Pink hair for the birthday girl, because pink is the best colour ever. And omg I can't get enough of my lip ring. Hah. I'm feeling a little narcissistic today.
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Pink hair for the birthday girl, because pink is the best colour ever. And omg I can't get enough of my lip ring. Hah. I'm feeling a little narcissistic today.
Some days my fingers will crave holding a cigarette more than holding your hand. On those days, I'll need you not to hate me, but only to love me harder. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #artsy #art #writing #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #writersofinstagram #instaart #instaartsy #wordsporn #poetsofig #poemsofinstagram #quotes #writersofig #cigarette #writtenbyrj #blackandwhite #poemsporn #smoking #love
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To all the people, critics or well wishers who ever wanted to change this thing about my body or that. Who told me all the flaws I have, who spent their time trying to convince me that something is really wrong with the way my body is, that I should get a little chubbier, that I should eat that, drink this, try 101 other kind of shit, to all the people who can't stop commenting on the size of my breast or ass, who can't stop telling me about how I need more (or 'at least some' as they call it) curves in my body, who think they are showing affection, who think they are only trying to help, who claim/assume that they know my body better than I do. Here's what I want to say to you: FUCK OFF. You don't know my body, you don't know how it functions, you don't know who and what it craves, you don't know what it has done for me, you don't know what I've done for my body, you don't know why I've cut marks on my thighs, you don't know what the tattoo on my skin means to me, you don't know the number of arms I've given myself to, you don't know the numbers of hands I've tried to run away from, you don't know when was the last time someone gave me a real, genuine, selfless hug.You don't know shit about my body. My body is not up for your discussion, it's not asking for your opinion, it is not asking you for suggestions on how to change it, it is not asking for ANYTHING from you. My body is not existing to please you or your eyes, my body is not existing to stand on your idea of beauty or perfection. My body is my asset, and mine alone. Not yours, not society's, not anyone else's. My body doesn't owe you perfection. In fact, It doesn't owe you goddamn thing. So the next time you come up with an opinion, suggestion or irrational questions about my body, just fold that in like a tiny piece of paper and shove that up your own fucking arse. Your unasked opinion belongs right in there.
So, I'll start by talking about Pinterest. Because Pinterest started this thought in my head. So Pinterest, I'm hard-core Pinterest-er. I love instagram, I enjoy Facebook but Pinterest is what I do when I'm not sleeping, not studying, not working or not creating art. Pinterest is my favorite place to kill my time at. Now, lately a lot of children stuff had been showing up on my home screen (maybe because most of the fierce woman I follow online are pregnant or just recently had babies (And since I follow them because they are freaking awesome), I read about their motherhood post even though I've nothing to do with motherhood. So that made my Pinterest catch the signals and it started sending parenting ideas on my feeds. And most of them includes: "teach your kids about hygiene" "teach your kids about table manners" "teach your kids how to read before joining school" Teach your kids this, teach your kids that.. Blah blah blah. And what seriously happened to teaching kids about consent?? Is that not important?? Or is it too early to teach them that? Should we wait till the kid has grown up into a rapist already?? Speaking from personal experience, I once rented a place in Delhi for a month. My landlord's son who was only 10 btw, had all the potential of being a molester. And he was only 10, I must repeat. That kid would literally keeping touching me inappropriately all the fucking time. When I expressed denial and frustration, he clearly didn't care at all. And when I talked to his mother about it, I was called skeptical because because "c'mon, that's a 10 years old child. Who raises their finger at a kid for doing inappropriate shit?? You are the one with filth in my head" Later it also led to that kid trying to keep an eye on me while I'm showering or changing. It was creepy as fuck, I know. [continued in comments] ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #endrapeculture #rapist #womenempowerment #parenting #teachkidsaboutconsent #consentmatters #nomeansno #feminism #raisekidsright #newdelhi #rapeculture #parentingfail #feminist
I know people who are so content with their birthday, they don't talk about it, don't lose their head over it, don't get overly excited about "yayy my b'day is coming" hah. Somehow, I'm not one of those people. As soon as October arrives, I get all giggly and excited. My planning starts, shopping starts, I shamelessly talk about it to anyone and everyone. I get all nuts to the point where nothing else matters. It's my birthday month, I more or less celebrate it for the entire month. My people keep hearing from me about my birthday throughout the month (even though it ends on 10th Oct itself). And somehow, I don't feel a wee bit of guilty for it. I'll never be one of those people who tip toe onto their birthday, I'll come at it with drums and sparkles. Always!
I know people who are so content with their birthday, they don't talk about it, don't lose their head over it, don't get overly excited about "yayy my b'day is coming" hah. Somehow, I'm not one of those people. As soon as October arrives, I get all giggly and excited. My planning starts, shopping starts, I shamelessly talk about it to anyone and everyone. I get all nuts to the point where nothing else matters. It's my birthday month, I more or less celebrate it for entire month. My people keep hearing me about my birthday throughout the month (even though it ends on 10th Oct itself). And somehow, I don't feel a wee bit of guilty for it. I'll never be one of those people who tip toe onto their birthday, I'll come at it with drums and sparkles. Always! ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #libra #birthdaymonth #october #legendsareborninoctober #birthdaygirl #shopping #excited #goodvibes #positivevibes #selflove #loveyourself #loa #happiness #girl #fun #india #turning24 #october10 #omies #unfuckwithable #astro
God knows why I love making faces so much. And damn this lipstick is better than M.A.C's Ruby Woo. I'm in love. Not even kidding. Hah ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #redlips #makingfaces #makesmelaugh #dresses #fashion #offshoulder #globus #doodle #shorthairdontcare #lipring #piercing #sunday #newdelhi #goodvibes #positivevibes #selflove #loveyourself #loa
"happiness is a magnet. It attracts good things and people to you. It makes you attractive" they say. And I know. I agree. I'm attracted to happy people myself. We all are. Yes. Happiness is a magnet. But I've came to realise lately that it's the pain that connects us. It's the tears we shed that helps a build a real connection with another person. That it's not the people we laugh with who hold our hearts, it's often the people we cry with. Happiness is sexy, yes. But vulnerability is precious. We do not allow everyone to see us in our brokenness, to know our story, to tell us "it's okay, you can cry" or "no. You don't have to cry as long as I am alive". Our brokenness is such a precious gift that we cling to like a child clings to their most precious toy. A gift that we can only hand to people who know how to love the broken. It's the pain that let's us know who's really there and who isn't. It's the pain that teaches us all the important lessons. The people who help us pick the pieces of our brokenness, those are the people we connect to, those are the people we let our guards down for, those are the people we allow into the dark corners of our being and see us for who we are.. Broken, vulnerable, still a child at heart, barely holding ourselves together, crying silently for help. Yes I know, happiness is attractive, happiness is sexy,, but pain, pain is a precious gift, a blessing in disguise. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #writtenbyrj #writersofinstagram #writersofig #writing #heartbreak #blessing #loa #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #poemsporn #wordporn #wordsmith #writerscommunity #model #darkpoetry #goth #india #igers
I know it wasn't random. I can even look for the roses in the chaos. But it hurts my heart. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #writersofinstagram #instaart #instaartsy #poemsporn #wordporn #quotes #wordssmith #writersofinsta #poetsofig #brokenheart #sad #itwillbeok #lookforthelight
No. I don't want flowers. I don't want promises, I don't want you to come rescue me, I don't want your gentleness, I don't want a handful of forevers, I don't want beautiful evenings and us sipping tea, I don't want your soft touches against my gentle skin, I don't want forehead kisses, no. Not today. Not tonight. Tonight, come at me with ragging fire. Give me pain, fill my darkest desires. Give me bite marks, give me scratches. Tonight, pull my hair, forget if I've ever been hurt. Give me wine, give me smoke, give me what I didn't know I needed. Tonight, let my demons be provoked. Fuck fragility, fuck gentleness. Don't go soft on me. Don't hold me, grab me. Don't kiss me, consume me. My soul has been pushed against the sharp edges for years. I don't fear breaking, I don't fear shattering into thousand pieces on the cold ground. Go ahead, break me, give me brutal honesty.Tonight, come at me with ragging fire. Give me pain, fill my darkest desire. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #writtenbyrj #writersofinstagram #instaart #instaartsy #poemsporn #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #wordsporn #wordssmith #wordgasm #poetsofig #intimacy #love #rawlove #girl #smoke #wine #writersofig #igers #lovepoem
4 days back I quit my job. That job that created so much fuss in my life. At first the whole inside politics, hypocrisy and 17 hours work schedule fucked up my mind. Later when I took care of the work schedule and demanded some good time for myself and it was granted, I thought now it'll all be good. I was honestly really happy for straight 2 days. Wow! But then shit happened, because well, this is life. Screw falls out all the time (TBC reference). My boss's boss decided to show me 'my place'. I came to find out that I was hired because I'm a shy and less talkative person (he had that impression of me since the last time I met him), but when he found out that I'm also blunt and vocal, he was highly unimpressed. On the last day when he tried teaching me how I should be a slave and remember that he's the boss, I was told in the heat of argument that I'm "too small to even have a voice." Awfully, I do not understand the whole staff and boss system. I first started working when I was 18 and wherever I've worked since, I've worked with respect. My theory is that if I'm giving you my service and you are paying in back in money then it's a give and take relation and nobody needs to abuse or disrespect the other person or make someone feel inferior. And hence, when I was demanded by my boss himself to compress myself into a small person so I could fit into his palm and make him feel superior, I decided to resign. [continued in comment] ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #inspiring #instaquote #bossbabe #boss #motivation #motivating #worklife #selflove #selfrespect #loveyourself #truthbomb #girlpoweryouareenough #womenempowerment #feminism #feministasfuck #brave #warrior #rishikesh #badassbitch #queenbitch
This is me from this morning. Took off my lip ring for a while. It feels like something is missing from my face. Hah! 😆😝 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #morningface #iwokeuplikethis #sleptwithmylipstickon #cute #weirdos #lippiercing #shorthairdontcare #blackandwhite #radicalselflove #beautyhunter #checkshirt #selfie #ipod #happiness #loa
I woke up this morning with cramps so I stayed in bed with a good book and my favorite basil and ginger green tea. I won't call it a good day but these two lovelies made it a lil bearable. 🙏😆 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #paulocoelho #warriors #reading #bookporn #bookclub #whatiamreading #starbucks #tea #greentea #coffeemug #cute #cramps #pms #girl #igers #bookishbox #readersofinstagram #igbooks
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In romantic poetries, they always tell us to wait for someone who sees stars in our eyes, who loses a heartbeat when we laugh or smile,, someone who believes that there'd be no beautiful sunrise or sunset if it wasn't for our existence,someone who believes that our smile can make the flowers grow, someone who looks at us like maybe we are magic.. someone who sees nothing but enormous beauty in us even when we are just sneezing or yawning. And I used to hate those poetries. I used to think that that's just unrealistic expectations. That people are people and they have their goddamn life to live, nobody has got time to see the stars in my eyes. God knows if I even have that in my eyes. I used to call that bullshit. I used to believe in love but not a wishy washy, overly romantic, almost fictional kind of love. And so, I went out with and came back home to, cried with and cried for, slept with and cooked for, fought with and fought for all the 'realistic' kind of lovers. I thought this is only kind that exist. This is the reality. You got to be realistic, you got to be practical or else you're just setting yourself up for disappointment and heartbreak. And yet I kept getting my heart broken anyway by all the realistic and practical lovers I kept picking one after another. And I thought... Maybe this is how it works. Nobody will ever see the stars in my eyes. People will find me cute when I giggle and sometimes they will wipe my tears when I cry and that will be that and that's what I'd need to be happy with anyway. That's what I'd need to find joy into. [continued in comments] #poemsporn #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #writersofinstagram #instaart #instaartsy #wordsporn #poetsofig #poemsofinstagram #fashionmodel #photography #portraits #maccosmetics #love #fitspiration #fit #fitchicks #goodvibes #loa #positivevibes
Yes, I'll merge into the color of the road. Also, yes, I'll do tree pose everywhere because omg isn't it the most convenient pose ever which also stretches you so good??!! 😝😝 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #travelgram #traveldiaries #traveladdict #sikkim #mountains #yogaeverydamnday #yogagirl #fitfam #igyogafam #popilates #wanderlust #igers #fitspiration #healthy #india #instayoga #igyogacommunity #yogaeverydamnday #yogini