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#;;;;;;;;;;;#i am just sad #and want to not exist #this is hard #so hard

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#what the fucc #fucc #fffffuuuccc #fuccc #fuccc f ccc #what #fuuuicc #idk

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#you would think someone who's constantly treated like shit and poorly would be use to it #but no #it hurts every fucking time #and i still think ppl will change #i fucking hate my self #so many people constantly treat me like this

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#my appetite has dissappeared #yikes #whatever ig

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#idk any more

sulfur

i am so sad. im convinced ill feel better when they apologize but they won't it wont happened i want them to be sorry i want them to miss me i wish they didnt change iwant them to continue to be there im just so sad and it feels unfair. ifeel ignorant bc i dont think i did anything wrong to make them suddenly leave but had to. everyone keeps calling me nice im a great person and saying i didnt do anything and that makes me sick. i am terrible and the person who knew left but itruely wish they didnt. i wish the secretly checked up on me. i just wish i just want them to care. i tried so hard not to cry but icracked and all i can do is cry. my head hurts and im sad. i want them to be sorry. i wish it didnt happen.

#two years pastand im alone again #close your eyes and count to ten andtell me how!! the !! hell!!youve been!!!