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A Guide to Self Seduction, Heaven Sent Honey (YouTube)

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Fragments of a mess that formed in under 6 hours.

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Dresser 6/16

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I have plans that I cannot share with you right now or the haters will sabotage me

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Moodboard 6/6/25

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I’m reminiscing on my first time hurting a man. It wasn’t too, too long ago. Of course, he wanted to hurt. Some fetish. It started off where he wanted me to bully him, horribly. I’m a sweetheart, and I didn’t think it would feel as good as it did. When I grabbed his wrist and pulled on him, his pupils dilated. The first time I slapped him, he had little stars in his eyes. After that we fucked, and he pounded me like he hadn’t come in years. After that, he ordered Chinese food and asked me if I ever thought about getting a boyfriend. I told him no and he smiled down at his food.

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A late breakfast on 2/28/25

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Fragrance Diary: 12/29

Bloody Wood by LIQUIDES IMAGINAIRES + a cardamom and sandalwood oil.

The sandalwood was completely overpowering and I didn’t get much cardamom from the oil, but that’s ok bc it really brought out the woodiness of bloody wood.

I love the wine notes in the perfume, mixes really well with the very subtle fruity notes and the prominent wood notes. It reminds me of falling in love with a woodworker. Very romantic.

Sandalwood and cardamom: 6/10

Bloody wood: 8.5/10

Combination: 8/10

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Some groceries ❤️‍🩹

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When I am no longer prey

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The winter mood 🔘

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Tea maxxing

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All of my perfume samples are different people and smelling them is like reading their diaries. To wear them is to give them a long embrace, and often to fuse with them

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Scent of the day:

Holy Hell is the first fragrance that gave me true nostalgia— it took me back to a small snow cone place that I would go to as a child. Tiger’s Blood Flavored Ice: the beauty of a small town summer.

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Sunday, September 15