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I love how 95% of Russian Doll S2 was centered on Nadia coping with grief and how the self extends beyond our individual bodies and exists in the memories and experiences of those before and after us and Alan is just here discovering he's a Bi Icon (a bicon)

#and we love that for him

puttyarrow

One thing I really love about Russian Doll is that they eliminated any “will they won’t they” tension (because it’s not the point of the show) by just having Nadia and Alan get drunk and fuck nasty a few episodes in. Then, proceed with the plot. These characters were never destined for romance and I love their friendship so so much.

#this is so important to me !!#and they stay besties !!

flopdylan

alan zaveri season 1: active suicide risk

alan zaveri season 2: bisexual with a mustache

#arent we all

bellamysgriffin

get to know me meme >> Favorite Male Characters [39/?] Alan Zaveri (Russian Doll)

No matter how much we think we're fooling people, our bodies... they can't keep lying the way our minds can. Mine stopped lying a long time ago. I've just been hollow. You know, I thought if I worked hard enough, if I kept putting the time in, and if I kept my head down, you know, did everything right, this aching, gnawing feeling of being an absolute failure would just go away. And now I'm stuck with a body that is broken and in a world that is literally falling apart. And a mind that... a mind that wants to kill me.

#character of all time

reallyunluckyrunaway

Russian Doll.... Um— season three, when?

#give me more of my best friend Alan now

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From the private nightmares s2 decompression session

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*looks at polyamorous triad* so which of you is the soldier and which is the poet and which is the king

sith-shenanigans

this is the perfect reblog post cancelled

brundleflying

*looks at polyamorous triad* so which of you is the soldier and which is the seeker and which is the schemer

turing-tested

zizibutik

if a terf even looks at this they will die in seven days just to clarify

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nociceptrix

How goated it is to be anything at all

eedweiz

Grace insisted on putting Carl's name on the most important paper of the century 🎉

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been thinking about grace and adrian being alike

lastoneout

I feel like what happened with Kaylin was they hired her to be a faux PA again and told her she's be doing something in the episode akin to her job on the bingo ep, she's a player but on Sam's side, and then surprised her with "nah you're a contestant" bcs the look of shock to me reads less "I had no idea about this" and more "Oh THIS is what you meant, oh god" lol like she knew she'd be on stage but not that she had to help everyone win as a player.

I also fully believe there was another PA who could do it on backup or they'd put in Paul or Ash or Nico and they paused after the reveal to ask if she was okay with it or if they should sub someone else in. We also know Sam lets his contestants say how crazy of an ep they're willing to play in so he probably asked her the same and knew she'd be fine.

But yeah I don't think it was a completely genuine surprise, but I don't think she knew her part would be that.

#thats my guess as well