open your eyes
warning : fluffy, cute,best friends to lovers request? : no ┌────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──────┐
Chan and I have always been super close. We we’re each others best friends, besides the boys of course. The boys, mainly Felix, make jokes that Chan and I are in a secret relationship... I wish. But I’d never admit anything like that.. It would ruin so much.. But maybe I would be better for Chan, considering the girls he’s been with. So demanding and clingy, pissed at him all the time because he’s working hard.... He deserves better than that. That’s when a notification from my phone distracted me from the show I was watching..Huh, Felix? I picked up my phone and read it, ‘have you heard from Chan lately?’ I replied with a simple, ‘no, sorry Lix x’ I checked my last messages from Chan at around 7pm, pretty basic stuff, he’s tired, hungry but has too much to do. I sighed to myself and looked at the clock..11:30 Maybe there is something wrong. I stood up, pulled on my trainers, threw my hoodie on me and grabbed my keys and my phone and headed for outside. The cold air bit angrily at my exposed nose and cheeks, no doubt turning them red as blood. I quickly walked over to my car, happy to have it as I noticed snow starting to fall. I hopped into it, started her up and drove to the studio where Chan was. When I reached the building, I took a deep breath and got out of the car, locking it and running to the entrance. I scanned the access card and entered as soon as the door would let me. I could hear the loud beats already, they were Chan’s of course. Following the sound, I finally reached the room he was in. I knocked lightly on the glass door and entered. I wasn’t expecting what I saw. Chan with his hood up, on his chair with his knees up to his chest, his bright monitor harsh on his barely open eyes, of course producing some song. I walked over to him and tapped him on his shoulder. I squatted down beside him as he looked down at me with a weak smile on his face. ‘‘Chan.. How long have you been here?’‘ he replied with a shrug ‘‘two days... I think.. No matter how hard I try I just can’t finish this song.’‘ I spun his chair around to face me and I propped my elbows on his knees with my chin on top. ‘‘Come on, you need a break. I can’t stand seeing you like this.. When was the last time you ate?’‘ I asked. He just shrugged again. I sighed and nodded while standing up, taking both of his hands. ‘‘You’re coming with me then Channie’‘ He shook his head and tried turning back to the monitor. ‘’Chan.. come on.’’
Reluctantly he stood up, I could tell he hadn’t eaten in a while just from how weak he looked. I put his arm around my shoulder and held it as we walked out of the building. Even feeling him shiver made my heart break.. Deep down I knew I loved him but.. He could never know. I opened his side car door and let him in before going and getting into the driver seat. The drive was quiet, mainly because Chan was half asleep. Well until I felt a cold hand on my own. I looked over at Chan and smiled, even half asleep, his smile was still perfect. I turned the heating on for him and then brought my hand back to hold his. When we reached my house it seemed like he had a bit more energy, getting out on his own and following me into the house. Chan followed me into the kitchen as I grabbed two plates, and two bowls from the fridge, emptying the contents on to each plate as Chan came up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and burying his face in my neck... I told myself to stay calm, he’s just tired. He wouldn’t- couldn’t have feelings for you. ‘‘What is that?’‘ his soft voice asked in his thick accent that could make any girls legs give out from under her. ‘‘Bulgogi. You need to eat, and I made way too much earlier’‘ I said with a slight laugh. Without moving from his grasp, I reached up and put the food into the microwave to be warmed. After I did that, we just stayed there. Who knows when the next time this will happen again, even if it does. I could have swore he was asleep on me until I felt his soft lips right on my cheek. Straight away I felt my face burn red. The ding of the microwave took me out of my thoughts, taking the plates out and setting them down. ‘‘go to the living room, I’ll bring these in.’‘ I said softly, he nodded and simply wandered out to the sofa. I carried the two plates of good as hell food to where he was sat, setting them down and sitting next to him. As soon as he started eating I could tell he was starving. ‘’after this, I could make you up a really good bubble bath if you want? I know they relax you’’ I said before taking a mouthful of beef. He nodded ‘’yeah, that would be nice’’ he smiled at me. I had finished my food before him so I left my plate to the sink and quietly took out two wine glasses and a bottle. ‘’I’m gonna go do the bath for you, just come up when you’re ready’’ Chan turned to face you standing in the doorway. ‘’Sure, I shouldn’t be too long.. and thank you’’ and with that I headed upstairs. Just being able to make sure he was okay, made me the happiest I had ever been. After letting the warm water run, adding bubbles and some lavender oils to it I filled up two glasses of white wine, setting one on the end of the tub for Chris, the other in my hand. A few moments later I heard a light tapping on the bathroom door. I opened it so he could enter and stepped out of the way. He looked around and smiled. ‘’I didn’t think a bath could look so fancy’’ he said with a chuckle, referring to the candles I had placed on the sink. I shrugged a little, taking a sip from my glass. ‘’I wanted to make sure you were relaxed. Anyway, I’ll let you relax now’’ I said and walked out. I headed down to my bedroom before I heard my name being called softly. ‘‘y/n?’‘ I walked back down to the bathroom and opened the door to see him already sitting in the bath. ‘‘Oh shit I’m-’‘ ‘‘No it’s fine, that’s why I called you’‘ I came back into the room and smiled slightly, the lights off, the only source being the few candles left around. ‘‘You don’t have to but.. I’d like it- do you want to join me?’‘ he asked, leaning against the back of the wall looking at me. The thought of being that up close to Chris wearing nothing.. wet... ‘‘well?’‘ his voice broke my train of thought. Without realising it I was nodding. I set my glass where I had placed his now that he was holding it. ‘‘Don’t look’‘ I said with a chuckle to hide how nervous I was. Chris grinned and nodded while covering his eyes with his one free hand. I took my clothes off and covered myself with my hands. He parted his legs a little bit and moved back, making space for me. I internally took a deep breath and got in. As soon as I picked up my glass, I felt his arms wrap around my front again pulling me back against him. I signed lightly at the feeling of his chest being pressed against my back. I took a sip of my wine and rested my head back on his shoulder. ‘‘this is really nice y/n’‘ I nodded lightly in response, way too relaxed to answer.
After a few minutes of silence I felt his lips on my neck. Unknowingly, I tilted my neck to let him continue. The feeling was sending shivers down my spine. ‘‘Channie... what are you doing?’‘ I said, barely audible but not moving away from him. ‘‘You made me relax, now I’m doing the same for you.. Plus, I can’t hold it in anymore..’‘ ‘‘What?’‘ ‘‘I like you.. Really like you..I have for a while’‘ he whispered into my ear, before returning his lips to my neck. I turned to face him as much as i could, placing my glass on the floor. I looked right into his eyes, him waiting for a response. I placed both hands on his neck and kissed him softly on his lips. Chris replied by deepening the kiss. After a while he pulled back and rested his forehead on mine. ‘‘I was wrong...I don’t like you’‘ I felt my heart drop until I heard his next words.. ‘‘I love you’‘ ‘‘I love you too’‘