i don't know how to define myself, so I let my archive do it. but you can call me Yuri Kaiba (she/her). i will make my passion, dark aesthetic, and depth public
about me status: slowly blooming
recently i have been making a custom clothing set which i call "update-archaica". I love creating strange creatures from clay, and you will be able to see them soon. i also love to read and play the guitar and piano. in the last couple of months, I've been recording a lot of improvised guitar playing, which means a lot to me
perhaps I'll tell you about my current fixations: medical images, conjoined twins (which I consider beautiful), and other physical abnormalities. I also find old movies and weird animation cozy and authentic
movie is Peeping Tom, General, Breaking Bad, Yijae Got Jookseummida, Blood tea n Red String
anime(although I'm not such a big fan) Kaiba , Berserk , Beastars, Beelzebub, Haibane Renmei
music Frankie Lymon, Pixies, Hole, John Lennon, Les Poppys(70s) , René Simard, Eighth Grader Syndrome, Euphoria
writers Cronin, Burroughs, Baudelaire; book: the neapolitan mafia: a puppy's tale
i am also going through the trauma of losing a child, as well as getting rid of toxic people who devalued everything and poisoned me with their indifference, false holiness, and ostentatious toxic positivity. I also have CPTSD due to a difficult childhood, pfff
sometimes i can be hot-tempered in my expressions and maybe even rude. yes, because sometimes i get too angry, i am outraged by many things, and it is simply impossible to remain silent. i will no longer hold back my opinions; no one will stop me just because their opinion is different. maybe sometimes I'll be a pathetic whiner or go crazy
📼 soundtrack: mood now 🎶 always evolving, check back for new sounds
🕸️ take what you need, leave what you can't carry
ask are open, talk to my anonymously if you feel the same
anyway, I'll be posting scans of my journals pages from time to time. only some of them, though. like 80% of it is in my native language since english isn’t my first tongue, and a lot of entries are way too personal to share. hope this turns out to be fun!
damn, I’m dead serious. I’ve never felt anything like this watching anime, or literally anything else. I was completely stunned by how hard it hit me
I was in love from the absolute first second of the episode one opening. the music, the visuals, the overall vibe of it all—just everything
and this archaic creature called Kaiba or Warp... honestly, my identity feels so deeply intertwined with him. I literally feel like I am him. but that feeling didn’t come from the show—it was already there, long before I even found this anime
amazing and highly underrated anime—'Kaiba' (2008). Its surrealistic atmosphere and themes of memory truly evoke those kinds of feelings
