Luce

he/they,, https://en.pronouns.page/@bambi.butch.boy

[bambi-butch-boy]

Introduction post

Heyy!! I'm Luče (he/they) and this blog is now more or less replacing my notes app because you can really just do anything on the internet these days I've noticed.

I'm a 17 year old Eastern European butch boy, chronically lonely in arms of wonderful souls I love.

We are a medically recognized system in the process of a diagnosis. There is 7 of us including 3 littles that have access here. Only SFW interactions on their posts please.

We mostly use this as a public journal, blogging about daily life, queerness and disability.

We're into writing, drawing, animal training, activism, volunteering, grassroot politics and queer culture.

We're also a barely practicing pagan believer.

We are diagnosed with CPTSD and in the process od a dissociative disorder diagnosis. This causes many physical and mental disabilities, including mobility issues, but most importantly we say this as a disclaimer to be mindful with what you DM us.

CW: We do tag everything properly 99% of the time but mentions of mental health struggles, psychosis and abuse will be reoccuring here most likely.

[bambi-butch-boy]

Any tips to not be big huge sad about being small inside but not outside and not being babied? The sad is too big :'<

[bambi-butch-boy]

I miss love :(((( lonely sad kid now

[bambi-butch-boy]

Me in my house in Avatar World!!! I loooooove this🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 big happy

[bandalbitch]

what would i Even dm my moots like Hello Internet Friend

[bambi-butch-boy]

Closure is such a weird thing in my life because from my father, to the boy who broke my heart for the first time 4 years ago, my rapist, to my most recent ex-boyfriend, I always leave the door unlocked. I leave one line unblocked. I set all the boundaries right after trial and error and then still stay up at night imagining a thousand versions of finally getting a proper apology and seeing genuine remorse. No matter how big or small the hurt is, it never leaves me. I don't think I've ever goten over anything in my life I think. And it doesn't make me more kind or righteous or good. It just hurts.

[candieduranium]

rb to stare at a mutual like this:

[redhairandpronouns]

i am once again reminding y'all that agab is literally just a letter a doctor wrote down on a fancy piece of paper when you were 2 seconds old. it does not dictate your gender or hormones or gender or physical appearance or chromosomes or anything. it is a Letter On A Paper. there is no such thing as "an afab" or "an amab". there is no such thing as "afab genitals" or "amab genitals". Stop it.

[bambi-butch-boy]

I loathe that my body's reaction to danger is playing dead. Who the fuck benefits from me collapsing onto the ground when met with abuse at home?

[bambi-butch-boy]

My mother being supportive of my transition apparently ends at me mildly annoying her at any point, at which she backtracks at the first instance and deadnames + misgenders me. Jesus christ I just asked 2 questions what is this bs?

[bambi-butch-boy]

My internet is back yayyyyy internet pretty pictures and internet friends moved back into my phone hihihi I missed you🥰🥰🥰

[boxheadpaint]

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

[wings-of-angels]

How it feels to be a hater but u only hate in private with ur best friend so it hurts nobody

[peekychu]

They should invent a cry for help that has zero negative effects on anybody and also that makes everyone treat you like a little animal in a cardboard box. But everyone’s cool with it because you’re a cute little animal and not an adult human that needs to get their shit together to stay alive

[communistkenobi]

everyone rightfully complains about how the r word is back in vogue now but I think the people talking about how using ChatGPT makes you a small brained lazy degenerate are getting off way too easy

[communistkenobi]

“hey don’t use eugenics language to describe a thing you don’t like”

“wow I can’t believe you’re defending the thing I don’t like”

[sesamie]

"family function"...? i didn't know it could do that

[starlight-chickens]

Having a breakdown? Why don't you try our new, original and ethically tested solution : Switching With Your Headmates™? Only for the low low price of a maybe headache and sometimes a "where the fuck are we". Available in your nearest plural shops. Sometimes. When it wants to work.