i.want.to.be.bones

Female | 25 | 5’7” | SW : 255 | CW: 205 | UGW: 150 | 250 ✔️• 240 ✔️• 230✔️ • 220 ✔️• 210 ✔️• 200 • 190 • 180 • 170 • 160 • 150

[thisxisbananas]

Please reblog if you‘re over 20 and have an ed. I need people to follow ❤️

[flips-quips-and-thwips]

[bone-bby]

At work the other day we were talking about how old our staff pictures are. While rehanging them up I was told not to hang a coworker’s picture up and that it needed retaken because she doesn’t look like that anymore (lost weight).

But I don’t look like mine either. I’ve lost weight. A lot since that picture was taken of me.

But I guess it wasn’t good enough.

It wasn’t enough weight.

I need to make it enough weight.

[bone-bby]

I’ve been so sick recently, I’ve been to the ER twice in the past month and a half.

All of my sickness has melted the weight off of me.

I’m down to 202lbs. I haven’t been under 200lbs in a very long time.

I sure hope this kicks my body into gear.

[bone-bby]

I feel like my life here recently has been a blur.

I work 9am-9pm days now. I come home, fall into bed, and wake up just to do it all over again.

I’m exhausted. I’m depressed. I’m struggling.

[enigmaticpink]

[two-thirtyy]

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

[taykoutmccleod]

reblog if its friday and you made it

[bone-bby]

I have spent the last few days binging and I have been mentally wrecked.

Then I came across a comment on a post that was reminding the person that just because they binged does not mean that they gained weight from the food, because it is unlikely that they ate the amount of calories over their normal intake in order to gain actual weight. The weight is gained by the change in diet and water. Switching back to normal will drop those few pounds quickly.

Did it make me feel good for a second? Yes.

Am I still wallowing in self-pity? Yes.

[girlboy2000]

ALL LGBTQ+ PEOPLE ARE VALID! 

I want to make more of these because there are so many different identities that I obviously didn’t include on this one, so send me a message or an ask with ones I should include on the next one! 

(pt. 2  pt. 3  pt. 4)

[bone-bby]

Triggering Moment of the Day :

Strike One : My boyfriend weighed himself in front of me.

Strike Two : He weighed in at 177lbs and then complained about it.

Strike Three : He said that he was only “that heavy” because his keys/wallet/phone were in his hoodie pocket, and the fact that he was completely dressed.

BRB gonna go cry myself to sleep.

[bone-bby]

I’M BACK BBYS 🖤

Let me catch you up on my life :

- finished my semester, I have one class left (that isn’t offered until the fall, go figure) until I’m done with my bachelors degree!

- passed all my classes this semester with high A’s!

- competed at a huge competition with my team

- but I’m still not the skinny queen that I should be, sooo let’s go!

I missed you all and I hope you all are doing well! 🖤

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[helgry]

speech

[bone-bby]

School work has been so hard, it’s finals week and I’m struggling so bad.

[bone-bby]

I’m SCREAMING.

I was taking notes for school in an old notebook and my mom came in and was talking and looking around.

I was preoccupied with something else and didn’t realize that she was GOING THROUGH THE NOTEBOOK, WHICH HAD OLD ED JOURNAL TYPE STUFF IN IT.

I’m internally DYING.

[bone-bby]

Today my coworker mentioned that I have lost weight since we took our employee photos.

Thank you.

[bone-bby]

I am two weeks away from an important date and I am no where near where I wanted to be.