Belladonna

MDNI

[belladonndreams]

My Introduction Post

BLOCK, DON'T REPORT!

If you want/need to block me that's perfectly valid, but don't take away my safe space 🪻

Pro-recovery, just not for myself right now personally!

Name: Belladonna

Age: 22

Pronouns: They/Them

Blog Topics: $h and 3d

About Me: OCD, cPTSD, chronic depression & anxiety

DNI: Minors, bigots/conservatives

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« 3D STATS »

H: 5'6"

Hw: 220lbs

Cw: 165lbs

Gw1: 155lbs

Gw2: 150lbs

Gw3: 145lbs

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Always open to moots 18+

Please don't follow if you're under 18!

[light-daintyyyyy]

[light-daintyyyyy]

[girlinplainsight]

WHY AM I MAKING PLANS FOR THE FUTURE-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[failureboylikestocvt]

[plushicide]

[belladonndreams]

Cvtting is the only thing I can come back to when nothing feels okay

[belladonndreams]

I just want to waste away. I don't want to eat. I don't even want to drink water. I want to sink into whatever is beneath me and decompose

[xuriy]

'mental health matters !!'

untill you $h because you actually like it not because you have a problem

[worsebleh]

i love it i don’t want to get better

[twistedsweethearts]

”I must be faking for attention” I say in complete isolation.

[belladonndreams]

Hmm do I want to be a worthless piece of shit and bedrot all day or do I want to be a productive piece of shit and cvt myself

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

Doing a new diet where if I don't reach my gw in a set amount of time I just fucking kill myself

[daidaidaijirai]

i wish i could just undo a cvt when it isnt good enough. im running out of easy-to-cover space to use >:((

"that one wasnt deep enough, ctrl + z"

[bpderanged]

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

[fishgutzz]

can someone shoot me in the head multiple times