It's A Monster

To be fair he never wanted to be a monster. He never wanted to eat people. He spends most of his time dealing with the fact that there are other people in his head. Other than that life... death is hard for this old vampire. But hey, what can you do but get high? Indie oc sideblog, mun/muses 19+ triggering and nsfw will happen

[bluesmemethings]

various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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[euphurical]

[oopsprompts]

“You tried to kill me!”

“Don’t insult me. If I’d tried to kill you, you’d be dead.”

[carnalsuggestions]

Do Not Mistake Me For A Heterosexual

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Supernatural x Teen Wolf 

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[bloodlybrood]

speciosusmortem:

Keegan gets a bit of an obsession with guns when they first start being made. In fact he starts collecting them after he breaks up with Cygnus and often has one on his person more comfort. His collection is rather big.

Jude is very anal about keeping the guns clean and often does it to relieve stress. Keegan doesn’t know and always thinks that he is doing it.

[yesterdaysprint]

The Daily Times, New Philadelphia, Ohio, July 9, 1924

[thank-you-everyone-deactivated2]

whoever wrote this paper has the funniest phrasing possible

[bloodlybrood]

Keegan ||Open

“You know when you kind of like someone but like only there but?”

[bloodlybrood]

is alive high depression fuck me up for a bit

P L E A S E   R E A D 

I see very few roleplayers that are okay with the following;

Demons/Angels

Vampirism/Were wolves

Shape Shifters/Hybrids

Please like/reblog if you ARE TOTALLY OKAY with roleplaying with muses that apply to the following above.

[bloodlybrood]

Mind Games ||Jude and AJ

“I trusted you not to fuck this up!”

“Well, that was a mistake.” Jude looks up at the person who had entered the room. He hated that they always entered the room yelling. But he was getting used to it. Even though he shouldn’t.

“Look at me!”

Jude sighed because he was already watching the redhead pace the space of the room. They looked like a trapped animal ready to attack. He wondered if he should be afraid. He wasn’t.

“Red.” AJ stopped pacing. They stood with their back to him. He could see the tension in their shoulder and wanted them to leave. “Get the fuck out.”

AJ stood for a long moment before turning slowly. He felt like he could hear the creaking as AJ moved to face him. His red hair was falling in front of his eyes and Jude tried not to think about how much he looked like a different redhead he knew.

AJ laughed and Jude tried not to flinch at the noise. It didn’t work that much. He was sure that AJ could see it from where he stood. “You think that you’re a big tough boy? I can see you, Jude.” He moved closer to Jude and Jude tried not to think about it. He hates how he moves. Like a lion about to pounce on him.

He was going to be eaten.

“We all know what monster we are. But you and I know better. Don’t we?” AJ said lowering his voice as he circled around Jude. “We all know the dark sides that live in you. That you like.”

Jude rolled his eyes, “We already know this shit. Like I said. Fuck off.”

“But even with all your dark spots you still care. That’s what’s the worse part is, isn’t it? That you want people to like you. That you do your best and no one sees it. They just see the monster.”

Jude stands up knocking over the chair he was sitting in. “If you’re not gonna fuck off. I will.”

Jude moves to leave the door.

“I expect I’ll be seeing you. Or maybe I’ll be seeing Keegan.”

Jude paused and turned back around to AJ.

“Don’t you dare.”

“You can’t stop me if you’re not here.”

Jude stood for a moment shaking his head before going back to his chair. It wasn’t like he had a choice. He could at least handle AJ. Keegan couldn’t.

Righting his chair, Jude sat in it and looked up at AJ. He guessed, for now, he was trapped in his own mind.

AJ smiled at patting his check. “You can’t keep me trapped in here forever Jude.”

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