My Transition

This blog will track my transition 💉 Date 4/28/16 Main: call-me-xander

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Help a Recently Fired Trans Person Make Rent., organized by Alecxander Jackson

Heyo! My name is Xander and I was recently fired by my job. I'm a yo… Alecxander Jackson needs your support for Help a Recently Fired Trans

Just coming off of my own post trying to make rent, but my dear friend Xander is in a similar situation. He was abruptly let go around a month ago and has been looking for work since as the bills pile up. I know I'm not the only person who can empathise with how difficult that is, especially when you're trans and mentally ill.

Please help spread this/ donate if you can, he truly deserves the help ♥

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[becoming-xander]

Man I really forgot about updating this

[xanthexanman]

I can’t believe I’ve been on T for three years now!! Lol I remember saying I’d have a beard by now but genetics aren’t on my side lol

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Coming Out!!

Ya boy finally came to the fam!!! On Facebook on National Coming Out Day talk about being a cliche. They seem supportive I haven't talked to them yet and kinda been avoiding them since.

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Ya Boy's first shave!!!!

Today I shaved for the first time and man it felt great!!! I didn't have much actually very little hair but one side of my kinda beard was way longer. So after a long internal debate I decided to shave!! I used Harry's shave club stuff from Target and it was fairly cheap. I got a basic five blade razor, shaving gel, and a post shave balm. I would like to think I did an ok job for the first shave!

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Holy Shit!!

I'm a year on T!!!

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Voice Update 9 months

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Update 9 months

I can't believe it's been 9 months like holy crap time does fly. So I'm still not out to everyone and I just got back from home. Home was ok I guess I got to see my nieces and nephew which was great I miss so much of their lives being at school but they understand. I hate the other part of being home though being misgendered all the time and dead named constantly. I want to come out so bad but I'm terrified of their reaction. I plan on doing it on Facebook to everyone at once but what if my family is mad I didn't give them time to accept it. Besides that life's been hectic I almost lost financial aid because of my G.P.A and I'm stressed that I'm gonna do bad and lose it. I owe them a couple grand which I don't have and I'm unemployed. I was over a week late on my last shot because I'm stupid and for got to pack enough syringes but I have a doctors appointment this week so I'll talk to him about that and my constant anxiety and sleeping issues. I'm so happy to be back at school I missed my girlfriend so much I'm so happy I get to see her daily. So I'm hoping everything turns around soon. I don't think my voice has gotten any deeper and my face is slowly getting more hair and that makes me happy.

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Facial Hair!

Ok so I have very very little facial hair!!! My mustache is only growing in but on the ends is really long. I have a total of 3 chin hairs!!! And a patch of hair under my chin and this is the only spot hair is growing under there!

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Being at home sucks

So I’ve been home so less than a week and I’m already tired of it! Mainly because I’m not out and get wrong name and pronouns all day everyday unless I’m talking to friends from school. I still haven’t seen my mom thanks to the snow storm and one of the cars broke down. Also I missed counted my syringes and I need my girlfriend to send me some. She has been the best and worst part of break. I love getting talk to her and video call every day but it makes me miss her even more. Which is gonna be awkward cause I know my auntie is gonna wanna watch me open this. I really want to come out at the end of break so I can escape back to school. I’m thinking of writing a letter to my auntie and dad and then making a mass facebook post for everyone else. Which would be the easiest way to tell extended family…..

[becoming-xander]

Voice update

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7 months on T

So I'm 7 months on T and I couldn't be happier. Lately my voice has been cracking more and I've noticed hairs under my chin and that makes me so happy! The hair on my lip has been getting darker also makes me happy!!! It's almost time for semester break and that really stress me out. I still haven't came out to my family and I have to do two shots at home and that's been on my mind a lot lately

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Voice update 6 months

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6 months!!!

Holy cow I can't believe I've been on T for 182 days which six months which is a half a year!!!! I'm kinda excited! So far I've been seeing more leg hair and some on their back of my thighs which I never thought I would be so excited over!!! And I have a very faint mustache and my cheeks are hairy!!! My voice has dropped but not a whole lot but still!!! This is so exciting!! And I'm on track for one of my best semesters in college and my love life is pretty great because I finally have one!!!

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I feel like my voice has been cracking more lately