Nearly a year after Danny first arrived at the manor, he was back in a hospital bed. Hooked up to IV fluids, a whole host of monitors, and someone next to him every time he woke up, but without the life support equipment he'd been surrounded by toward the end. (Well, it wasn't attached to him anymore. He could still see it nearby.)
From what he understood later, there was around a week and a half between when he collapsed back into his human form and when he was finally lucid again. What Danny knew, though, was that he opened his eyes and Bruce was there, a hand resting on Danny's forehead.
"Hey, chum," Bruce said, voice painfully soft. There was a storm of emotion in his eyes - Danny could sense it in the air around them too, though he was too disoriented to try and untangle it. "How are you feeling?"
Danny blinked at him, opened his mouth, and closed it, making a face at the dryness of his mouth. Bruce chuckled.
Actually... yeah. For the first time in longer than Danny could easily remember, there was strength in his body. Not much - he ached with exhaustion, shaky and weak - but he didn't feel like his limbs were filled with slick, oozing slime anymore, and his chest and abdomen felt almost... normal. He nodded, and Bruce helped him sit up, taking most of his weight with ease, and then gave him a cup of water. Danny drank a few mouthfuls before he managed to speak.
"What happened?" he rasped. Bruce's half-smile fell.
"What's the last thing you remember?" Bruce asked, voice roughening with guilt that Danny could taste, literally.
Danny shook his head, making a face as the motion made him aware of his headache, the fuzziness of his thoughts. "'S all blurry," he muttered. "The collar came off?" That was almost too unbelievable to be true, and he lifted a hand to his neck to check. But it was bare. He smiled. "There's... some before and some after. An explosion. Heat. And a lot of quiet. Was I ghosting you? Sorry."
He managed a grin at Bruce's flash of exasperation, but Bruce's grip on him stayed steady. Danny drank a little more, then pressed Bruce's arm pointedly, a signal that for months had been a silent request to lay back down. Bruce took the cup back and set him down carefully.
"Yes," Bruce said, quiet. "The Joker managed to blow up the manor while you and I were inside. Jason was only able to get you out, but you... demanded the collar be taken off. Tim was afraid it would be your last request. When he did, you went back in to get me, and then collapsed." He cleared his throat. "We thought that you were too far gone. After a few days, you... sloughed off your human form, and then you were a ghost. Half-aware. It's been a few months since then."
Danny nodded, letting his eyes fall shut as exhaustion threatened to pull him back under already. "Sorry. Never regenerated anything this intense before. Good to know that ghost rules apply to my human form, I guess."
That was enough to get Danny to pry his eyes back open, and he reached up to grab Bruce's hand where it rested on his shoulder. It was good to have that much strength again. He gave Bruce a crooked smile.
"I get it," he admitted. He couldn't say it was okay - it really wasn't - but he'd always kind of understood. (Like he'd understood his parents, and Valerie, and even the officer who had originally snapped the collar onto him.) "Freak of nature and all. Who'd believe in something like that? It's almost as bad as believing in ghosts."
Bruce didn't roll his eyes, but Danny could feel that he wanted to, and it made Danny grin again.
"We'll talk more when you wake up again," Bruce said, softer. "Everyone has been looking forward to it. Even Jason hasn't left the manor since you returned to this form."
"Really?" That was hard for Danny to believe. He didn't think he'd ever seen Jason sleep in the manor, even when he spent the day - though he supposed he hadn't exactly been aware enough to tell when he'd been passing in and out toward the end.
Bruce nodded, though. "We... weren't sure if you'd reach the point of lucidity," he admitted haltingly. "There were concerns that you would remain comatose."
"Not doing that," Danny promised, though his eyes were slipping shut again already, the pull of sleep now too much to resist. "I'm okay."
Bruce nodded. "Sleep. Someone will be here when you wake up."
The next time Danny opened his eyes, it was Dick that was sitting with him. He was flipping through a sky atlas, a strained smile on his face. There were two more astronomy books on the nightstand next to him, along with a game that Danny vaguely remembered talking about, plus Danny's phone - his real one, the one that had been phased into a wall in his room since he'd been permanently moved to the infirmary. Dick's eyes flitted up to meet his as Danny shifted, and Dick positively beamed.
"You're awake!" Dick exclaimed, closing the sky atlas and setting it carefully on top of the others. "Need something? Water? Bruce said that you were pretty coherent the last time you woke up, you'll be getting bored soon, I bet, so I got you some stuff to keep you entertained. It took a while to find your phone, but the security on it is impressive, we ended up deciding to leave it alone, but all your friends know you're alright. Are you hungry yet? I need to call Alfred to check-"
Danny shifted again, trying to get Dick to stop his nervous ramble, and Dick shut his mouth to help Danny sit up. Danny considered him for a moment, and then leaned over to hug him tightly, ignoring the pull of the IV in his arm.
"You didn't know," Danny rasped. He sounded worse this time, scratchy and dry, but he focused on Dick for now.
Dick took a deep breath and hugged him back.
"We didn't believe you," Dick whispered, wracked with months of guilt. "All we had to do was believe you."
Well... yeah. That was the long and short of it, wasn't it? Danny tucked his face against Dick's neck, and all of a sudden Dick's arms tightened around him. Danny was too exhausted and weak still to really sob, but tears slipped down his face and into Dick's shirt, and his breath hitched around whimpers, over and over.
God, he'd come so close to dying again. And it had been so much worse this time.
He'd just needed someone to listen to him.
"It's alright, spook," Dick soothed him, shifting gears easily into the more familiar role. His hand landed on Danny's back and rubbed there, slow and calming. "You're gonna be alright. We've got you now. We're not gonna let you go again. Not again."
They stayed like that for a while, until Danny got too shaky and slipped back with a groan. Dick eased him back against his pillows, sitting him up in a way that had become very familiar. Danny accepted the water that Dick shoved into his hands and drank the whole thing this time, and then half of another when Dick went to refill it.
"Master Danny, I can't say what a relief it is to see you awake."
Danny looked up to give Alfred a weary smile. Alfred's eyes were warm, and Danny could see the truth of his affection in his expression even if he hadn't been able to sense it in the air itself. Dick scooted back to give Alfred room, and Alfred came to look over Danny's monitors before taking Danny's hands.
"Squeeze my hands, please," Alfred requested, focused at once on checking Danny over, and Danny did. "Thank goodness. Thank goodness. We weren't sure how much your body would be able to restore itself, even once..."
"I'm okay," Danny promised him, letting Alfred check the strength of his hands, then the nerve function, and his reflexes. "My ghost and human halves are dependent on each other, but they also reinforce each other. The solidity of my human body helps my ghost half hold together, and my ghost half can regenerate any part of my human body. Nerves, bones, damaged organs, anything."
"Thank goodness," Alfred repeated softly, with aching sincerity. "I'm only sorry that it took so much to save you from our foolishness."
"You didn't know," Danny said again, stronger this time. "How is everyone? Bruce said it's been... a while. I'm sure it was really hard on everyone, especially if you didn't know what was happening."
Dick let out a slightly broken laugh, and Alfred smiled painfully without looking up from his work.
"God, you're such a good kid," Dick mumbled, tipping his head back to stare at the ceiling.
"The last two weeks have been a breath of air in comparison," Alfred said honestly. He was checking other things now - Danny's atrophied muscles, the IV in his arm, the sound of his lungs and his eyes' tracking. "Everyone has been eating and sleeping, which is as much as we can hope for during times like this. Master Bruce has been waging war against the current standards for metahuman treatment in the criminal justice system, as well as funding further research into medical studies seeking to enfold the broader potential needs of alien and metahuman patients."
Danny hummed with appreciation and some amusement. Yeah, that sounded like Bruce. "And... no follow-up from the GIW?"
"They've found the Justice League to be particularly unsympathetic these days," Alfred said dryly. Dick chuckled.
"Bruce has been upset, which means things have been a little tense up there," he explained to Danny. "And everyone knows it's the GIW's fault. Their appeal hits a desk and goes in the garbage without being read." Danny chuckled, pleased by the image.
"But everything's okay, right?" Danny checked, unable to curb his worry. "I don't want anyone to get hurt because I'm..." He trailed off.
"Clark and Diana have stepped up in the meantime," Dick promised. "It's not unusual. Sometimes one of them needs to take a step back for a while, they're used to it. All three of them have lives of their own, after all. They'll be happy to hear you're alright."
Danny managed a smile, although he could feel himself wearing out already, his eyelids getting heavy and his body slumping into the pillows keeping him upright. "That's good..." he murmured.
Alfred finished checking him over and reached out to help him lie down again. "Rest, Master Danny. I'll let everyone know you're doing well."
Danny mumbled something, then fell asleep.
The third time Danny woke, he heard the tapping of a keyboard before he even opened his eyes. The tapping stopped, and by the time Danny looked over, Tim was already looking at him, frozen in place.
A moment later, he unfroze.
"Danny's awake!" Tim shouted over his shoulder, and then, to Danny, "They got tired of missing you."
Danny laughed, hearing a rush of motion from both the training rooms nearby and, only a moment later, upstairs. Within minutes, people were pouring inside, filling the room with an intoxicating flurry of love and worry and relief. That was one thing Danny had never been able to bring himself to doubt, how much the Waynes loved him. Even when they gently told him that he was alive, that he was just a meta, that he'd be alright and they'd find out what was making him sick- he'd known that they cared about him.
"It seems like your vital signs are stabilizing, but there's a disgusting lack of reliable information about ghosts," Tim scowled, returning his attention to his laptop to scroll through something. "Your parents' old college friend, Vlad Masters, he has some promising data in his private files, but that's all I could find-"
"Hey, now that these idiots are finally listening, there something else you need that we don't know about?" Jason demanded, elbowing his way to a place right next to Danny with a chair that wasn't there a second ago. "We gave you what we could find, but there wasn't much."
Cass sat on the edge of Danny's bed and slipped her hand into his, and when he looked up at her, she smiled at him, her eyes peering intently into his. Whatever she found there must have satisfied her, because after a moment she scooted away, seemingly content to sit with him and listen.
"We debated giving you Lazarus Water," Damian said quietly, and Danny found him at the foot of his bed, sitting very still. He looked at Danny like he'd disappear. "But we weren't sure if it would... interact poorly."
"No one's giving anyone Lazarus Water!" Jason snapped.
And for the first time, Danny realized a couple of things. First, that there was ectoplasm in his IV, tinting the fluids inside a glowing neon green. Second, that there was more on the shelves, sealed bottles of unmistakable ectoplasm. Third, that the room was as cold as a meat locker, soothing to his cold core. Everyone else was wearing light jackets to compensate for the chill, but Danny felt comfortable.
Danny struggled to push himself upright, and Dick, Jason, and Cass all rushed to help, which made him laugh a little. Jason was the one to shove water into his hands again, and Danny drank while he was trying to figure out what to say.
"The information about ghosts is inconsistent," Bruce scowled, further back than the others to give them room despite his crossed arms and focused look. "Their composition, what sustains them, what environments they thrive in. We need to know-"
"Bruce, chill," Jason ordered him. "Give him some room to breathe, would ya?"
"He just woke up, he doesn't need to be interrogated right now," Dick agreed. "He's doing okay for now. Everything else can wait."
Danny smiled into his glass, then set it on his lap. Dick took it from him and put it on the table, and Danny exhaled.
"Thanks," he said softly, voice tight, because nothing else came to mind. He reached up and wiped his eyes while everyone fell silent. "You guys... are really trying, huh?"
It was a lot to deal with, the contradiction between how much harm they had done and how sincerely, how completely they loved him. But it wasn't anything new - it wasn't any different from getting shot down by his parents and then coming home to his mom surprising him with an astronomy book that he'd been pining after. It wasn't that much different from his parents being so desperate to save him from himself, aching with grief over his 'death' while they chased his ghost half down for his apparent murder.
"...Of course we are," Dick said, when no one else did. His voice was soft and full of pain. "Your room is still made up and ready for you, you know. Alfred's coming down soon, by the way, he's just making you something to eat."
"You'll never wear that stupid fucking collar again," Jason added roughly.
"If you still want us, everything is in place for Bruce to take full custody," Tim added, without taking his eyes off his laptop. "There'll be no more talk about juvie, Arkham, any of it. You'd just have to sign the papers."
If he still wanted them? Danny looked around and wondered how they could possibly think he wouldn't - that he had ever stopped wanting them. That they thought he could give this up, the fact that he always woke up with someone beside him, their eyes on him while he was still blinking awake - not a thousand miles away, thinking about an experiment, but right here with him, asking what he needed. The fact that they cared so damn much all the time.
Sure, it had really sucked not to be believed. It had hurt, and it would take time to move past. But it took more than one (really long, really bad) mistake to ruin something like that.
"If you can dig up a portal to the Ghost Zone," he rasped, his voice only a little dry this time, "I can go to the Far Frozen and get a check-up from someone that actually knows my biology."
"Consider it done," Bruce said instantly, dead serious. Danny smiled softly.
"You love me in a way my parents never could have," he said quietly. "Give me the damn papers."