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✨️Hiii, just a tiny introduction post✨️

#december 2022 #introduction #probably gonna be changing the post or updating stuff as time goes by but thats all i can do right now #i should have done this a while back but eh #last updated:#sep 2025

spent more than 8 hours yesterday explaining the entirety of twenty one pilots lore to a cousin and i don’t think i felt this euphoric in years.

#It took mye hours to actually fall asleep because of the high #twenty one pilots #It was so weird and unexpected #and i actually liked the way she engaged with it rather than brushing it off after listening to one song and being like 'not my cup of tea'#Instead “you know how you sometimes try new food and you're like oh this is really something #it won't be in my top 3 comfort foods but i wouldn't mind coming back to it once in a while"#She said some of the lyrics hit too close to home which is... yeah #Mind you all of this happened because i commissioned her for a crochet / amigurumi of torchbearer and she asked if he was an anime characte #random #Twenty one pilots lore

being the only morning shift/worker in an office filled with night shift/workers is so funny because i would just randomly hear one of the guys mumbling to themselves and i have to figure out if they are actually talking to me or the demons in their head.

#work stuff #random #One of the guys was muttering and mumbling and then they were like “isnt that right bisan?”#And i had to look him in the eye and say “oh i thought you were hallucinating”#Work

Genuinely believe that as long as im living with my mom in the same house i will keep relapsing

#The most difficult time in an Arab girl life is when she realizes that the only way to actually get control of her life is to get married #i hate it here #i wanna move out #will forever be cursing the guy who ruined my chances of getting a job in ramallah #recovery #relapse #im okay im okay im okay i will be okay

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when i get more active on tumblr thats how you know im getting insane again

#word.

"Beautiful smells attract demons. That's why you suffer constantly from sleep paralysis and nightmares, while I don't even dream. My stink keeps the demons away."

- my younger brother on how absurd it is to wear perfume to bed

#random #Sleep paralysis #Demons #Perfumes #I mean sure #My sleep paralysis demon just wants a good sniff #Also the quote “my stink keeps the demons away” has twenty one pilots lyrics vibes

I thought i was her favorite, turns out it's the freaking bunny

#bunny #bunnies #kitten #Kittens #Baby sugar #Goldie #Did the bunny bottle feed her for two weeks after finding her stuck in a wall?? No. But here we are #Orange cats

made a joke that accidently exposed my very real deep fears and issues and people are no longer laughing help

#random #They will probably forget about it in a minute #Right? Right????

a dude asked for my hand in marriage and on our first meeting said "i won't prevent you for visiting your parents or going out with your friends" as his selling points

#Like my guy #The bar is near the earths core at this point #Also now im extra terrified of men because wtf #Why do men #random #Toxic #He also thought that my brother having bad immune system automatically meant he has AIDs so there's also that #How fun

hey google how do i tell someone (my mom) that i dont like something (the way she talks to me) without them feeling like I'm attacking the very essence of their existence

#random #mom...#Im tired #So so tired #Vent #Not even exaggerating but if i ever had a way to leave this house i dont think i will ever ever come back #Thats why im confused by my brother visiting every two weeks like bro u must be a masochist or something

can't wait to be done with finals so i can lie on the roof and look at the moon

#moon #Can you tell that this master's program is sucking my energy and eating away at my soul?#Like I was genuinely surprised that tomorrow's is Eid al adha because it didn't feel like it at all #Anyway i really miss the moon #Moon lover #random

a guy was being condescending to me on the phone at work today and i ended up snapping at him until he went really quiet and asked "why are you like this?" and now i feel terrible because i am indeed my mother's daughter

#work stuff #Random #The guilt is eating me alive even though he was the one being an ass first #Like he could have literally said anything but that sentence destroyed me and im afraid i will never recover #Idk dude why i am like this #I think i would like to know too #Luckily i dont have to go to work or talk to him again for the next 12 days #Maybe by then he would have forgotten or moved to another department who knows

Maybe if i yearn and yearn and yearn one day i will have

#random #text #yearning hours #Yearning #longing #for what i don't know #yearn yearn yearn

bisan-is-trying

@ the bunny community: how do you take pics of your bunny without them looking totally silly

bunnayy

if they're silly ur gonna get silly pics I'm afraid

callmecastiel

Sillay buns when the buns are sillay

Sillay buns getting sillay together

#not a single thought behind these eyes #bunnies #baby sugar

@ the bunny community: how do you take pics of your bunny without them looking totally silly

#baby sugar #bunny #bunnies #rabbit #rabbits #he looks like a cross-eyed fish #i love him #do you see the issue

Had a dream that someone from my town discovered my tumblr blog and wanted to talk to me about "these concerning things you always post".

#random #palestine #فلسطين #gotta be honest i would be more worried if anyone from my town knew what tumblr even was #dream #dream journal

thinking of crushing on someone for no other reason than to remember how it feels like

#random #crushcore #crush #havent had a crush on anyone for a while and i wonder if im still capable or if my heart has ceased to be

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