Tagged by: @blackbirdtrills ( thank u mon ange :* )
Reading: happy to report that while my ocd still has writing ensnared in its cruel clunches, i have *slowly* dipping my toe back into the wonderful and healing tide pool that is reading. i actually just finished the folk of air series by holly black! ( the main character, jude, is such a badass ā epic female lead, and cardan is justā¦pretty and useless, which is my fave thing for men to be. )
i downloaded the libby app and after crawling up fromā¦.thirā¦teeā¦nth placeā¦i finally have the stolen heir ( the first book in hollyās second elfhame series ) and how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories ( you have no idea how hype i am for cardan pov ).
atm, a large part of my work in therapy hinges on trying to heal my inner child, so i am also looking forward to picking up some super girly coming of age romancey ya novels. so if you have any recommendations, please let me know! xx
Last series: last series i watched was actually hunterxhunter with my girlfriend! ( i know, i am also surprised that a tall beautiful scary goth girl chose a pint sized epic fail loser girl who writes south park fanfiction on the internet and dresses like a 14 year old boy! in your face MEN! ) my favorite comfort tv show is also masterchef and we watched season 14 togetherā¦and i am currently watching season 15 on my own. ( yes, she got mad at me. yes, i wanted to fall on my sword and die immediately for upsetting her. *stas vc* off to lie in the streets, boys! )
i want to re/watch more shoju anime though. i think iām going to start with ohshc and fruits basket. i am also in the midst of finally watching nana. hachi asf.
Last movie: i actually just finished rewatching kikiās delivery service, which is my FAVORITE hayao miyazaki movie. i think i am going to make it a personal mission to watch all of them.
Last song: right now, its actually this male punkrock/metal cover of birds of a feather by our last night which i have been looking for FOREVER. holyshit, birds of a feather is so remember core and that cover is just so crimson dawn core. as a personal form of comfort i have also been listening to lot of taylor swift, new, old, and actually i love sabrina carpenter! despite being a lesbian, short and sweet and manās best friend are SO good to me. OBSESSED.
Working on: ooooougffh. so much. i keep wanting to work on completely refacing remember and fleshing out the plot from start to finish, filling in all plot holes, trying to give myself the whole enchilada instead of just obsessing over fragments
butā¦ocd is a sick bitch.
the way mine works is it creates certain conditions ( usually impossible ones ) that i must complete to be able to write or properly enjoy a past time, otherwise i canāt do it. if you have seen hxh, my fanfictions/the concept of writing/my fanfiction characters feel like they are behind a terrifyingly large curtain or barrier of evil nen, that i cannot cross. i am working on currently learning something like nen in exposure and response therapy for ocd, and hoping to one day be able to pass that barrier.
i also want to work on fleshing out the plot and world building for tkak and possibly that cars au just for fun. maybeā¦even peppermint. MAYBE. MAAAAYBE. but for now, i am just organizing the remember playlist and hoping to work up the nerve to answer your questions again. i miss you. hyh. <3
Sweet or salty: you know what!!! i am BOTH. i really like sweet-salty food combinations. like i really like sweet heat jams, hot honeys, berry hot sauces, seasalt caramel. i am not very picky with food, i am basically a garbage disposal like stan or kenny. my ocd flares up every once and a while and i feel like canāt eat the things i enjoy, but i fight it as often and as vigilantly as i can.
Coffee or tea: i really only drank coffee during my student teaching arc. black coffee too. purely as rocklet fuel, zero pleasure. i donāt really like the taste of coffeeā¦but i LOVE tea! specifically chai tea and matcha!! my coffee order is often a matcha-chai hybrid. i also recently have been very into rose milk tea and it is my go to boba order!
Tagging: @pastorcraigenjoyer, @alwaysinstyle, @asteria7fics, tagging rant park and because the thing i loathed the most student teaching was popcorn styles of calling on students ( i feel like it forces children who do not feel comfortable or did not consent to speak, to speak, completely obliterating any kind of healthy boundary you set with them ) i am leaving the floor open to ANYONE! who wants to do this. if thatās you, go ahead and reblog it from me. <333
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