Exploring the boddisathva

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99fMCuCkOTE This should provide a base for understanding what's taking place on this blog.

[bezmenov1]

Reading Nietzsche gave me the courage to accept that some thing cannot be changed. Or rather, that one should pick ones battles.

One needs to CONSERVE oneself

Peace out, i’m gonna go play this game of life.

[purplebuddhaproject]

Do not speak - unless it improves on silence.

 Buddhist Saying (via purplebuddhaproject)

This has a certain point but it gets problematic for extroverts in a sense. We talk while we think and don’t really know if it will improve silence. Still, it’s generally a good pointer to keep yourself grounded in social settings (and always ofcourse). When you are grounded you choose what you say, when you’re in your head as an extrovert, you are reactive, splurting out whatever pops up. This quote is somewhat an result of introverts bashing on extroverts because that they don’t understand the intristical difference between the orientations. And much likely, almost exclusively introverts have ventured into deep spirituality.

[bezmenov1]

Alan Watts - The Joker

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This should provide a base for the understanding of what’s going to take place on this blog.

This blog is foremost about struggle with the second room and the exploring of the fourth room. It will however probably end up containing everything since the point is to incorporate Buddha with the best of humanity. To merge what's pure and true of both the spirit and the flesh. The commonly used concept of Buddha claims that the goal of enlightenment is to dematerialize, that all the false egoic distinctions between you and notyou should disappear, but that would at the same time make you dissappear and frankly, ruin the whole point of the game.    

This blog will foremost be about life, which is love. The forth room has opened itself due to third room mastery, the first room is somewhat mastered, the second room is a long way away from mastery and mastering this is the journey I now embark on. In other words, I'm foremost a yogi and secondly a faquir, now i must develop the monk. The result will be that the world will recieve the benefit of another joker, and hopefully some people will move in the same direction based on my journey. Therefore, this blog is a way for me to keep wordly attatchments in a manner that feeds my resolve. All humans are a mix between benovolence and rascality. This is in a way my rascality, or atleast one that I intend to uphold.  

This blog will be about dealing with modern existence as the sly man/the joker/buddha/jesus We all are incarnations of this being, we are being.. The whole universe is the joker/god and what’s taking place here, is a game (not at all in a trivial sense). Let's enjoy ourselfs while, and by, striwing to become the strongest versions of ourselfs, for our own benefits but also for all the people who suffer, trapped in their own minds. All religions, even the eastern ones, wants and forces us to belive that enlightenment is only for “special” people, that Jesus and Buddha where “one of a kind” and that we should observe them, but thinking we share something with them is blasphemous/riddicioulus, we are just blasphemous scum who shouldn’t rock the both and be grateful for eveing being alive to be opressed.

This is wrong. We all have the love of Jesus, the Peace of Buddha and the flexibility of the Joker, within. Something has taken away our tools in reaching understanding of this aspect, and every human has to invent the wheel herself in order to esacpe their chains. (Help are luckily out there for the people who’ve taken the first step to enlightenment, one example: “Power of now”)

We live in a society that feeds and corrupts our ego while shredding who we are to pieces. Horrendous.

We are BORN enlightend. You are all deeply familiar with the purity, the compassion, the courage, the flexibility and the love that children possess such large amounts of. Society works from day one to destroy this, even in the home this occurs. “You should fit in the box, be a good child!!” etc

The great escape is possible. For every single one of us.

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Telepathy

It’s funny how we all can read eachothers minds, the truth is always there to see. The discrepancy is always evident

That is, unless the person makes an effort to hide it. All of it can’t be hidden though. It’s in the air. 

Many people spend their whole lives hiding their true emotions and thoughts, the ego gives them no choice, the self is a slave to the ego’s petty demands.

I once heard a story about a small american town where the young people, at least thirthy people, did acid a lot during a summer, and it claims they sort of developed a collective mind, and things felt like telepathy.

From my own experience, that’s how communication on acid can feel like under the right circumstances, between two trusting people. It’s quite something. No barriers, it’s beautiful.

Likely, you get so grounded and “aware” that all the subtle emotional impulses gets passed on and is understood at an extremly rapid pace, something you could refer to as telepathy.

Those kind of drugs seems to bring us to something of a natural state, or rather a natural possibility. 

Psychadelics only helps us to unlock ourselfs, but it’s not the only way. Maybe we can’t achieve the telepathic effect without substances, but we could come closer to eachoter. 

Be in the now, Be spontaneus, Be you. 

[bezmenov1]

Whenever the shackles and seriousness of my life prior to the insights that started to take form about 3 years ago(and during these years untill about a month ago) hits me, I burst into laughter. The level of it varies but usually quite loud and explicit. The thing is that there is an equal part of grief inside this. I have so much hurt trapped in my body from all those years, but also much laughter apparently.  One vibration seems to be as good as another in this case, it does not discriminate between what feelings get unleashed, atleast in some sense.

The laugh is a kinda nervous one which i don’t enjoy in the normal sense, but I do enjoy it a minute little bit more for every time it occurs, and it occurs often now.  It will be really interesting when my body awakens fully.

[bezmenov1]

In the coordinate system of rational and irrational numbers, you can have numbers that are entierly free from one axis. Numbers that are solely irrational or rational.

If you use the same model to create a coordinate system for human existence, where rational/logic is the x-axis and irrational/romance is the y-axis, this fact will not be true. Everything has both a logical and an irrational aspect to it. Everything we do for rational reasons is at the same time irrational, and everything we do for romantic reasons is at the same time logical.

This comes from the essence of existence. There is no logical reason for us to exist. There is no rational reason for us to go shopping, no ordered reason for us to cut our toenails. They are romantic endeavors.

Everything we do is romance, and the logic is there so the romance can have meaning. In exactly the same way as the space is there to give the objects in it meaning. The reason why the silent intervalls between notes in music is there to give the sounds meaning.

So spending your days dancing and singing is both romantic and completly logical at the same time. If you enjoy it, that is.

Sadly our civilisation has lost its way in this aspect, or maybe it never found it. We see logic as the main focus and what’s important, and romance is sweept under the rug. Even though the romance is the whole reason that logic and order exists, and the only reason we get up from bed in the morning. To backtrack to the part about math. It seems like it’s a box that we’ve construced, it does not have any true meaning. It can only describe things in the area of logic but it’s fundamentally meaningless to humans, we are always and inseparably in touch with the axis of romance. 

Math is a very useful tool, as long as we remeber that we are humans doing math, not “mathbeings” doing human.

[purplebuddhaproject]

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[purplebuddhaproject]

If one’s life is simple, contentment has to come. Simplicity is extremely important for happiness. Having few desires, feeling satisfied with what you have, is very vital: satisfaction with just enough food, clothing, and shelter to protect yourself from the elements. And finally, there is an intense delight in abandoning faulty states of mind and in cultivating helpful ones in meditation.

Ponlop Rinpoche   (via purplebuddhaproject)

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Learning never exhausts the mind.

Leonardo da Vinci (via purplebuddhaproject)

The truth of this is a bit difficult to assess. Leonardo Da Vinci was what we call an “ENTP” which is a personality type within MBTI(A specific set of cognitive functions.) MBTI is based on the works of Carl Jung. The MBTI type is usually the type of the ego, or rather, the ego gets bound to the dominant function in the stack (there are 4 functions in the stack, and a total of 8 that can be a function in this stack, they always come in pairs tho.)

Da vincis main cognitive function was extroverted intuition, a function that is greatly energized by facing new and novel concepts and event, and it tries to sort this in an objective way. 

The point is that this quote might not be entirely true for all people. Learning for the sake of learning might not thrill someone whos dominant function is introverted sensing(Si) since that functions revolves around the tradition, and what has worked well in the past and should therefor be upheld. Ofcourse people with this function, like everyone else, enjoys to learn things just like a child does, The ego binding that we all go trough in some degree effectivly damages this will more in Si-types than in Ne-types however.

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[bezmenov1]

Kendrick gets it!

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The danger of a solemn approach to religion and spirituality. This will be elaborated later but the main point of it is that’s what our ego require to believe in religion, is a solemn and serious attitude from the priesthood etc. Due to all egoic corruption of man this is what we perceive that religion must be. It’s outright false however. Everything is a game, but not a trivial game, not at all, it’s simply made for being. Being is god and we are being. The solemn and serious and prohibitional approach of religion is what corrupts our very souls. In a lot of cases, it’s the institutions who take themselfs most seriously and are totally bound by ego, that will also be perceived as much more genuine than some “joker”. This is due to the severe torture we expose our children to during their upbringing. Being “childlike” is not something that should be removed from us, it is our innermost being. It’s true that the common state of reality would make an older human more prepared and ready to experience and perform brutal actions, but that does not in any way kill or remove the inner child, it’s only our conceptions of this that actually kills him, or rather, buries her alive inside us. Let your child out, be you.

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The only things we can keep are the things we freely give to God. What we try to keep for ourselves is just what we are sure to lose.

C.S.Lewis (via the-red-lotus-blog)

It’s like the common metafor about grasping sand, the harder you do it the more of it you lose. Or rather, in many cases you do have it, sure, but it’s always in a state of flight from you. You are always, at some level, feeling the need to defend it from outer circumstances and sometimes, maybe always, even defend “yourself” from your own wishes to share what you have, to let go and just be.  In order to achieve true happiness/peace, based on that it’s the natural state of things,you have to experience, not possess. Rasta love ; )

[purplebuddhaproject]

We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

Joseph Campbell (via purplebuddhaproject)

The world is a different place when this is something to actually will, not just think. One can never will it unless the time is ready, when the person is ready.  

The person has to guide herself in such a direction that the act of willing enables itself, and to realise this the chains must have been utterly broken and destroyed at atleast one >conscious< point, It happens all the time during what is commonly refered to as “flow”, but usually the ego is still not destabilized in any way since it’s outside of the attention. It graciously allows you to live fully while you are preoccupied in such a way that you can’t reflect over your current status, you are just >being<, existing spontaneusly. The ego easily destroys any trouble that might show up, and when that, happens, the “flow” episode is over. 

[bezmenov1]

Doubt

I sometimes doubt much of this, but the shoe seems to fit and it all adds up. and the adding up is what brought me here, I’m still a puny creature though since I’m rarely in the fourth room yet. That’s when doubt comes seeping in since I’ve been under control by the ego for most of my life, a very malicious one actually. Also, weed is something that seems to interfer with my control, so this will leave my life when I’m ready to do it without knowing/planning it. 

I have but one fundamental thing i prioritise at this moment, and that is staying away from porn and masturbation. That can also explain my energy at this point since it fluctuates a lot in the transition phase. It’s like when someone eats nothing but junkfood for a long time, and then suddently tries healthy food. It will be totally unappealing to him. He is desensitized to it, and in the same way porn desensitizes the man to reality itself since the sexual force is what drives our very movements. It’s however a huge difference if you enjoy the porn from the ego,or if you do it from your body. Both of them are ofcourse experiencing it and being partly active, and therby your sight of/closeness to “being” gets disturbed, first a little, then immensly. I don’t think that anything enforces the ego as much as this activity.  When the ego is the focal point it’is  truly corrupting for the body and soul. And that is also true for living life itself. 

The ego slowly but surely separetes itself from the body and all the pure human instincts untill it can act without less moral bounds, even non! Then it can be very dangerous. “The mind is its own place, and in itself can make aheaven of hell, a hell of heaven “

I only discovered “body masturbation” a couple of weeks ago, and this might be interesting: when a man have sex from the ego..well...it’s bland..boring, but when he does it from his body, when he unleashes his primal spontaneity, well that’s something.

It’s much in school now and I guess I’m stressed out about that, the ego and my painbody is stressed because i don’t really care. In a way this is true. I feel more like myself after writing this, this blog already proves to be a helpful tool

[lazyyogi]

Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.

Mooji (via lazyyogi)