Bleed Like A Stone

They call me Herald and bid me stay. They call me Inquisitor and bid me lead. My name is Ena'séanait, and I am going to save the world.((Indie, semi-active, Elf Inquisitor blog for Dragon Age: Inquisition))

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psa

Here’s the thing,

I’ve been on Tumblr for 5+ years at this point, RPing for most of it. I’ve been around the block a few times in different fandoms (DARP, MERP, FF/KH, Doctor Who, Supernatural, the list goes on and on)  and this is what I’ve decided: 

I don’t want to have to worry about keeping faithful to one muse at all times, because that’s just not how my brain works! I’m constantly flitting around with inspiration for so many things that trying to force myself to stick to one thing usually ends up killing my creativity (not to mention causing major anxiety)! At the same time, I don’t want to feel like I’m neglecting anyone. I need people to understand that I WANT to be here. I want to make friends and feel free to express myself.

I WANT to talk to you and develop our muses and, here’s the kicker, you have a CHOICE with me. 

Keep reading

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Blog Roll

As in, all of the RP blogs I have, in case you ever want to find me.

(FF) Tifa Lockhart - @beatrushbeauty

(FE) Myreid - @theamnesiactactician

(ME) O. Elizabeth Shepard @ncrmandycmdr

(DA) Elspeth Cousland - @theycallme-battleborn

(DA) Ana Hawke - @that-hawke-woman

(DA) Ena’seanait Lavellan - @badluck-lavellan

(LoZ) Princess Zelda @acrossxthexages

(DW) Sadie McMannus @myfairsadie

(DC) Stephanie Brown @thevioletavenger

Personal - @peppermintpeeps

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((So obviously, I haven’t been on in a few months. I moved most of my blogs to a semi-active state, to compensate. What I want you to know is that I am almost always willing to write for Ena. For Ena, for Hawke, for Zelda, for Robin, or Tifa, it doesn’t matter. I may not have enough brain power or concentration to run and entire blog, but I am virtually never without some kind of muse.

Please, PLEASE, if you want to write with me. Reach out. My Skype is TheVioletAvenger. Just let me know who you are, and which of my muses you’d like to RP with. I’d like to be friends with everyone, and I sincerely miss DARP, so pleeeeease, hmu!!))

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((My last final is tomorrow, kids, be back soon~))

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((All I want is for someone to make a Marvel OC or something and use Ron Livingston as the fc, just so I can follow them and see his lovely face. uwu ))

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Sad/cute shippy sentences

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lavidelray:

There’s no doubt it was always you.

From the first time i walked you home from school you stole my heart.

It was always you.

It hurts to see your pretty smile fade.

I know there’s nothing left for us to say but it’s okay.

It’s okay-

There’s no getting over you.

I tried my best to tell the truth but the missing is tearing me apart.

Forgetting is the hardest part.

The thought of losing you is all too much.

I’m a long, long way from home… From you.

I’ll be back some day.

We’ll do it all, everything.

We don’t need anything, or anyone.

If I lay here, If I just lay here… Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Those three words… Are said too much. They are not enough.

I don’t quite know how to say how I feel.

Would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told, before we get too old.

I need your grace to read my needs, to find my own.

Your perfect eyes is all that I can see.

I’m sorry for hurting you.

I’ll be here to hold your hand.

If only I knew what I know today.

I would hold you in my arms, and take the pain away.

Thank you for all you’ve done.

There’s nothing I wanna do to hear your voice again.

Sometimes… I wanna call you, but I’m scared that you won’t be there.

I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do.

I’ve hurt myself by hating you.

Some days I feel broken inside, but I just don’t want to admit it.

It’s so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

Would you tell that I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you proud of who I am?

If I had just one more day I would tell you how I’ve missed you since you’ve been away.

I’m sorry for blaming you.

Blame it all on me.

It was my fault – This wasn’t supposed to…happen.

Please forgive me.

I can’t stay… I really can’t –

I have come to talk with you again.

We need to talk…

Can we please just – Talk ?

I think we should… talk about… This – Us.

They know about us.

Oh come on – Look at us! Is this what we really want???

… I don’t think there’s anything left to say. 

Do you even know how to answer your phone?

I keep messaging you, but you never reply?

Never mind. It’s nothing. It never is. 

Can’t you just listen to me!?

I’m fine okay, can we drop this?

I’ve heard that you… Found… someone new?

There will always be things I can’t give you, things I can’t say – And I all I want… Is for you to be happy. 

It isn’t over – We are not over, yet.

I wish nothing but the best for you.

Don’t… Forget me – Please ?

I just want to forget everything about you. 

It hurts. It hurts so much – Don’t you understand!?

I can’t do this.

We can fix this.

We can’t fix this.

We could always…stop here and stay friends?

Are you sure that…we should – ? You know… do this?

I won’t ever find someone like you… You are special to me.

You are perfect.

We always were a thing, weren’t we?

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((I GOT TO THGHWE PART IN TRS[ASSER AND THE THING HAPPENED

AND 

AND

MARRIED.))

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♬ 6 ((No rush though, I know you're busy. uwu ))

meme // accepting – pretty fly (for a white guy) by the offspring

       He’s not just tipsy, or a little drunk. No, he’s gone and gotten full-blown sloshed in celebration of something - probably lost a bet with Sera, if one thought about it, rather. There’s a little wobble to his stance and there’s no way he can walk straight. It’s pretty obvious he shouldn’t be talking either. Lest something like the next words dare be uttered from ale-stained lips…              ❝ You know, all the girlies say I’m pretty fly for a white guy. ❞

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   “I… don’t know what that means…” she felt silly even commenting, especially since he was obviously in no condition to explain. Ena put a hand on his shoulder to steady him and shot her comrades at the bar a harrowed look. Sera, who was three sheets to the wind herself, burst out laughing, nearly falling off of her stool. Blackwall, meanwhile took another long draught from his mug, presumably to poorly conceal his smirk. 

   Girlies? What an odd choice of words. Before Ena could speak, Sera shouted, “Looks like ‘e could use a ‘notha drink, yeah?”

   She glared and called back,“I don’t think so, Sera,” and then quieter as she pulled his arm over her shoulder, “C’mon, Commander.” His quarters were above his office, right? How in blazes would they get get him up there? Another quick glance back. Correction - how would she get him up there?

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sentence starters: anger edition.

“Are you even listening to me?!”

“What is your problem?!”

“Just get out!”

“You’re pathetic!”

“Did you ever stop and think about how your actions effected everyone else?!”

“Sorry can’t fix everything!”

“You’re lying!”

“I’m sick of you.”

“Fuck you!”

“Fuck off!”

“I wish you were never even born!”

“Just shut up already!”

“Stop screaming at me!”

“Watch where you’re going!”

“I don’t care about what everyone else thinks!”

“Why do you treat me differently than you treat everyone else?!”

“You’re so immature!”

“Why can’t I be with you?!”

“You’ve always treated me like shit.”

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Jennifer E. Smith, The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight

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This forgotten castle (Château de la Mothe-Chandeniers) was abandoned after a fire In 1932. Seeing it up close is breathtaking. These days it seems like castles only exist in storybooks and Disney movies. What happened to the foreboding dwellings of our wealthiest ancestors? The truth of the matter is, while there are still many castles in Europe, many have fallen into disrepair and ruin over time. However, a group of preservationists in France are trying to save a 13th century castle that is slowly being reclaimed by nature. The story behind the abandoned property is just as fascinating as what’s left standing today. See an amazing video here.

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CONFESSION:

I had a playthrough of Dragon Age: Origins and Dragon Age 2 where I didn’t romance anyone. It was very liberating. While romance in stories are great, I feel the community stresses too much about them.

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((I have wanted to do that for a long time. However, I am weak trash and I cannot resist dopey Templars and grumpy elves.))

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before I forget, I have just hit 100+ followers and THIS IS A FLASH GIVEAWAY. WINNER MUST BE FOLLOWING ME, PEOPLE WHO REBLOG THIS AFTER I HAVE POSTED IT WILL NOT BE COUNTED.

Three lucky sods have the chance to win 25 icons of a faceclaim of their choice. examples below. ENDS WHEN I WAKE UP TOMORROW.

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Send one of the following for my Muse's reaction (Winter version)

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“I think I’m coming down with something.”

“Do you want to help me make some mulled wine?”

“Bah Humbug.”

“All I want for Christmas is you.”

“Well, I guess we’re right under the mistletoe!”

“I wish I got someone else for Secret Santa…”

“It’s snowing outside!”

“We need to hide the presents.”

“I burnt my hand trying to roast chestnuts.”

“Wake up, I want my presents.”

“I am not dressing up as an elf again…”

“Get out from under the tree!”

“That’s the cutest snow angel I’ve ever seen.”

“Do you know any carols?”

“Your hands are freezing don’t touch me!”

“Do we really have to spend Christmas with them?”

“Nice sweater…”

“You’re so warm, don’t move.”

“That snowball went right in my ear.”

“We can’t share a scarf- what do you think you’re doing?!”

“But it’s cold outside.”

“I don’t understand how me dressing up as a present benefits anyone…”

“Stay still, I can’t reach the top of the tree!”

“You smell like cinnamon.”

“I think my teeth have frostbite.”

“I’m going to be late, the roads are icy.”

“You look like Rudolph the red nose reindeer.”

“Come back here- you’re not leaving without your coat.”

“You’re leaving out cookies and milk to encourage an old fat man to break into our house?”

“I think I got some tinsel up my nose.”

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Vivienne teaches Ena to dance (though she thinks it quite ridiculous) and shows her how to carry herself, how to move in a way that commands the respect that she “deserves”.

From Cullen, she learns modern tactics of war (she thinks chess is silly but it seems to make him happy), and how to organize and prioritizie. 

Proper demoralization techniques come from Sera (isn’t losing demoralizing enough?), though sometimes they just end up having fun. 

Blackwall teaches her ways to keep her hands busy so she doesn’t pick at her skin (which she is wont to do, hands riddled with scars) he also shows her how to speak to the soldiers. 

She spends time with Cole, and he helps her smile, (shows her how to make people happy) his kindness and curiosity reminds her of Faolan.

Josephine is patient, explains the intricacies of international diplomacy, which she does as long as the Inquisitor will listen (which sometimes isn’t very long).

Bull, for his part, is a welcome distraction (she doesn’t drink, but she enjoys the company of the Chargers, they somehow remind her of home), and always makes sure she stays on her toes..

Religion still confounds her, and she finds that Cassandra is a wealth of information (thankfully, the Seeker is forgiving, when Ena asks less than kind questions).

She plays the world’s longest game of hide-and-seek with Leliana (who calls it training, but Ena is fairly sure she just wants to have a little fun sometimes), and shows her how to handle the birds, and the shadows.

Varric does what he does best, tells her stories (since she can’t read the book, he gives her his first-hand account of Hawke’s exploits which are, naturally, enthralling).

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reblog this if i can tumblr im you, just slamming a muse or plot idea down in front of you

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this doesn’t mean that you have to accept or agree with the idea - i’m just a scared little turtle that would like to know if that’s something that you wouldn’t mind so much