aka blu-eyed-demon

A side account because my tumblr blu-eyed-demon is 13/14 years old and now 80-90% of the time doesn't put my posts in the tags

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OK, trying to figure out the alignments for Bible's characters.

Vegas is Chaotic Evil, right? He just is.

Great, so far, seems to be Chaotic Nuetral. However, he also forgets to prioritise himself like most do.

Think I got it right? Wildly disagree? Am interested!

(I'm only on my first ever dnd campaign btw so if I've confused stuff about the alignments, oopsie?)

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I couldn't share this from my phone so took a while. We've been making pairing ones and would love song suggestions too.

We have PheeNon and Non playlists too. Those we've been working on for weeks whereas PheeJin and TeeWhite ones are newer like 5 tracks each or so. Should I share them all?

A few tastes of the playlist behind cut

Everybody's Fool- Evanescence (Non's perspective on the group when he snaps, especially Por)

Perfect by nature

Icons of self indulgence

Just what we all need

More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be

Have you no shame don't you see me

You know you've got everybody fooled

The Man Who Can't Forget- Bart Zeal, Karliene (New, just totally New)

The colors of his morning

The darkness of his night

Little graves that gave no warning

A sun that brought no light

He saw his whole world breaking

That tortured soul I met

In the prison of his making

The man who can’t forget

Friends That Kiss- Kyndal Innskeep (PheeJin obvs)

When you touch me like that, hold me like this

I'm wishing we were something more than friends that kiss

Question of Time- Depeche Mode (TeeWhite, Tee wanting to protect White from everything bad and ugly etc)

Well, now you're only fifteen

And you look good

I'll take you under my wing

Somebody should

-

Until I look at you

And then I condemn them

I know my kind

What goes on in our minds

Hurts like hell- Fluerie, Tommee Profitt (PheeNon)

I loved and I loved and I lost you

I loved and I loved and I lost you

I loved and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell

Yeah, it hurts like hell

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Watching back the Jin and Non content, Jin has zero clue what genre he's in. Like, he thinks he's in one of those cute high school BLs where the shy, unpopular kid is gonna open up and fall for him.

The way he's looking at Non during the editing stuff at Non's house. You just know he's got the theme music in his head and the narrative all planned out. Living his little BL delulu fantasy.

He has no clue.

Then he meets Phee and starts the process again.

Oh Jin. Poor, clueless Jin.

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So much to absorb from that finale.

First off, how much was hallucination and how much was real is so blurred that if there is a special episode (like I thought I saw Pond or someone mention one) they could easily do anything. Seriously, if they wanted to they could retcon, change or shift almost every 'fact' from the episode.

So that means everything can be taken with a pinch of salt. And, while I figured some questions would be unanswered, some surprised me and I've been thinking on that-

*That we never got an answer about Keng's investigation and identity. But the more I think about this, the more I wonder if that's the point. It's like real life in that they never get all the answers and how could that have been found out by some angry teen/early twenty somethings with hallucinogens in the woods?

* That the ninth person wasn't revealed. Surely there had to be one because Tan seemed to see a dark hooded figure as it moved through the house at one point? I suppose if everyone was tripping balls in ep 12 (New/Tan may have trusted that gas mask he'd rigged up but I kinda doubt it was as effective as he presumed) maybe no one was aware of the ninth person so the audience wasn't shown but eh. I am mostly ??

*Linked with above thought. Like many, I wanna know who was groping Tee in episode one. I highly doubt it was Tan and they seem to show it wasn't a hallucination.

*Non's death in ep11 felt like an afterthought. To the point that part of me was sure it was a fake out. Part of me still hopes that as I'd have loved to watch it and like I said who knows with the special episode, but the other half is thinking that maybe an unceremonious death off-screen fits thematically. Non had fallen so far, he becomes just another casualty of organised crime. Another statistic.

* Unlike some, I had a feeling White was going to be the innocent/bystander victim to highlight how far New had come from simply wanting to know the truth. It would have been nice to know more about him (like with the hallucinations, why his anxieties where largely about being accused of cheating, disfigurement from STDs and sex=filthy) but not knowing does add to the just a bystander. Just another casualty just like Non.

If nothing else, the variables give material both for this potential special episode and for fanfiction etc to play with.

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Watching My Life is Murder again and we can't be the only ones who love Alexa, Madison, Harry and Reuben as a polycule? Right?

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something doesn't match in phee's story because if it was new who went and did all shit before por got impaled.... then who was with fluke and tan playing jenga💀

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I was surprised to see people saying Phee had forgiven Jin or vice versa or that the reactions weren't strong enough.

Considering everything else going on, I figured that (assuming Phee isn't hiding/manipulating more, which I really can't decide on tbh) it was a situation like 'shit is crazy and we need each other to get out alive right now but there will be processing of these bombshells when it's safer to do so.

Like survive now, scream and meltdown or whatever over what you did later.

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GF has been hospitalised and I get a text telling me don't you dare watch DFF without me.

As if I'd do that!

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Update- since she has a private room now I took in my tablet and we watched ep 10 together in her hospital bed.

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Thinking of sharing the DFF playlists me and my GF have been making on Spotify if anyone's interested? So far we have a general show one, a Non specific one and a PheeNon one.

And song suggestions are very welcome too!

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I started writing a bit of fic on the train, I dunno whether to finish hastily before episode 10 comes out or not.

Or just share what I have and see if people like.

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GF has been hospitalised and I get a text telling me don't you dare watch DFF without me.

As if I'd do that!

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With high Top asking about TeeWhite sexy times and whether he could've joined makes us think that either

-he's last virgin standing and just super inappropriate questions because horny teen boy. And ya know, he's Top

OR

- pre-White, Tee and Top would sometimes fool around when high or drunk. Starting as a 'another hand is more fun than my own' and just progressing from there.

If the latter, White certainly doesn't know and would sooner claw someone's face off than share his man. White does not share.

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So, we spent the first episode of Pit Babe trying to read Babe's tattoo and debating on what it might say.

There were maaany giggles over 'full sausage' before we finally figured out it was 'full savage'...we think?

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Rewatch of DFF with the GF, so many things to notice.

So far, it's that Por caves to Phee wanting to watch and refilm their movie so fast to a charming smile and playful pointing.

Jin may have it bad for Phee but perhaps Por is a little sweet on him too? Or just anyone who flatters the vain, rich prick...