It's also hard to think about anything other than it really ... My poor belly is so swollen, It's so heavy and jiggles with my every step, even though it's very firm to the touch.. I can somewhat feel it sagging and pulling my down with all it's weight. I' can't believe all that volume is just, my waste and gas. I'm not THAT gassy this time, but theres definitely something really scary brewing in my lower belly, i just know if i don't go soon, my intestines will balloon up like crazy, it's scary to imagine how much bigger i will get if that's my gut almost gas free.
Every breathe i take, i can feel the skin on my belly stretch more and more... And although i really want to go, I'm as always kinda obsessed with the idea of just keeping it all in and keep eating until i pass out . I fucking wish someday i would get stretch marks from being so insanely constipated and filled to the brim with waste and fermenting food :3