bees, confess!

29 he/him transmasc wife guy slut boy

[beeconfessor]

Hello!

This is the artist formerly known as Kyle. Now I'm just bees.

The things on my mind right now are:

The kpop boy band Stray Kids

Breathing

Revising the social contract

Forgiving each other for everything

My wife ❤️

[innerchildabortionclinic]

the main obstacle of being kind is lots of people will, upon first meeting you, assume you're manipulative, and they'll be mean to you defensively for like 2 months before accepting you're just like that without ulterior motive. i've had this happen with so many coworkers

[innerchildabortionclinic]

this is also my theory on the phenomenon of people being mean to autistic people for no identifiable reason. they recognize behavior that is in some way differing from the norm and assume ulterior motive because the sad reality is people don't act that way on purpose due to the fact it makes you vulnerable.

[beeconfessor]

hi i was just curious because i saw your post about tdick-supremacy (rip) and was wondering if that was your account? if not then totally ignore this!

however if it was/is i fucking loved your works, as a survivor myself im into a lot of the things im dealing with as kinks and all the tales were so fucking good

i’ve been looking for ages for the blog because i love it and i was so confused because it just like disappeared off of the face of the earth

anyways im sorry some bored low life decided to nuke and report it for no reason

reminder if something isn’t your kink (between CONSENTING ADULTS) then thats okay! just scroll and ignore it or block the account that has the content you don’t like?

no need to report and ruin something because YOU don’t like it, the entitlement is insane

anyways sorry for the rant! love your work and i hope you’re doing well!

I have been off tumblr for a bit so didn't see this but yes in a past life I was tdick supremacy 💔

I appreciate the kind words, it was always going to be a temporary project but it is a shame the way it went down. I got a lot of positive personal growth/catharsis from writing that weird kink shit and I hope that other people enjoyed it too!

[lelouch]

come on man

[notahorseindisguise]

[innerchildabortionclinic]

You probably didn't intend it, but the "no one is born deviant/a danger" post sounds a lot like what pedos on this site say

let's use our brains for a second

[innerchildabortionclinic]

ironically the narrative that someone is born predatory and has no control over their behavior serves predators more than anyone. it's along the lines of "well look what she was wearing", how can you not realize that?

[depsidase]

[beeconfessor]

I humble myself before my wife not because I think little of myself, but out of recognition for the way the world has treated her. I can't make the world less misogynistic but I can make our home a space that is hers, where she is always heard and seen. The only people I consistently sir and ma'am are the homeless people I chat with, because I recognize that they are accustomed to disrespect. It isn't self hatred to realize your privilege, and it doesn't take anything away from me to be extra attentive to the needs of people whose needs are traditionally dismissed. My wife sees the ways the world is hard for me as an autistic trans man, and she makes our home comfortable for me in return. Accommodation and support is not a zero sum game, and the only way to do it wrong is to not even try. Within your capacity always try to be more generous with your time, resources, or perspective, than people expect you to be. Easy way to live well.

[innerchildabortionclinic]

not against trigger warnings in books inherently but I personally wouldn't read one just because the kind of person who does that in a book probably doesn't write anything i'm interested in reading in the first place. just feel like it's too close to booktok idk

[beeconfessor]

Nobody sings about ego death quite like the stray kids 💕

[feral-catgirl]

the attitude with which "welcome to womanhood" is said really does give the lie to the fact that most non-transfems see us less as women who experience womanhood every day of our lives and rather see us as something closer to that tvtrope of the misogynistic boy who tries living as a girl for a day to prove how easy it is and ends up shocked and appalled at the everyday difficulties women face before giving up and admitting they want to go back to "normal"

[beeconfessor]

I love this thing we do where we create little worlds where things are safer than they otherwise would be for the creatures we love. Top 3 human things for sure. We see a cat and think gosh it's so cold and scary out there for a little cat, come live in my house and I'll make things safe for you. We see a lover and think why would anyone hurt this wonderful person, come live in my house and I won't let anyone hurt you again. We want a safe and comfortable world that doesn't exist, so we build one ourselves, for each other.

[mizeliza]

[pepminttea]

rb with your most common recurring theme in your nightmares. mine is pregnancy

[antisocialxconstruct]

man having your life even a little bit together will really make you realize how chronically sleep-deprived and poorly fed and under-enriched everyone is and then when they turn to you to implicitly agree that that's just the natural state of existing you feel like the asshole for being like "actually I think you might benefit from eating breakfast regularly and picking up a new hobby"

[byjove]

Cemeteries are not wastes of space. Historical cemeteries ESPECIALLY are not wastes of space. The fact developers are continuously foaming at the mouth to destroy them and put a strip mall up in their place should make you even more determined to help maintain them. In urban areas, they are a haven for wildlife. They are a green space. If you are too afraid of death to utilize them for that purpose, that is on you.

[beeconfessor]

I'll try to say that all the bad things people do are because of the gaping hole inside them that can never be filled. Everyone, even the really really bad ones. That every unkind or selfish thing I've done can ultimately be traced back to trying to fill or conceal that hole. I will say this, and people get so defensive of their hole! They will say "Yes but we all have that hole and there's nothing to be done about it. We don't all choose to take out the pain of our hole on other people. At least not all the time. We try not to make our hole other people's problem, but sometimes, sure, it hurts too much and I've been selfish I've been cruel. But that's not the hole's fault. That's my fault for being weak. I am always trying not to be weak, and give in to the siren song of the hole." People hate when I say it might help to look in the hole, see what hurts and why. People say it's an inevitable part of the human experience that hole, no society has existed where people haven't had that hole, and I agree, but that doesn't mean we don't dig the hole ourselves. It doesn't mean we can't do something about the hole. But people love the hole, they can't admit the hole might be changeable. They think they are the hole. They think they love the hole. That's why I'm funny or creative or the way I am, it's the hole. Don't ask me to fill in the hole because that's not possible the hole is essential and eternal. #myhole #my #hole

[hauntanelle]

tequila is like drinking the tears of a very happy young woman and whiskey is like drinking the tears of a very sad old man and gin is like drinking the tears of a closeted gay man named james