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My own illustrations for Days to Come on Ao3. These were… a learning curve, for sure. A little outside of my usual style but they were fun nonetheless. Check out showmethedestiel over there, if you feel like it!

showmethedestiel

Not sure if this is 100% done yet, but here he is.

I’m a sucker for winged Cas & Tattooed Cas, so I had a go at this guy. Just getting into the swing of digital art again!

Please do not repost without permission! :)

aestheticdaydreaming

This is Suits Studio, a tailoring company specializing in women’s suits.

We specialize in suits, but we’re not dressing men.

maneth985

I’m ALL FOR THIS

showmethedestiel

Man, I am into punk Castiel. Inspired by Teenagers Scare the Living Shit Out of Me by @deanmon69 and @sydkn3e (which is quite probably my new favourite punk!cas fic, seriously guys, love it).

sabeedraws

I was thinking off and doodling a Thirteenth Doctor highschool au - might draw something for this! if anyone has fix recs that sorta match or the urge to write I’d def. love a link!

winchester-reload

I need nothing as long as I have you.

galaxyhearth

Like all the Rose and River meeting Thirteen docs are great but y'all need to get your galaxy brain on.

Add a little mickey, with a sprinkle of Sarah Jane Smith, let K9 come out and play, let Donna scream at her feminine friend, let Martha gush about her main side bitch.

Let the Ponds meet their Step-Mom,have Jenny and Vastra have a lesbian crisis over the blonde bimbo, let Clara flirt with Thirteen like she's Jane Austen, let Bill scream over titties as the Doctor stares at her judgingly but understandingly.

In other words, go wild Cowards.

one-time-i-dreamt

I talked to a young man with white hair on a boat cabin in the middle of a stormy sea. He forgot everything about himself exept for the fact that his name rhymed with ‘Time’ so he started calling himself Time.

I offered him an orange in exchange for a meaningful chat. He took the slice and told me “Nothing’s set in stone, but they’re set in a dirt road. If you roll your wagon in the same path too much it’ll soon be the only path you can take without struggling.”

tallowandport

sounds more like you talked to an old god more than a weird dream.

zahnegott

you ever just commune with a storm?

cresentcube

I love how everyone in the tags collectively decided to envision him as a wise, all knowing sage like being while I vividly remember scrambling for a tissue in my dream bc he accidentally dribbled orange juice down his chin and stained the tablecloth like a overexcited child

eccho-system

Being open and honest about how you feel is putting yourself out there and letting things go. And it's fucking terrifying. Telling someone about how you feel makes you vulnerable, because you can't step back and say: "well, I don't even care about that person." You're giving a very personal part of yourself into someone else's hand.

It's worth the risk. It is always worth it. Because with showing yourself to others you're giving them the opportunity to respond. You're giving them the chance to open up as well.

I understood something recently. People around you respond to you, always. And you always respond to the people around you. You only exist in relation to the people around you. If someone is a certain way it's only because you let them be that way. Because they respond to you. So everything you love about people that are closest to you is something that's already a part of you. I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve. Always. But this is only possible, because I met incredible open minded and open hearted people that I responded to. I felt safe around them so I was able to take risks. Now I feel safe within myself and with being open and showing others that it's ok to be vulnerable I'm hoping that I'm creating an environment where people can make the same experiences as I did.

I'm taking risks, because I hope that the people closest to me see that I trust them and that they can trust me in return. There is no guarantee that I can trust them.