Bee

☆ 21 ☆ *She/they* ~for fanfics and my silly thoughts~ find my sports obsession @jocksinstraps

[beedeebee]

i randomly got a bunch of new followers so here’s a lil introduction post?

My names Abby but i’ve had the nickname Bee for years so it’s kinda stuck! i use she/they pronouns and im queer. im a 21 year old design student- i literally just use this blog to post the random shit that pops into my brain and read fanfics so that’s what you can expect from this!

i have a second blog where i post about women’s sports shit @jocksinstraps

random shit about me:

i listen to literally almost every music genre there is

i have way too many hobbies and not enough money for them

my favorite animals are polar bears

i know way too much random history and will info dump whenever i have the chance

i follow a ton of sports so i’m always down to yap about anything sports related

feel free to message and stuff

i don’t know if i’ll ever post my face but here’s a picrew so you kinda know what i look like!

[beedeebee]

noah wyle is this close 🤏 to being the next taylor sheridan and i won’t have that

[throathole]

A cum bomb detonated in my fuck canal ✍🏻

[anakipanti]

[afeelgoodblog]

Happy Leland Melvin Day!!!

[shrewreadings]

Happy Leland Melvin Day!

[squidificati0n]

Happy Leland Melvin Day!

[communistkirby]

Happy Leland Melvin Day!!!

[ifyouknowmeirlgoaway]

Y’know for Langdon stealing meds.

It’s one thing to steal pills. It’s terrible, but at least the patient knows those meds aren’t there and can try to do something about it.

He also stole from liquid vials that he filled back up with saline and returned to the hospital pharmacy, which fucks up the dosage and risks contamination. Not to mention that he is then teaching students and younger doctors to give the wrong dosages. And that’s the thing that Santos knows about, I don’t think she even knew about the Librium. He didn’t just steal, he stole in an incredibly dangerous way. And he’s not even taking responsibility for that, just for being an asshole.

No wonder Santos feels crazy about him being back.

[beedeebee]

i had to share this cause then someone in the comments said “robby is a sarah christ variant” and i actually completely agree in this essay i will-

[puppiegracie]

okay before the trinity hate train starts there were literal fucking tears in her eyes. she's triggered to shit and she's pushing through it. she had every right not to forgive him, and of course she's pissed.

she's also not wrong. no, I don't think langdon should've gone to prison, I'm not exactly a fan of throwing people in jail, but he very well could have. addiction is one thing, stealing patient medication is EXTREMELY serious. it's not "not that deep" like he was actively endangering patients.

the "golden boy" comment wasnt because of Robby or anything, it was because baran already seems to favor langdon, and she's been harder on santos, just like all those months ago when not only was langdon downright abusive to her, heather and samira were also being hard on her. she is so sick and tired of being ridden and Langdon does in fact, waltz back in here, and instantly baran is sympathetic because baran is empathetic.

and yeah, some of Langdon does feel disingenuous. I can especially see how trinity would feel that way because of how awful I think he handled the trauma earlier, undermining her and asserting himself pre-apology. even patrick ball said his character is trying to get an "A" in rehab, which feels accurate. he's pretty check-listy with it. he wants to get his steps done. that's why he wouldn't back down from Robby until he at least got the sorry out, because then he could check that apology off the list.

he's coming off a little self centered, as well, which has been a theme in his character for a while. "you have no idea what I've been through" well yes, she doesn't, but that doesn't really matter in this situation. this is an apology that is not about you. he very clearly has a view that he's being "punished" that he's perpetuated all day, which... yeah, what he's dealing with is shitty. but it's not a "punishment." it's the consequences of his actions and he doesn't seem to fully grasp that. like at all.

either way, obviously trinity was harsh. no, I don't think she's perfect. but I'm preparing for the floods of people thinking she's the devil from the bible when her reaction is understandable.

[beedeebee]

something about garcia telling santos she needs to have decency and decorum while calling coworkers nepo babies and being blatantly disrespectful in front of patients is so ‘I love some of the Gaga songs wtf does she know about cameras’

[mysharona1987]

[byzantienne]

happy unnecessary horse day

[beedeebee]

when the drinks start feeling like i should start a fight with my homophobic brother in law

[beedeebee]

me deleting a post after one person comments a paragraph disagreeing with me

[beedeebee]

being overstimulated from an event that hasn’t even happened yet but you know it’s gonna happen and it’s so overstimulating that the thought of it happening is making you overstimulated

[beedeebee]

the love hate relationship i have with college is shakespeare levels of dramatic

[egberts]

looks like october is…. octover

[laurassecretlife]

i’m queueing this for next year

[finchjpeg]

Its nowvember

[beedeebee]

having your knee subluxate at work and then fixing it yourself while still working is the epitome of american work and healthcare culture

[kaijuno]

[beedeebee]

i think my photography teacher might be evil but maybe he just hates me (but that’s also evil)

[beedeebee]

oh also— i am hopelessly in love with two of my art professors- not in a romantic way but in the way that i think having a cup of coffee with them would solve all my problems