nobody else can

-B.I

[badinstinct]

what's your favorite song today

Family Affair from Mari J. Blige

Its a classic 🤍🙏

[badinstinct]

Enough?

Can you miss something you never had

Or is it just the feeling, that makes you sad

Every time you think about

the great moments you’ve left out.

You’re saying you were too scared

And not prepared

You had Too much doubt

And Too much to care about

But that shit holds you back

And leaves u with a ship wrack

So she packed her backpack

And started trying new things

Hoping its the feeling of joy, it bings.

Step by step getting closer

But one step further and it shows her

Again the face of the clown

Making her drown

showing it all was a joke

And had nothing to do with hope

Its like the creepy box

Its not the friendly music that shocks

Its the red big smile jumping in her face

Showing her all the disgrace and the hate

Thinking its her fate

To be always late

And get the last piece from the plate

Just the feeling of not getting enough

that made her so tough.

-B.I

[stricatul]

i want to meet someone who makes

me feel the way music does

[badinstinct]

🤍🤍🤍