BewilderEye

Writer, artist, musician, biology grad, nerd extraordinaire. Pixel art @8-bit-bliss (27 yrs, she/they)

[bewildereye]

murderess, oh murderess

[bewildereye]

ko-fi

[prompts-in-a-barrel]

"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."

"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."

[californiannostalgia]

[bashcrandicoot]

“I don’t know what my goals are, no. Thanks for asking.”

[mockiatoh]

You can’t deserve a person’s love. You’ll drive yourself crazy thinking like that. They either love you, or they don’t. That doesn’t mean you weren’t good enough for them to love you, because love isn’t something you earn by being good enough. It isn’t something that can be quantified or doled out. Don’t blame yourself for not being loved how you need to, just teach yourself how to look for love where love lives.

[mockiatoh]

This isn’t just about romantic love, or even skewed towards romantic love, although it does apply there too. One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to accept is that my mother simply wasn’t someone who was capable of loving me, and there is no version of me that I could have ever been that would have earned that love. But with acceptance came healing. I was able to love myself more instead of resenting myself for not being more than any one person could be.

[mockiatoh]

Are you listening? Even love for yourself isn’t earned. It is a kindness you give yourself.

[tudvaseva-sasha]

[infiniteoreos]

undiagnosed autistic people will be like "I don't get upset when my routine changes though!!" and it's because they've built a set of if-then loops in their head to pick from one of 6 different strict routines and they do get incredibly upset when they're unable to keep to any of the 6 scripts. I'm john normal

[thundercrackfic]

This is called a fault tree. You will always know how to act if your fault tree captures all possible scenarios. In NASA Mission Control during mission critical events like landings there are huge binders with fault tree protocols, kind of like choose your own adventure books except you’re not the one making the choices, the universe is making them for you and you’re just trying to keep up.

The engineers who develop fault trees, I am told, often imagine new ways for their precious spacecraft to die (new branches on the fault trees) either while in the shower or lying awake at 3am, because human

[toothpaste-footlocker]

[villainessbian]

*he queeres* place on *he in*erne*

[siorca]

this is so fucking funny I love sharks

[museeeuuuum]

Did you know they're removing all librarians from federal prisons in Canada

[museeeuuuum]

Read more:

Correctional service cutting librarians at federal prisons, in move criticized by advocates | CBC News

The Correctional Service of Canada is finalizing plans to cut all prison librarian positions at federal institutions, in a move that advocat

There is an open letter that you can sign here if you're a resident of Canada:

Open Letter - CSC Elimination of Librarians & CEGEP Education

Book Clubs for Inmates 400-192 Spadina Avenue Toronto, Ontario M5T 2C2 OPEN LETTER The Honourable Gary Anandasangaree, Minister of Public Sa

[transcatgirl551]

@allthecanadianpolitics

[nattousan]

ok so, I approached my local library with a proposal to donate a mural as a way to A: build portfolio/gain practical experience and B: give back to a beloved public institution. The director was very enthusiastic about it and i've been working on it since the beginning of March. Come with me as I endeavor to paint what is in all honesty an excessive amount of birds

I wanted the birds to look like they were actually in the space so first thing after doing the draft was to do a lighting study

after that I covered the walls in letters in lieu of a projector/vr headset bc i have neither of those :) Then i take a picture of the section of wall and superimpose the lineart over top of it so I can pencil in the lines

et voila

and that was a whole week on it's own so next comes the paintin' >:)

[nattousan]

and now, the birds

Birds 1 and 2/14: Red Winged Blackbird, Male and female, Agelaius phoeniceus

[hauntingyourself]

I feel the need to connect with something ancestral and live on the lake. In that order

[bewildereye]

her favourite outfits

[bewildereye]

Well it turns out that nudity censoring I did for Draenen has turned into a part of her actual character design. In the meantime, another character in her universe! Her friend and eventual lover, a druid who does not have a name yet. I'll figure that out eventually.

[bewildereye]

Well it turns out that nudity censoring I did for Draenen has turned into a part of her actual character design. In the meantime, another character in her universe! Her friend and eventual lover, a druid who does not have a name yet. I'll figure that out eventually.

[hiramslodge]

does your car have a name ?

yes (please tell me what it is)

no (why not?)

Voting ended onFeb 23

if you don’t have a car your alternate form of transport can count too !! please tell me your bike’s name

[bewildereye]

Day of Love.

[deactivated-evening-deactivated]

[start ID: a digital drawing of a bouquet of flowers on an orange background. The flowers are in the colors of the aroace flag, with some green leafs as decoration. Above the bouquet it says "let life be your lover" in dark blue text. At the bottom of the bouquet is OPs watermark that says "2024". End ID]

[bewildereye]

Yellow roses, for friendship

Buttercup, for being radiant with charm

White magnolia, for dignity

Bluebells, for humility & loyalty

Blue clematis, for cleverness

Ace version

Aro version

[bewildereye]

[Start ID: A digital drawing of a bouquet of flowers on a solid light purple background. The flowers are in the colours of the asexual pride flag, with some green leaves as decoration. Above the bouquet it says "LET YOUR NATURE TAKE ROOT" in black text. At the bottom of the bouquet is OPs signature that says "CJD 2024". End ID]

Black hellebore, for overcoming slander

Edelweiss, for courage

Apple blossom, for preference

Purple daisy, for thoughtfulness

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