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Does it matter how a demon cries

-3:56 pm cst

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I'm afraid I'm terrified That I'll ruin this My shot at happiness Because I'm too afraid of what it's like to live without pain

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I'll never forget the terror I felt when you told me, "Anyone who tries to go up against me will lose because I. Always. Win."

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I'll never forget the moment you stopped saying you'd never be like him and you told me you were the next him

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There were only two things I’d told you I’d never forgive, and you went ahead and did them

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The sane only hear voices when they’re drunk. The insane hear voices when sober.

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-Otto Lilienthal

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She needed someone who could love themselves. I needed to learn she wasn't the only one who could love me.

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You message me to tell me you made a mistake and miss me but then send me pictures of how great you are without me.

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I knew it was bad when I was afraid to leave my dorm because I thought you’d catch me going out

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It’s the little things that remind me I’m not like them

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It’ll happen at random times, in random places. I’ll feel the strongest urge to push myself in front of that bus or dig that pencil in my arm.

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I don’t know if I’m finally healing or if this is the calm before the storm

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The real me forces myself to laugh The real me is sarcastic The real me lies all day The real me takes off the mask in the dead of the night, if only for a moment to cry, then puts it back on. The real me wishes for death The real me feels like an outsider The real me thinks too much The real me tries to be strong The real me doesn’t trust anyone The real me couldn’t care less

A response to ‘Write adjectives that describe the real you’ March 18, 2013

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Am I your daughter or your personal assistant?

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