Being Chaos

Being chaos with an old phone, a slightly fucked up life and a heart full of dreams

[beingchaos0405]

I should be preparing for this very serious exam I've within a month but guess where my brain is?

It's thinking about a character who somehow gets a gun and then when someone is badmouthing her, she just shoots them without even realising it. And then looks at the gun and says "This is why I shouldn't have a gun."

Maybe she should point it at my head and blackmail me into studying 🥲🤷

[onceandfuturehighpriestess]

(TW: suicide mention )

[confirmed-and-contorted]

slamming your knights visor down when you’re finished talking to them, like slamming the phone back on the receiver.

[beingchaos0405]

🤣🤣🤣

[beingchaos0405]

Does somebody else ever just start dreading life out of nowhere?

What the hell am I supposed to do on this planet for 60 years 😐

[beingchaos0405]

Does everyone know almost everything that's wrong with them, and that they should probably start working on it, but just keep on doing random useless things to numb all of it down or is it just me?

[kosmogrl]

"whats your 5 year plan?" buddy I nearly go insane thinking about what I should have for dinner

[morticiaadm]

[beingchaos0405]

Elmo is me 🥲

[beingchaos0405]

Present life explained with one emoji

[beingchaos0405]

I'll either be watching something as funny as Penguins of Madagascar or something as serious as Mindhunter. There is rarely an in between.

[out-of-jams]

REVERSE TROPE WRITING PROMPTS

Too many beds

Accidentally kidnapping a mafia boss

Really nice guy who hates only you

Academic rivals except it’s two teachers who compete to have the best class

Divorce of convenience

Too much communication

True hate’s kiss (only kissing your enemy can break a curse)

Dating your enemy’s sibling

Lovers to enemies

Hate at first sight

Love triangle where the two love interests get together instead

Fake amnesia

Soulmates who are fated to kill each other

Strangers to enemies

Instead of fake dating, everyone is convinced that you aren’t actually dating

Too hot to cuddle

Love interest CEO is a himbo/bimbo who runs their company into the ground

Nursing home au

[beingchaos0405]

I actually had an idea of writing a story with a variation of LOVE TRIANGLE WHERE THE TWO LOVE INTERESTS GET TOGETHER INSTEAD.

The FMC knows it. But those two guys are so dense and oblivious about their feelings for each other that it gets very annoying for FMC who knows they're in love with each other and ships them a lot.

It just seems like a love triangle initially but soon readers realise the truth.

I so want to write it but unfortunately for me, I'm stuck with an exam. A stupid stupid life sucking exam. 🥲

[antihumanism]

[abluescarfonwaston]

Spy x Family is fundamentally an adoption story.

Obviously Anya is adopted. We all know this. She knows this. She loves her family but knows it is incredibly fragile.

But unlike most adoption stories (say Natsume Yuujinchou) Anya is not adopted into a loving functional family who's main goal is to support and love her until she heals from all the hurt she has been through.

Because Everyone in their family is adopted.

Yor enters thinking she is entering an existing family dynamic of a man and his daughter. She is the step mother, eagerly wanted but a definite outsider. She does not know about how they lost Loid's first wife. They both Never mention her but Anya clearly has Huge feelings about her Mommy that she cannot touch. Because Loid refuses to acknowledge her. Which means she's not allowed to.

She's a wife brought in to solve a problem. The fact she adores Anya and loves Loid (eventually) doesn't make her any less of an outsider from her perspective. To Yor she's the adopted family member.

Meanwhile Loid, the one who brought them all together almost instantly finds himself on the outside of the family. He works too much and doesn't make it home for dinner frequently. He struggles to connect with his 'daughter' and wife. Can't understand either of them despite constant efforts. Something incredibly distressing for him.

Yor instantly connects with this child when he struggled to hold her hand in public. In his eyes Yor and Anya are a family and he is the outsider only there for the mission. The man who is destined to Not be there. He too often fills the role of the outside child brought into a happy family. One he constantly feels he is fumbling or failing. (If I'm not good, if i'm not perfect- my family will leave me. So I have to be. I have to figure out how to be better)

They are a family of adopted members all holding so tightly to each other. Each one of them chooses the others over and over again. Struggles against their own limitations and fears to be a part of a family they're all terrified to really call their own.

But it is that choice that makes them a family. Not blood or marriage or any certificate. That they all keep trying to be a family to the others. I'll be a good girl and study hard Papa. I'll be a good wife, I'll play my role well so don't abandon me. I'll be a good father and husband, I will try to be a good husband and father if you both will just stay with me. Please. I will figure out how.

Spy x Family is an adoption story.

[beingchaos0405]

Being a child is so unfair.

What do you mean somebody else shouts at me, says something mean to me, takes their anger out on me, casually says the harshest things to me, and I have to carry it and let it affect me my entire life until and unless I decide to drag it out of me and heal it and throw it away.

Being a child was really very unfair 😭

[the-starry-seas]

the harley quinn show opening with a guy toasting "my fellow whites! let's raise a glass to this pyramid of money, the foundation of which was built upon our favourite pastime: fucking the poor" made me wheeze laugh until i coughed until i couldn't breathe 100000/10

[beingchaos0405]

Life so fucked forgot I planned to sleep and instead picked up a random show to watch and drew a picture.

Harley and Ivy look cute together 😍

[seaphine]

in a world full of clubs and parties, you‘ll find me watching a sunset thinking about life.

[herzenskoffer]

Or in bed.

[beingchaos0405]

Or on the terrace, alone, having an existential crisis

[beingchaos0405]

"Why do you not want kids?"

"What's the point of bringing a life into this world when you know the world is just going to suck it out of her?"