The Writing List
Because the plot bunny won't let me be and it's cool to have it all in one spot. This also includes the things I haven't posted on AO3 yet.
Défaire le Nœud
ᯓ★ No Fandom—Original Work. Rating: E. Status: Complete (the epilogue will come when my abandonment issues leave me in piece). Word Count: 80k and a few infused Everlastings, without the bonus chapters. Relationship: F/M, F/M/M.
ᯓ★ Summary: Mauve moves in her late Grandma's house, and everything is good. Nothing to hide, no missing family member, no crippling guilt, no magic suppressant, no impromptu crushes on two men, that's so not happening. The Ostrich Strategy still has bright days to come, and she definitely won't need any help to keep the past from resurfacing, and the stupid acrobatic number of her heart when she happens to get out of her house in check. Nothing to see here.
Or: How to take three pieces of yourself and make them meet, fall in love, heal, and find their way back to you in the process. One best attempt at trauma recovery through taking the broken pieces of your soul and putting them in the happiest setting of your life, cradle them, and again until nothing hurts anymore.
ᯓ★ ⚠︎ Tags: No Archive Warning Applies (it's good, we're good, everything is gonna be just fine), Romance, Polyamory, Magic, Self-Discovery, Enthusiastic Consent, Past Abuse, Drug Use, Healthy Relationships, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Strangers to Friends to Lovers.
You can find it here.
Unsevered Ties
ᯓ★ No Fandom—Original Work. Rating: E. Status: Complete. Word Count: 11k and a few colorful rocks. Relationship: M/M.
ᯓ★ Summary: It's quite hard being the new kid when you already have trouble speaking to your loved ones. A bit lonely, but especially terrifying when the sun itself descends from the sky to ask you if you could please, please come and play hide-and-seek. When you learn that his favorite color is orange, and that his mom makes awesome cakes, and that he has a slight pollen allergy and that's why he's crying, come on, he's not a baby. When he keeps you company although he's friends with everybody, unlike me. People in my class look at me weird because I'm hanging out with a little one, but they don't get it. They don't get home after the day to find a dim, utterly quiet home. They don't fear the weird smell that means one thing and one thing only: I will either eat whatever I can find in the fridge alone, or I am going to get screamed at so bad, I will regret even being born in the first place.
He only shines this brightly because everything else is slowly fading away.
He's all that's good in my life.
Or: The bonus chapters about what happened between Dorian and Camille before Mauve moved to Cobber'Thalade. How to take all you ever knew and all you wish you had, and let them blend until they finally merge.
ᯓ★ ⚠︎ Tags: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (because it's slightly less okay, but it will be, pinky promise), Romance, Child Abuse, Family Fluff, Self-Harm, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers.
You can find it here.
Ayden's Sanctuary
ᯓ★ No Fandom—Original Work. Rating: E. Status: WIP. Word Count: 17k and a coughing cupboard. Relationships: F/M, M/?, F/M/?.
ᯓ★ Summary: You wake up confused, without any sensations, but you're not dead. A weight on your chest breathes like a pure black mass of compressed shadows, but the mass is you, and the Sanctuary is him, and nothing is where it's supposed to be. You should hate where you are. You should hate magic. You don't. The Thing seems to be sentient when you are not, and Aydenlin Gwenor is man, and bird, and everything you loathe—but also the very reason you're alive.
Or: Take the darkest parts of your soul and give them form, they're scary, but not really, even with their horns and pointy nails. Meet the bright ones that can't reach you yet, but they're also a Sanctuary, and also a man, and also a bird. In all of that, the scariest Thing is still you.
ᯓ★ No tags, it hasn't been posted yet. It takes place in the same world as Défaire le Nœud, but the vibe will be more Ennemies to Lovers, Allegory, Trauma Recovery, Self-Discovery, Upside Down Windows and Spiraling Rivers. And Angst. Of course.
Twice as Much
ᯓ★ Fandom: Stardew Valley. Rating: E. Status: WIP. Word Count: 16k and some of Sam's stickers. Relationships: F/M, F/M/M. Characters: Sam/Sebastian/Female Player.
ᯓ★ Summary: Willow just went through a breakup that has her searching for new roommates. Sam and Sebastian finally found their way out of Pelican Town and to Zuzu City. The interview goes as well as could be expected, and truthfully, she really needs to pay that rent. What could go wrong?
Or: Take your living arrangement and collect all of its sweet memories, place them in the hands of characters you love and watch what happens.
ᯓ★ No tags yet, it also hasn't been posted. But the vibe will be No Archive Warning Apply, Idiots in Love, and slightly AU in the fact that the farmer hasn't taken Grandpa on his offer and is still in Zuzu way after the beginning of the game. Aged up characters, also.
Gravitational Decoherence
ᯓ★ Fandom: Love and Deepspace (Video Game). Rating: E. Status: Complete. Word Count: 82k and some of your panties he stole before going to the DAA (Gideon saw, and said nothing). Relationship: F/M. Characters: Xia Yizhou—Caleb/Reader!MC.
ᯓ★ Summary: Your heart cleaves open. Your body can't move, not while he's using his Evol, but you just know it would have been if given the chance. The only thing you can do is look, eyes wide in disbelief, as the Colonel plunges cold, nebulous eyes into yours. You know those eyes, even if you've never seen them so cunning. You know them in a million different ways: crinkling around the corners as you poke his waist, wide in worry right after you fall, fragmented behind a glass door as you scream, flashing before your eyes before you sleep while hot tears stream down your cheeks.
Caleb's eyes.
Caleb, who is standing right in front of you, taking you to an interrogation room.
Alive.
Alive.
Or: Get through another episode by falling in love with a fictional character, question why you find more emotional support through words in a page rather than in real life—oh right, trauma, and make those two go through hell to stitch themselves back up and you with it.
ᯓ★ ⚠︎ Tags: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (because it's not gonna be okay, not yet, but you can trust in the happy ending), Romance, Codependency, Pseudo-Incest, Canon-Typical Violence, Torture (Both Physical and Psychological), Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Trauma Recovery, Mutual Pining, No Use of Y/N for Reader Insert (because your name is Pips; of course it is).
You can find it here ✨️
All of my works contain smut. Some of them contain violence.
Be mindful of the tags, I have done my best not to forget any on AO3, and also added trigger warnings in the top notes.
Also, my native langage isn't English (I've obtained a C1+ proficiency but that doesn't mean I don't get confused sometimes). Thankfully I do have a beta now, so things should get better ✨️
If you read any of this and want to talk to me about it, my DM's are open—writing is a lonely hobby. A healing one no doubt, but I'd be thrilled to have someone to yap about fandom stuff. Or the other stuff. All of the stuff, actually, pssst pssst pssst c'mon, lettuce be fren ✮⋆˙











