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alt for me to ramble and reblog stuff to reduce spam on main! !!there will be rb spam here!! @BlossomsOfsos

[blossomsofchaos]

Fics Im reading/I've read <3!

These are the main fics I've been reading lately so I wanted to share them! (I'll also put my fav ships for the fandom at the end of its section <3)

my absolute fav fics on here have ! after the author

TWST

"Lost in Translation" by broken_synchronicity !

"Spiteful entrance to a twisted world" by mofomango

"Some guy ex machina" by elydenaponia

"caged birds don't sing, but they still bite" by devin_trinidad !

"the seven habits of highly unfortunate souls: a transmigrator’s guide to the coral sea" by mercen !

"I am that which has survived (a blessing, and now a curse)" by runlittlerabbitrun

"unit y-ou" by writinggayer

"“Smile Now, Dear. It’s Sunrise.”" by HummingSparrow

"The Mantra, Sung Like A Forbidden Melody" by unbearably_adorable !

"―and the things i hold dearly, i'll let them fall for you" by kaiwaredaikon

"Retrogradation" by Torigale

"To Cause Trouble, To Cause Loyalty" by Tw7sted

"Like Lark Notes From the Sky" by ARevenantDreamingOfRoses

(FAV SHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS: Idiazu, Idikei, Leoide, Adeuce)

GENSHIN

"cage of your own making" by sunjinjo

"the lightning goe and the thunder die" by moonlight_mist

"Is this what therapy is?" by aliasgoeshere !

"someone's abandoned creation" by dustyyy

"sinner and the saint" by cometh_into_the_abyss

"a twisted performance" by motivation_loss

"The Puppet Who Cried In His Sleep" by !

"Meeting-Promise-Departure" by Crescent_River !

"Exerpts From Monstadt" by cocoplanet !

"I'll carve you my heart" by anonymous

"A Graceless Dance of Epithets" by pyrotechpuffs !

"kuusoku zeshiki" by GStK

"Cracks" by XiariaDragneel

"Puppet Theater" by opalvulpix

(FAV SHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS: Wanderer/Xiao, Furina&Wanderer, Wanderer/Albedo, Wanderer/Cyno, Venti/Zhongli, Shogun&Wanderer, Shogun&Ei, Miko&Wanderer, Tighnari/Wanderer)

OM

"Let's all be shadows" by universalworst

"take it easy!" By miss_sunflower

MCD/MYS

"shadow knights in mystreet" by shipper_brainrot

"here comes the sun" by blankgeode

"the worms must be fed" by honeyyhop !

"Rain Falls Green in Seattle" by Pokegamer9999 !

(FAV SHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS: Zane/Travis Zanvis, Travis/Laurance, Aphmau/Cadenza, Vylad/Laurance, Zane&Laurance)

TMA

"The Reverb in These Holy Halls" by Wolftraps (AlwaysBoth)

"Ocellus" by Dragoncurl

"A Vivisection of Me (Done by God for all to See)" by ComposerEgg !

"Utterly Incorrect (and in need of Correction)" by PestilenceandSunshine !

"falling slowly" by thegreatandpowerfultoaster !

"Devotion from the Future" by Lilwoofs

"Did It Even Work" by LiterallyImpossible

"To Firebrands and Ashes" by chlodobird

"In The peripheral" by Willowingends !

"Redeath" by Gallifrey63

"The Friends of Mr. Spider" by Pitchpine

"Starboard Shines Green, Port is Glowing Red" by PitViperOfDoom

"To Sleep in a Sea of Earth" by meekome

"how big, how blue (how beautiful)" by screechfox

"beautiful and annihilating" by advantagetexas !

"Sing a Song of Sixpence" by Kaiel

"All Hail The Mysterious Gap" by Anonymous

"alpha rats nest" by spacefleeting !

"Slip Into That Rhythm Again" by Doodlelupin !

(FAV SHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS: Jon/Tim Jontim, Jon/Mike Jonmike Brainstorm, Jon/Sasha Jonsasha, Jon/Michael Jonmichael Optical Illusions, Polyarchives, Jon&Daisy, Georgie&Jon, Oliver/Jon Jonoliver, Daisy/Jon Jondaisy Jaisy)

MDZS

"Of Painted Fans and Promises" by Watermelonsmellinfellon !

"Deadset" by 1PB2PB3PB4

"playing the fool" by via_the_cryptid !

"three surgeries an a mercy kill" by MarbleGlove

"The Echoes of that News Ring Loud" by Scarlet_Gryphon

"I am what I am, I know what I know" by Ibijau

"Rewind" by Viktor_Giopara !

"All's well that ends well to end up with you" by olivers_box_of_raisins

"Xiān dào xiān dé" by Watermelonsmellinfellon

"this boy, half destroyed" by queen_gee

"shì wèi zhī jǐ zhě sǐ" by ScribeOfVenus

"Something is Rotten in the State of Lanling" by East_Of_Akkala

"Moments of Revelation" by Meyari

“The kids are okay (I think)” by gossamerglint

"The Violence of Soft Men" by Androgyninja

"go where the stolen roses grow" by Stratisphyre

“The Nie Sect are kinda weird” by madwriter223 !!

“What was once your pain (will be your home)” by jenrose

(FAV SHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS: Nie Huaisang/Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian/Wen Ning, Nie Huaisang/Jin Guangyao, Nie Huaisang/Lan Xichen, Jiang Cheng/Nie Huaisang, Jiang Cheng/Lan Xichen, Wei Wuxian/Jin Zixuan, Wei Changze/Cangse Sanren/Lan Qiren, Wen Zhuilu & Wei Wuxian)

[adanmeiconfessionblog]

Blog update: Important

Hello everyone, if you see this post it means I have run out of submissions. There will be one posted after this message and then the queue is empty.

I don’t know if it’s because there is less interest or because people are out enjoying summer. But the submission have been dwindling for a while now. I hope that I do not need to post this and that new submissions come in after I typed this. However, I have been asking my friends and mutuals the last few days if they can send stuff in and that has been the bulk of the recently posted submissions. So I don’t have much hope.

What does this mean for the blog? This blog will stay up, and start posting again when more submissions come in. Till then, view it as a (hopefully) small break. Depending on the amount of submissions that get send in I might start posting once a day instead when I do get new submission.

What can I do? Send in a confession/submission related to danmei and following the rules in the pin post of this blog. This can be about anything, positive or negative, about your favourite or least favourite danmei, fantheory, fanfic, fanart, hottakes, recommendations, looking for a certain piece of media, cosplay, events, basically anything danmei related.

In the mean time you can find me at @adanmeieventsblog , working on that project of mine. While waiting on submissions and confession for this blog.

I hope to hear from you all soon.

X admin

[mimimou]

How familiar...

[adanmeiconfessionblog]

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Youre not alone. Im trans and while I'm aware that a lot of, if not nearly all, of those hcs/fics are written by fellow trans people, the hyper fetishization of it all made me really unable to read any fanfics with trans hcs. I used to give them a chance, but now I actively avoid anything with a trans hc and I even block or mute people that post them so that I can avoid getting triggered by hyper sexualized and feminine depictions of trans men

I also find it really disturbing that it's ALWAYS the shou who is trans, never the gong. The only time the gong is trans is when they're BOTH trans. But there's never fanfiction where the gong is a trans man and the shou is cis. This really makes me feel gross and fetishized

It sucks because I used to be really excited to see the representation in danmei and I was especially excited about the potential for things like magically being able to transition (books like svsss would be a gold mine for "i transmigrated into my gender identity and its great" or "this sex pollen flower also completely changes your gender") and while i would sometimes find plots and narratives with those themes, it was never a genuinely interesting exploration of the trans experience and literally fucking ALWAYS an excuse to have gross fetish cuntboy kink stories with the trans experience just as window dressing to give a man a fussy.

Maybe I'm also too sensitive, but it really feels gross and triggers my dysphoria. It's like the whole of fandom is pointing fingers and saying "you'll never 'pass', cuntboy. Just get fucked in your fussy like a good little 'girl'." Obviously I understand this isn't the intention or words of fandom, it's just how seeing my lived experience constantly fetishized makes me feel (yes, even tho it's by fellow trans people who are just having fun expressing themselves). The same content that makes me feel deeply dysphoric might give them euphoria and that's great for them, but I hate it and it makes me feel gross every time i see it

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[thiscatdraws]

Art Fight attack on @boarloved-art of his Soul Eater AU Wangxians bc they mean the world to me…go read the accompanying fic POSTHASTE!!

[hina6767]

[yhwcomeback]

Nahida and Wanderer visiting Mondstadt but Nahida is only recognized as Wanderer sister

[bramblepatch]

Grace explaining sheepishly to Eridian linguists that the reason he uses different pronouns for Rocky than for the rest of the population is that he reflexively defaulted to assigning Rocky the same grammatical and social gender that he himself uses, in a way that has historical precedent but in modern English is considered somewhat chauvinistic and backward, and he's not proud of it but also the habit is pretty deeply ingrained now and unless Rocky objects it's probably easier to just keep on as he has been...

and immediately being informed lol. lmao. do not even worry about it. you have no idea what kind of buck wild grammatical constructs Rocky has invented for you. everyone else addresses you as foreigner/scholar. they're somehow managing to refer to you as their sibling, ward, and semidivine culture hero at the same time every time they talk about you.

[thecorvidforest]

be normal about people who wear diapers. be normal about people who need colostomy/catheter bags. be normal about people who need to wear pads or pad their mattress. be normal about incontinence. it’s not funny or weird or gross, it can happen to anyone of any age, and it’s frankly embarrassing that some of y’all can’t be normal about the aspects of disability that ick you out

[zzoupz]

tumblr are you telling me something

[zzoupz]

Very well. I shall find them, and save this kingdom.

[zzoupz]

Ganalf...

[gay-chef-boyardee]

I really like segment 45 because it directly confirms that there was a period in Zandik's life around ten years after he met Feofan where he was just a super happy extroverted guy with dad energy. And why wouldn't he be. His best friend just got a promotion, he's secured plenty of funding, all his projects are going great, he's about to create the elixir of immortality, he's torturing a puppet on the side. Things cannot get better for Mr Zandik "Il Dottore" Veksel at this moment.

[manlyplumsour]

Your worst enemy is nobody else but yourself

[rollingstarmp3]

It's so ironic and tragic how Feofan had to say the final goodbye to the version of Dottore that's the image of the one he first met, the one that for some reason let him live and gave him a new opportunity in his life.

Dottore was 38 when he met Feofan, he obviously looked like Omega Build. This is how Dottore looked like when Feofan met him.

His journey with Zandik ends with the image of the Zandik with whom he started the journey together. "Omega" representing the end, the Zandik that would be the end is the one that was Feofan's new beginnings, and now it's the end of that time.

Now Feofan is 400, looking like 45, he is different from who he was at 20 when he met Zandik. Yet at the end of their journey, he is saying goodbye to almost the same image he met of Zandik as if Zandik never changed with him while him changed.

Of course, Zandik changed, but that version that did it, the original, died centuries ago.

[samcsao3]

I had to draw Sandrone at the opera encountering these two ... Again

[familywhitesilk]

My first winter without you

[matsu-neo]

We stands with Doctor

[anne-is-confused]

taking a holiday with your boyfriend to his home country in matching outfits😇 hope he doesn't get arrested for arson or anything