FutureRust

Fate my friend, You say the strangest things. My names Jake, I'm 21 and from Hertfordshire.I have an unhealthy obsession with (the) Foals. I listen to anything from indie, drum and bass, dub step, sub bass, to tech house and minimal. I've recently been travelling Australia and South East-Asia. Its been an amazing experience but now im back in britain living the rat race.

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I want these so bad!

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#bored #selfshot (Taken with Instagram)

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Kitty Vs Leg #cat #kitty (Taken with Instagram)

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#kitty #cat (Taken with Instagram)

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#faces new burgundy #chinos ! (Taken with Instagram)

[jeremno]

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YESSS!!! Get in my bed!

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letting go is the hardest thing i've ever done.

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I might grow my hair this long, yeeee!

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Eurgh.

I go round your house on sunday, i tell you we cannot be friends because you want to get with other guys. You say you dont want to get with me. I tell you, do not message me unless you want to go on a date with me. You email me 4 days later saying 'im a little bit sad we are not talking :( i deleted your number so i cant text you' Wtf does that mean?! Mindfucked. 

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In other news...

Hayden's world famous Lasagne night tonight, Pre-Freshers Friday, Freshers Saturday, Bungee jump & new piercings Sunday! Epic weekend is EPIC!!

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You say can we still be friends. If I was scared, I would. And if I was pure, you know I would. And if I was yours, but I'm not. Now I'm Ready to Start.

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That bitch needs to watch this. Infact, i might watch this tonight!

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Soo many decisions...

I don't know what to do... i know for at least one year i will be in England, Then if nothing spectacularly amazing happens like i fall head over heels in love, then i'm gonna runaway! Thing is what should i do... Travel south America then head to Australia and stay there for a year, maybe stay there, or maybe use the money earnt there to travel more of South East Asia, New Zealand and Fiji...  Travel to Koh Tao in Thailand, do my dive masters and live there for 3 months then either head home or go to Australia yet again... same as above. Could work on a boat on the great barrier reef, cool! Travel to Australia, work & Travel, same as above. Travel to Australia, live on a boat and do my Divemasters... Or i could stay here, learn to ride a bike & ride around Europe (This is best to do when i'm older though) Or i could stay here... I do enjoy living here, don't get me wrong, the music scene is amazing, the nightlife in London is the best in the world, i have an awesome group of mates that love me for who i am and help me when shit gets rough. Still, i've given myself till Christmas to decide & im living life to the fullest until then! :)

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5 weeks progress #gym (Taken with Instagram)

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A love story

Yesterday my childhood sweetheart, a girl i spent 3 years with and another 2 years thinking about everyday, broke my heart. I went travelling for a year between last june and this and during that time i could not get over her. I asked her out to visit me on numerous occasions but she'd always say no or i thought it wasnt a good idea. However we knew we both still loved eachother. She spent a month in oz and we both came back from travelling at roughly the same time in which i tried to patch things up. In the 5 weeks before she was due to fly to australia again we got kinda close, we were kissing and hugging. Then 2 weeks into her trip she went cold on me and decided she wanted minimal contact. Yesterday i found out that she went there to see a guy. And is going there to see him again and spend a year there. This girl who wouldnt travel to see me, wouldnt spend her money to see me is willing to spend 3000 pounds in flights back and forth and travel 10,000 miles 3 times to see a guy shes known for just over a month... Ive always dreamt of going away with this girl and living/travelling with her and yesterday i find out she'd rather do that with a guy she barely knows... Shes stolen my heart and my dreams. I fucking hate life right now.

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I can not imagine growing old To have and to hold 'Til death do part each other 'cause I doubt I could stomach 20 years Spending time at hers And talking to that mother. I've got wider knowledge of the world I just can't face another argument about the rent, It all seems unimportant In the grander scheme of things But I was purpose built To not feel guilt So we ended at the end.