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Cyberbullying =/= Goodtimes

I am currently so so broken inside. It’s 4:30am and I can’t sleep because I can’t stop crying.

I’m 31 years old. I thought I was way past a time where I had to worry about being bullied by people who had no clue about the type of person I am. I thought all of that was done in high school...

But apparently, I was wrong.

I’ve been being harassed online for the past... couple of months or so? In the past 2 weeks I’ve been called a bitch, a cunt, told there was no way that it was possible I was raped because I’m “too fat” and/or “too ugly” (this has come from multiple people in private messages that I deleted as soon as I saw them because they upset me so much), and told that, as a rape/sexual assault victim (which isn’t a term I use for myself), that I should be/should have been voting for a specific presidential candidate. Tonight I was told in a comment that Trump would beat the shit out of me while grabbing my pussy. I have been ridiculed, called a bigot and a racist, had my sexuality questioned (because I don’t have a boyfriend, I must be a lesbian), and been told the reason I’m still a virgin is because no guy wants to even look at my ugly face.

I have always tried to be a good person, making sure to be respectful of the opinions of others. But right now? I want to scream. I want to sleep for the next year. I want to quit it all and become a hermit. But I can’t because I have shit to do. I have class tomorrow, work all weekend, and work and class all week next week until I get to go home for a week and a half.

I thought I was strong enough to take the bullshit crap from people I don’t know. But with all of the piling on, it’s become impossible. It kills me inside and I don’t understand how someone could sit there and decide “I’m going to be a dick to this random stranger in order to get my own rocks off.” I know the saying that a bully is just a bully because they can’t handle their own shit and that I should just ignore it... but I can’t. Their words keep dancing through my brain, taunting me, triggering shameful thoughts and making me question what kind of a person I am.

#cyberbullying #cyberbullies #i'm old and tired #too broken for this #broken #you broke me #2016 sucks

New video is up, guys! I’m really starting to enjoy this game a lot.

New video is up!