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traditional welsh dress miku and a celtic warrior miku too :D
I've been fascinated for some time by what makes people susceptible to believing that ChatGPT is superior to their own thoughts.
I found this blog post about how ChatGPT can "enhance" journaling. The blog post itself was "co-written" by ChatGPT, and you can tell.
This is one of the most godawful pieces of writing I've ever run across in the wild; incredibly repetitive, rewording the same sentences over and over again and stacking them into interminable paragraphs of empty sludge. There is one "idea" in here, "I tell ChatGPT to ask me questions to help me reflect on myself, and I think that helps me to journal and think in new perspectives," and it is repeated in slightly different words like 50 times.
Expose a copy of Strunk & White's The Elements of Style to this slop and it'll start oozing blood from the pages like in a horror movie.
But the thing is, this guy wasn't always that bad of a writer. You see, I got to that blog post after reading this blog post from 4 years prior, which is about meditation and the difficulty in defining meditation in a way that can be operationalized for objective study, and it is much clearer, more structured, and actually contains ideas in it.
ChatGPT clearly made this guy's writing much, much worse, but he appears to believe that the opposite happened.
His problem isn't "being a bad writer," in fact, he didn't even write the whole thing, ChatGPT did some of it. His problem isn't exactly "inability to evaluate his own writing" either. You see, evaluating your own writing is about asking whether you communicated your ideas in the most effective way possible. This blog post certainly failed, because it argues that you should involve ChatGPT in your writing process while demonstrating very clearly that you should NOT do that. But that is deeper than failing to communicate effectively; that's failing to understand what ideas you have, why you have those ideas, and whether the ideas made it into the writing at all. Possibly, it's a failure to understand if you have ideas.
Is the problem the simple fact that he uses ChatGPT to help him come up with ideas? Potentially. ChatGPT does not contain ideas, it creates statistically plausible writing based upon a large body of data on how writing is constructed. If a person is or becomes susceptible to seeing "ideas" in ChatGPT's outputs, they might begin to have difficulty distinguishing between meaningful and non-meaningful writing. That is, they could lose the ability to tell what makes writing meaningful (as opposed to just technically formed into the shape of an idea)
But is everyone susceptible to that? What makes someone susceptible? Would someone have to have a weak sense of their own thoughts and ideas, or could a strong, accomplished writer that is skilled in expressing themselves fall apart with too much ChatGPT usage?
I don't know. Really interesting case study nonetheless.
My first attempt at animating to audio :))
In a world full of historical fiction obsessed with showing us women get tortured, raped, and abused, apothecary diaries stands out as a story that is able to acknowledge these things happening and criticise them without taking away female characters agency and joy in life.
I know that it was a bit of a convoluted start but it might just be one of my favorite things about this story.
I gave this series a chance when I tend to instinctively avoid historical settings, especially ones with women being subjected to being something like concubines. I do not regret it at all.
The apothecary diaries is able to show us the flaws in patriarchy and the suffering caused by it without turning into trauma porn.
It also manages to show us male characters who are part of this system and aren't evil and are working to change it or at the very least ignore some of the ridiculous rules placed on women.
Every single tad character has their own background, personality, and a way of dealing what life throws at them. From non confrontational Lishu who needs to learn to disobey more, to cunning Lady Gyokuyou who becomes the favored concubine through her own efforts and with her own reasons (while not being evil hallelujah).
The apothecary diaries just feels real to me. Like yes, that's how the world and life is. None or nearly none of the characters in tad make you think "I'd rather die than be in their place" because it's not about that. It's not meant to make you think "women had it so bad I wonder why they didn't all k!ll themselves" like I think many historical shows want.
This story shows a perfect combination of societal influences and peoples own decisions. How they work together, how people can find joy in the most hopeless situations and how they can always fight and get a bit control over their own lifes.
One of my favorite parts of the light novels is when Jinshi and Maomao are discussing a story that's very obviously romeo and juliet and they both agree that there was "another way" despite the story being a criticism of society and how it pushed young people to suicide over nothing. Because they are not about to give up on their own lifes like that.
There's something about holding up apperances in early TAD that's very interesting to me. Not to the viewer/reader but in-world for the other characters
Despite proving herself competent time and time again, Maomao, the small, weak, malnourished girl with scars on her arm, kidnapped and sold/sold to the rear palace by her family after they abused her, now made to be the poison tester of a concubine gets a lot of pity and sympathy from the people around her. She has all the signature signs of an abusive childhood when she didn't have one, just a slightly rough one due to circumstances rather than the malice of her caretakers
Jinshi, meanwhile, is the opposite; tall, muscular, not a blemish or scar on his body (as of the first 4 LNs). His apperance is that of someone cared for, nourished, and nurtured all his life. His body holds no signs of the emotional abuse and neglect he'd actually gone through; none of the assassinations, poisonings, or sexual assault attempts are apparent on first glance or even upon closer inspection. So he gets no pity or sympathy from the people around him
As the story progresses, their physical presentations begin to mirror more of their true selves. Maomao is eating better (better salary + En'en's cooking), she's confident and no longer tries to lay low in her white medical assistant jacket. Even her bold and straightforward approach to earning her place and demanding she's taught medicine showcase she'd been supported in her endeavors all her life
At the same time, Jinshi appears more comfortable with himself the more "disheveled" or scarred he becomes. Sure, there's feeling more like a man and lessening his beauty, but he's also happiest and most free when all he feels he went through is expressed outwardly
The scar on his cheek, the fake burn on his face, and the brand on his flank all validate what he'd been through, even if indirectly because they're all (to some extent, self-inflicted). He doesn't look perfectly cared-for because he HADN'T been perfectly cared for. Now, when he looks in the mirror, even something as simple as undereye bags, make this body reflect his reality, current and past, rather than a inaccurate portrayal of a prince
When it is not criticism...
I can't believe this needs to be said but here we are...
When it comes to historic series, or series set in a certain historic context, I tend to avoid looking at it from a contemporary lens (mind you, not modern, but contemporary). It is not just about moral differences, it is about understanding that morals mean (or used to mean) different things in different cultural contexts. I loved this one post on Tumblr that talked about how shows like TAD tend to (or at least try to) pry away from orientalist lens. I particularly loved the point OP made that people who tend to look down upon harem system and refuse to see women in harem system anything more than sex slaves are the same people who would cheer enterprising women living in similar Western historic context as exemplary. One interpretation I could understand was people see women in European historic/period shows and dramas despite the structure and structure in non-Western historic shows despite women. This is a very important difference to understand why women caught in patriarchal systems of European historic shows are celebrated while women with similar characterisation in non-European/non-Western historic shows are reduced to their structures. No matter how resourceful or resilient a non-European/non-Western woman is in that historic structure, ultimately she is a victim. But for the other way around women are capable of rising through the ranks despite being victims. This is an important reason why I have quite a harsh take on contemporary moralist interpretations of historic series like TAD...
I do not discredit critique....Many times historic shows are made to draw a parallel and critique flows naturally. Many of these structures were not okay and that is many times the point. These historic series make us realise that human history can hardly be described as idealistic. I find shows/series that excessively glorify past impractical. And female-centric series/franchise like TAD is essentially a long social commentary on kind of structures women dealt with. But instead of following a false dichotomy of victim/rebel, the franchise shows how women dealt with structures in a number of ways, some even using the same structures to reach zenith of power. For instance, within one clan, Shisui and Suirei lived two very different realities, despite Suirei having Royal blood. This shows how power equations can even stump these social qualifiers. However, when the clan's power reached its end, the presence of other qualifiers besides the clan one became the reason for Suirei's survival (here, something as influential as being a royal descendent)...Similarly, within the same brothel, some courtesans had a very different standing than others. So, the point is these people were products of their structure and criticism is a natural expectation when we interact with such media. What I find problematic is people misinterpreting the source material because they have a certain set standard for how characters should behave, and that is mostly eurocentric..Many of these "educated" takes simply
—refuse to see that characters are trying to do their best despite the structure
— refuse to believe that a strong female can be non-conventional beyond gender-related ways ( for example, she need not to be a closeted lesbian to be deemed as unconventional or interesting, especially in a series that has a strong Lesbian character in imperial China)...By the way, who came up with non-conventionality= gender?
— refuse to believe that a strong, unconventional woman ≠ woman who wants to remain alone/runaway/has no love interest. MaoMao's character is about her growth in her profession and her eccentricity, why would it disqualify her from seeking love or family?
— refuse to see that not every strong woman wanted to be a European monarch/warrior-like titular character in their respective structure. Not everyone chased throne or crown
— refuse to believe that idea of change in every society was not a function of a single monarch's decree/regime change. This point is especially highlighted well in TAD as to how the Emperor, despite having the absolute power, could not just change rules/laws based on his whims and fancies and there were various clans, situated at different levels in society, who had stakes in those laws. And sometimes, losing the favour of clan meant losing the region.
Another very important contention I have with these takes is that they want women in these historic series to have similar take on structures like marriage as their European peers. This is a flawed logic. Again coming to the power of clans in TAD. These were essentially families, and not tribes, and because these families had certain power, hence marriage was not just another social custom even between the clans. Clans choose whom to marry as carefully as the royalty did, as their power depended upon these ties. TAD has many clans following matriarchy but they show how even that was more about concentrating power than bringing societal change. In other words, these clans were not just about repression/restriction, they were essentially centres of power. A matriarch was as selective about the clan as a patriarch. So, a character like MaoMao just could not afford to live alone because she wanted to, at the end she belonged to a clan that handled military affairs. If it was not Jinshi, it would have been someone else. As long as MaoMao stayed in Li, she could not possibly escape marriage, and because she understood these power dynamics, she had a very practical view of marriage. In fact, it has been portrayed that even sex workers who could not find a buyer were ultimately thrown out of brothels. MaoMao had a very transactional view of marriage, given the kind of society it was, she would have probably never been allowed not to marry (tho I would want she remains single than end as monarch).... In fact, MaoMao and Jinshi not being married in their 20s is exception in itself, given Emperor and Ah-Duo had Jinshi by the time they turned 20. In fact, there is a scene in season 2 only where MaoMao comments how talk of Lingli's marriage had already been taken into consideration in her upbringing.
However, my main point of contention- throwing word "abuse" so casually. Many times if I have reacted to these posts, especially those with Jinshi hate, I haven't reacted much out of defense of a character than these people using word abuse so nominally to define Jinshi's actions. If Jinshi is what they understand as abuse, I wonder just how much media have they actually interacted with, let alone anime. It is my general observation that somehow historic men, especially in anime, prove far more supportive and progressive, than their modern contemporaries. Kind of power characters like Ryuuki and Jinshi have and the way they support their women, any contemporary male character with that kind of absolute power would be portrayed as a villain (such is the scope of abuse with that kind of power)...Contemporary male characters let down their female counterparts for far, far lower stakes than these characters ever did. I don't know what they want Jinshi to do to prove he is not abusive? I mean the kind of protocols, rules, stakes and norms these historic men have broken for their women, contemporary men could never. Not to sound mean but should he act like a corporate stud doing bare minimum for his love interest or as a High school gangster whose definition of protectiveness is saving a girl from a rival HS gang? Should he try to fit these 'standards.'? Contemporary MLs sweat in going against their school or company but somehow a man who is literally throwing away crown is not meeting these standards. I mean, maybe, these standards need a rethink?
There is a reason why most historic romances are tragedies because it is never that easy to navigate these entrenched power relations without provoking one part of society or other. It is the author's craft that she has managed to write such a nuanced historic fiction without dragging her leads through gore of death and destruction (so far). In fact, TAD has shown that those with power also become its prisoners but despite that those willing to move ahead will do so...Yang is not a perfect man but he is not half cruel as his father was, who in turn, himself was a rotten product of his circumstances. Jinshi also has some problematic aspects but no one in his family even comes closer to kindness, devotion and regard for MaoMao. Similarly, powerful women have also been represented in a number of ways....Empress Dowager despite being a ruthless woman brought systemic reforms.....Anshi despite being a resilient woman is still not able to act easily against her clan...Gyoukyo despite being the empress never really feels secure because she is a foreigner...So many examples in the franchise to show how power and agency of women interacts...Still people don't comprehend....
In the end, I reiterate that critique is a natural part of interacting with media, having a tunnel-vision isn't. You watch historic series to understand the timeline. If some piece of media is clashing so much with someone's standards, one should drop it. I think it is the fate of every fandom to have a certain section who gets the story completely wrong. I don't mind when it happens with sub-par stories whose only value is satiating the consumption trends. However, when once in a while, sincere storytelling like that in TAD happens, it really irritates me to see people failing to grasp even the most basic aspects of something they claim to understand and criticise.
agender maomao transfem jinshi they're both aroace and glued at the hip forever
jinshi is genderqueer to me, doesn't matter how.
transmasc? transfem? transneu? nonbinary? genderfluid? agender? YES TO ALL
Like you cannot look me in the eyes and tell me he is cis
I wish Obanai and the Rengokus were expanded on more🥀
Anyways more AU stuff, they were nervous as hell when Senjuro left for final selection
Thinking about how Tengen and Mitsuri's pasts don't involve demons ruining something in their lives, they were just at their lowest and struggling and found out about the slayer corps, saw that demons terrorize humans, realized that they could utilize their strength and skills, learned from scratch to become slayers, and climbed up the rank becoming the strongest slayers in the organization.
Their goals may be different when they entered the organization, it may started out different from their present one, but they saw suffering and they wanted to fix that. They didn't need to be in the same situation as many slayers did for them to save others. They just understand that demons cause suffering, and they can help lessen it.
If you were never allowed to eat one of these foods ever again, which would you sacrifice?
Eggs
Cheese
Bread
Cake
Biscuits/Cookies
Chocolate
Ice-cream
Cereal
Peanut butter
Marshmallows
Fruit
Potatoes
Gentle reminders
Being anti censorship is a hill I will die on, no exceptions
My biggest reason is: where will it end? Where is the line drawn between 'romanticisation' and 'realism'? Who makes that call? If they censor sexual harassment in media, does that include news reports on sexual harassment perpetrators? Does that include charities that support survivors? Does that include survivors relaying their stories?
Would I be able to write about my own experience being sexually harassed?
I would take a few pieces of fiction romanticising sexual harassment if it meant I and other survivors could write about our experiences freely without fear of judgement or persecution
Maybe that's just me, but yeah
I wasn't going to share this.
It's not that I didn't want to. But these days, putting any art online feels like casting very personal pearls before ravenous robot swine.
But then I saw that post about the cosplayer who shared her armour technique, in defiance of the urge to keep it secret, and I thought, stuff all this. AI may steal our work, but the saddest thing would be if AI stopped us from sharing it at all.
In the spirit of the old Internet, of sharing and collaboration and collective joy, here is the image I drew on Sunday as I listened to the minister talking about creation, the sun moon and stars.
Just encountered something that made me so viscerally mad I had to stop everything I was doing and scream about it into the void (you are the void, tumblr, thank you for your time)
Ever seen that little test tube icon at the top of your Google search? That's Search Labs.
This led me to reading about all the "experiments" they have going on and OH BOY, this is the one that got me mad enough to actually leave feedback (bear in mind I like NEVER leave comments or reviews on things so you know it's bad)
Of all the "experiments" they are launching with their Search Labs, this one is the most egregiously transparent attempt to capitalize on the human brain's superiority over a computer's.
I see what they are doing.
"Look at these auto generated images and try your best to tell us what you think the original prompt is! Teehee, isn't this a fun test? Don't you want to have fun?? Play our game, uwu".
This is about as blatant as you can get: they want to train their Ai to get better at generating its frankly often garbage results by using real people to tell it how it could have done better.
My guess as to why Google is even doing this: ◽️Let’s say you use of one of Google's programs to generate an image based on your own personal written prompt (I know YOU wouldn't, fair tumblr user, but stay with me here)
◽️You are subsequently frustrated at the slop Google generated for you, and select a button that says something along the lines of "I am not satisfied with this result".
◽️This auto-triggers something on Google's end, which I assume captures this response along with the image it is attached to.
◽️Now, they can put that picture in front of thousands of unwitting people who can tell Google EXACTLY what "prompt" they associate with that image instead. Exactly the words that it SHOULD be tagged with.
These pieces of ai "art" are NOT good, let me make that clear. What financial benefit would Google have to present a panel of testers with perfectly generated images? To make this game in the first place? The only way ai can advance is when humans tell it what it did wrong. Because the computer doesn't fucking know what a raven vs a writing-desk is. It needs us to give it the words to think. Poor baby gets confused when we are vague. :(
All this under the guise of a cutesy little "test". A "game".
This is not fun, and it is extremely scummy. Do better Google. Be better. I'm attaching some screenshots of the first "level" so you too can enjoy the art of prompting!!! (she says with so much dry sarcasm the Deserts of Arrakis spontaneously turn into an ocean)
And to have the audacity to show the actual real pieces of art made by real artists that they trained this stupid machine with. Fuck entirely off.
Watched the movie again and cried a second time! Like they did my Shayla’s dirty I can’t! 😭 i love them so much!
It’s a crime to get married and be happy with this franchise! 😭