that's not being a fan, that's having a fetish

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[dimir-charmer]

One of the things I haven't seen discussed about heated rivalry is how Montreal, even in the early 2010s, is well known as one of the safest and gay friendliest cities on the planet.

Thriving gay club scene and gay village and queer community who absolutely would have had a place for a kid who couldnt come 1out artwork but was looking for somewhere to be semi anonymously queer with friends.

Except. If that 18 year old was the number 2 draft pick, rookie of the year, shining star centre of the Montreal hockey team, which would have absolutely ensured he was recognized the instant he set foot in any gay bar of the city.

Shane Hollander has spent his 20s living on the doorstep of one of the gay Meccas of the world and he cant even press his nose against the glass in the front windows.

[whitebuttondowns]

and there will be more of #this in season 2. let’s all live

[fuckrozanov]

when ilya asks shane “worth the wait? 😏” to get his ego stroked and then shane lays those tender loving kisses upon his face…….its so over for you fake ass idgafer i saw your resolve start to crumble🤣🤣🤣🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻

[smokey-ilya]

fat baby shane absolutely crushes his first summer at the lake. they get him in the cutest little bathing suits with matching sun hats and tiny sunglasses. he spends most of his time in the shade, rolls slathered in sunscreen, and snoozing in his bouncy under the umbrella on the back deck. but sometimes they'll take him out on the boat. there's a picture of david sitting in the captain's chair, holding a sleeping shane in one arm and steering the boat with the other. it's a fan favorite 🥹

[loontattoo]

with the end of the fiscal year quickly approaching, i gotta check-in on connie from admin—how’s she doing? what’s new and exciting? she taking care of herself? 🥰

Connie's been saving up her PTO for the summer, like she does every year. She's got three weeks off this year, and she's planning to use it every last day. One week of staycation, one week of visiting her mother out west, and one week of getting to chores and tasks she's been putting off around the house. Very productive.

Bighud's still only in his first couple of years at Business Inc so he hasn't built up the same PTO as Connie yet, and he's honestly a little sad thinking about her being out of the office for so long. He tells her as much while he's leaning over her desk one day, taking one of her hands in both of his and idly running his thumbs over her manicured fingernails.

"I'm gonna miss you," he admits, kind of shyly. Connie's heart swells at how earnest he sounds. How earnest he is.

"I'm not going far," she reminds him. "You can come visit me at home any time."

Bighud smiles but it doesn't quite touch his eyes. "I know, but. I'm gonna miss you here. What's the point of coming to work if I don't get to see you every day?"

He takes her hand properly now, sneakily bringing her knuckles up to his lips while Connie blushes and peeks over her shoulder to make sure no one has caught their private moment of office PDA.

"Have you booked your vacation yet?" she asks, working to conceal the emotion in her voice.

"Ah, not yet," he sighs. "I don't even know what I'd do with a vacation."

"No one you could go visit?" Connie asks.

Bighud shrugs.

"Nowhere you want to travel?"

Bighud just smiles, too nervous to say what he'd really like to tell her, that he doesn't really want to go anywhere if Connie isn't there.

Connie clears her throat, and makes a suggestion without really thinking.

"Well, if you wanted to take a week, maybe you could...come out west with me. It's really beautiful out there."

Bighud frowns. "Aren't you going to visit your mom?"

Oh god. Connie's starting to regret this suggestion. Too late to turn back now. "Well, I...maybe I want you to meet her."

Bighud smiles so wide it nearly splits his face in half. "Really?"

Relief washes over Connie as she smiles back, equally as beatific.

"Yeah," she nods. "I mean, I know it's a lot to ask. You only have, what? Ten days off a year right now? I understand if you didn't want to use half of them to come meet my mother. Plus I know that's kind of a big step and I - "

"Connie." Bighud quiets her rambling as he rests his elbows on her desk and leans in close enough that Connie can smell his cologne. "I would love to come."

Connie exhales shakily.

"Okay," she whispers, breathless at how close he is, how sincere his gaze is as it locks with hers.

There's a loaded moment where Connie wonders if they might kiss, right here in the middle of the office. But no. With what looks like considerable effort, Bighud pushes off her desk and starts to back away.

"Teams me the dates!" he tells her with a wink over his shoulder as he makes his way back to his cubicle. "I'll put my request in right now."

"Okay," Connie says again, so overwhelmed with happiness she has to bite her lip to rein in her smile.

[beakybeakybeaky]

Shane Hollander would be absolutely fucking feral for a glory hole roleplay with Ilya. He would be out of his mind at the idea of it.

Maybe he has fantasies about the concept in general for years. because no one would know it was him and he could still have it. Could still suck someone off, and no one would know!!! He is so afraid of it in reality but the thought of it, of just sitting and waiting for someone to arrive so he can get his mouth on them. But when he’s jerking off to it it’s never a faceless guy it’s always Ilya, of course, sooner or later, because that’s how all his fantasies go.

[actuallysara]

hudsonwilliamsofficial: CSA'sssssssssssssss 🌟

[mumblingsage]

Forgot the word 'distraught,' almost described someone as 'emotionally disheveled.'

[mumblingsage]

I'm in favor of this one catching on, to be clear.

[kaijuerotica]

hudcon's entire dynamic is soooo good and it kills me that it's so specific to them because a romance about two actors who get their big break together and fall in love while portraying a couple and are rocketed to superstardom and the only person who understands it is each other is buzzy as hell but there's no way to publish that without everyone going "oh yeah that's a reskinned hudcon fic"

[tiktaalic]

Shane is always like I know the tigers are going to eat my face I have to stay as far away from the tigers as possible all the time or else they’ll eat my face. This is a real concern of mine I think about this a lot. And everyone is like. Shane be so for real. Tigers aren’t going to eat your face. And then tigers eat his face

[bambicoded]

[ily-a]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.06 | The Cottage

[shanehollanderr]

you havent answered a text from me in like 6 months :(((((( you wont evem acknowledge me unless there's a camera pointed at us and even then its for some fucking cLOWN SHOW :((((( so yeah...,,! wHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT FROM ME????? :(((( WELL???? :'(((((

[fuckrozanov]

thinking about shane and ilya at some nhl alumni event years in the future….their relationship is old news and literally no one bats an eyelash at them anymore plus they’re staying in some penthouse suite where nobody can hear them but anyway ilya is fucking shane through the mattress and covers his mouth with one hand like “shush hollander you’re going to get us caught” and shane comes so hard he blacks out

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

*cups hands around mouth* *ilya voice* EVERYONE! SHANE HOLLANDER IS A SWEETIE!

[nicolegendary]

sometimes you just gotta fuck up your sleep schedule by reading all 100k words of a fic you're not even enjoying, and don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise

[peachyjude]

“we just want a future, i don’t know” is so crazy when you think about it. like this is shane who’s never let his wants or desires be known. he keeps them so close to his chest, never lets anyone see them, much less his parents, but then he falls in love with ilya. and now that he knows ilya feels the same he’s trying to figure it out and he’s trying to make it all fit into the lives they have but it’s still so terrifying for him, the path ahead so amorphous and uncertain. he’s trying not to make waves or demand things, and he doesn’t wanna be paraded all over the mlh as this gay icon. but he’s certain he wants ilya. he wants ilya when he wakes up in the morning and he wants ilya when he comes home and he wants their shirts to brush shoulders in the closet and their toothbrushes to sit beside each other on the sink and he wants their worlds to come together, for the tapestries of their lives to become so interwoven you’d find traces of the other everywhere. a future, a forever, with the only person he’s ever been in love with. and is that so much to ask?