Even if I didnât have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed Iâd kill myself.
Now Iâm an adult and people my age have their lives in order and Iâm stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and Iâm so far behind.
I feel like Iâll never catch up.
Hey all.
I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.
Iâm currently back in university, and Iâve made so much progress with my trauma. Iâm in a loving relationship.
Things can and will get better. Itâs not too late.
Nothing is perfect by any means. But Iâm happy Iâm still here and didnât kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too đ
The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!
New addition two years later. Iâm still going strong!
Iâm getting married. Iâm still in that loving relationship.
Iâve learned that thereâs no real timeline. Itâs okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, thereâs still so much for me to experience and enjoy.
Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!
I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. Iâve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. Iâve learned that Iâm not alone and that even when things are hard, Iâm going to be okay.













