THE barbie fan

21 syrian queer (she/they) :) i love most things gay

[mothsockscos]

You thought I was done wizardposting… NEVER!!!

[kawatsuu]

Can people tell i like drawing party?

[ashikaga-wisteria]

The story behind the snake rings 😭

Apparently they swap after the hospital scene, here’s Stacy talking about it too

Definitely something I need to keep an eye on for when I rewatch

[slimglim]

lunch sketches i forgot to post yesterday

he can just do that

[barbiekisser]

this is actually rlly funny😭

[gnawu]

this clip for serotonin boost

[curlyqcat]

[donniethewretch]

FAWKKKK KILL ME OMG I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS

[salaciouscrumbb]

and me? i noticed.

[barbiekisser]

i guess i wasnt gay enough cuz i only knew abt this from a different tumblr post😭😭

[summerscaries]

prayer is anything you do on your knees

commissions // prints and stickers

[frenetic--energy]

okay but naim bringing his doona into his mum's room to sleep on the floor beside her bed literally gutted me in that fucking theatre bitch i think i nearly wailed out loud wdym!!! the cognitive dissonance is insane. you did this to me, how could you do this to me? you were only trying to help me, you're supposed to protect me. i can't be alone, why did you leave me like that, please mum please don't leave me like that again WHAT THE FUUUUCKKK

[by-x-y]

+ bonus

Leviticus (2026)

scariest hj ever <3

[citxuan]

happy gay month cause yknow cause you're gay and stuff

[thewisestdino]

Leviticus 2026 fanart 0.0

[barbiekisser]

ohhh this is beautiful

[frenetic--energy]

what i fucking love about this scene is that we know it's not really ryan, naim knows it’s not really ryan. there's no part about this that is naim being lulled, being seduced, being tricked, being gotcha!'d. it's not him but it wears his face; it talks like him, it caresses like him, it comes close and smiles and laughs like he would. naim is leaning in despite the danger, moth to flame, knowing full well what's in front of him and craving it anyway.

this is queerness as fantasy—what we could be if not for circumstance. it's queer desire in a world determined to treat us as aliens. more than any other moment in the film, this scene exemplifies leviticus thematically in one brutal, efficient stroke. they want us separate and alone and scared, but we don't have to be. loving hurts, and we love anyway.

[me-and-michael]

Leviticus really said yes life will be harder because I choose to be with you but I choose to be with you despite it all

[frenetic--energy]

so much to love in this scene, of course the iconic “nothing” and their smoky kiss but more than that i adore the complete change in ryan’s demeanour here. this is such a contrast from ryan with hunter and ryan at the beginning—throwing stones, teasing, shoving, wrestling. all of this violence, as if making it hurt enough justifies what they’re about to do. pain is the price of intimacy, of desire, of giving in to himself. even the way he and hunter kiss is violent, it’s all grabbing hands and teeth and wrestling with ribs still aching from the force of their throws. the stones are punishment to these boys, a kind of self-flagellatory ritual they’ve devised together. i don’t believe their kiss under the hills hoist is their first one. i think they’ve just built this pattern, because it’s the only way they know how to live with this thing between them that they shouldn’t have. hurt me, and i’ll hurt you. kiss me, and i’ll kiss you. make me ache and you’ll make it better, and then when we walk away from one another we’ll have the bruises to prove it.

then we get this stillness with naim. gentle hands passing the joint back and forth, touching with his lips the place where naim’s were a moment ago, brushing fingers as it moves between them. it’s this quiet intimacy, the openness of their bodies, the way naim rambles about his mum and apologises for it, and ryan doesn’t comment or try to make him feel small. soft smiles, soft gazes, so there’s really nothing you like about this place? what about me? am i alone in this? are you here with me? is this okay? do you really not want to hurt me?

[gnawu]

post-nut giggles

[barbiekisser]

i love themmememmm