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@bluesongaysonjayson
hey!
Jason
he - it - pup - paw - eye
nonhuman - canine - feline - shapeshifter - angelic
furry - artist
Autistic and ADHD
Minor
oc side blog: @furandflesh
no dni
blocks freely
Fandoms - Magnus archives and protocol, phm, Ninjago, tadc, csh, a regect, sfawtde, warrior cats, furry, the owl house, gravity falls, alnst, pjo, murder drones
pro all origins
We are also a system! @thedarkmoonside is our side blog that we use (this one is mostly run by Sol)
mutuals if I like your vent post I promise I’m acknowledging your post and sending happy thoughts and hoping your ok bc I don’t know what to say and I promise I’m not happy you’re in pain
I love drawing in class
Second isn't a drawing but it's a reference for my practice art assignment
Whoa when did that happen!
I love drawing in class
Second isn't a drawing but it's a reference for my practice art assignment
NEW SCAM ALERT!!!
If you get mentioned under ANY blog that says they're Tumblr staff. DON'T FALL FOR IT!!!!!!
Reblogging this would help spread awareness to prevent ppl from getting their accounts hacked and such.
this literally took a month wtf
It's not perfect but I needed it done
Major spoilers for the ending of sfawtde/dawtde
was really into that discussion
Ofc someone had to come in and decide they don't care😔
Been seeing a lot of creatures talking about the anthropomorphism of animals and I have the unfortunate need to over share on the internet so it's yapping time
I've grown up around animals my entire life. I had a dog and a cat when I was little and two dogs and ten chickens now.
Most of my earliest memories are about animals. Going to the zoo, aquarium, or dinosaur museum, playing with animal plushies, spending forever in the backyard looking for lizards
Probably the best thing my dad ever did was show me how cool animals are, especially insects. Literally don't know where id be without that. It's so scary to think most kids are raised with a fear of spiders just BC that's what their parents did. Thanks dad for calling the huntsmen in our house hairy long legs and letting them stay lol
I've been surrounded by real animals my entire life, and I'm still affected by the anthropomorphism that is every where.
It's probably BC i also spent my childhood watching stuff like Octonauts, and I love warrior cats. Heck, I'm a furry. Anthropomorphic animals are my thing.
A lot of my identity is based on these characters/species that have been morphed by humans. And I think that's okay. I live in human society, I'm going to be affected by it.
I'm not any less of a therian or nonhuman because of that. (Not saying that this argument is saying that, this is more of a personal affirmation)
I'm not human. And it's upsetting that this is how I'm forced to feel. I don't want to feel this way. I'd give everything to feel like a full animal. But I'm slowly becoming less. Yes I love this human life and what it lets me do. That doesn't make me human.
I get most dysphoric when I don't have phantom limbs. I think that's what this is like.
Im so deeply tied to both the natural and human world. I would quote blue star and say you cannot walk with a paw in both worlds, but that's exactly the point.
I'm tired of this human centric world that I've been forced to conform to. And I understand why it is, and that's okay. I just want my own world. Where this one does affect every part of me.
But its up to me to dismantle that unconscious imprint it has had.
I need more animals around me.
I need to go on a walk
stole this from twitter lol
Ask which one you are
Imagine that Eridians grow with age, so when Rocky first left Erid, Adrian was around the same size as them, but now coming back all these years later Rocky reunites with Adrian and they're now like three times the size of Rocky. (the wonders of time dilation)
Rock doing the equivalent of blushing furiously and swooning like "omg... my mate is so so so beautiful."
Also imagine that they never stop growing until death, so maybe by the time they reach 600-and-something and die of old age, they're MASSIVE.
So an old Eridian will just lumber off a ways, sit down, and pass on. and boom. they're a mountain now. That's a mountain.
Rocky leads Grace to two towering mountains and points up at them like "look look look! These were Rocky's parents!"
(yes, I was thinking about lobsters when I wrote this)
It's meeeeeee
My little pebble whom I adore
I didn't make it with anything in mind, but they could be like a weird form of charoite
They're not finished and I wasn't going to post this until it was done, but I broke the 3d printing pen while doing it, so idk if I'll be able to finish it
Also I'm bad at taking photos if I ever finish it I promise there will be better photos
shes done! I'll take and post photos tomorrow :3
I lied. Sorry. Photos soon😭
photos!!! https://www.tumblr.com/bluesongaysonjayson/818289032068038656/shes-done?source=share
She's done!!!
It’s so strange having friends who know I’m weird, but don’t know just how weird I truly am.
They just think I’m a furry into fandom culture, just wait until they find out I’m a real life coyote that’s been chilling with them this whole time.
Imagine with me that you have already tried reaching for the stars. You achieved your dreams, you got your degree, you can finally show the world “I am here and have accomplished something”. But the stars are not as welcoming as you thought, and they do not agree with you, and they only share their light, their knowledge, in a way that burns you. So you leave and say “no more” because you are now scarred from the fall.
You make your peace and have settled down and have found new ways to provide yourself light, and suddenly that doesn’t matter. The stars want you back. Your dreams are calling again, they swear they need you, and for a moment you remember what it’s like to be there again. To feel like you matter even the smallest bit in the grand scheme of things. But after a while you have found that while the stars may need you, you do not need them. They say “you are home” and you say “I already have one, you cannot have me forever”.
But they need you.
You yell and you cry and you call them “murderer” because that is what they are, that is what they are doing to you. It is no longer even about dying in the nothing of space, it is about the old scars that still won’t quite heal. Of the word “failure” they had carved into your skin the last time you had tried to be something more. You are a failure, they told you so already, so why would they ever trust you to be more? You can’t do this. “You can’t do this!” They do anyways.
They take everything from you, again, with nothing but the burns. Even in the nothing, you never escape the nagging reminder of never being enough.
Then, a rock. It is alien and foreign and sings just like the Earth. It gives of heat and knowledge like the stars did, but takes everything measure to make sure it does not burn. It reaches out a hand and says “you are friend” and you are so lonely in the nothing that you can only reach out and agree.
You are still nothing but your friend is more. So maybe, something can be done.
The rock is grounding, like most stone is, and you are no longer floating aimlessly for answers. “Life is reason” it exclamation and you can’t help but feel the double meanings of those words. You may still die to the nothing of space, but you will no longer die to the crashing, burning heatwave that is failure.
Except maybe you will. You have you have your answer, your near perfect solution, but it’s at the cost of your friend. If life is the reason then you cannot lose his. He is hot, like the stars, he burns, and maybe you will die saving him but at least he is saved. The old burns are now covered by new, fresh grief, but at least you have put them there yourself. No one has failed.
“You can go home,” he told you earlier. “The nothing will not have you. The stars can you back.”
“You are home,” you tell him now as you circle back to save him one last time. “The stars do not need me anymore. My home does.”
And the rock is alien and familiar and sings to you like the Earth once did when you were a child and free of scars and burns and thoughts that you are a failure. “You are a savior,” he sings, like the Earth would if she was here with you now, “and you are home.”
Fuuuuuck tumblr. Why are the comments different. I don't want be forced to see them. If I want to see comments I'll press on the fucking button. And see them attached to the post. NOT A FUCKINF POPUP THINGY. Grrr
