FUCKED UP

16 y/o | This is a sideblog about bpd, add, autism, psychosis, and mental health in general

[softhellboy]

💙🌹

[softhellboy]

Pls listen & like it means a lot to me

[softhellboy]

Di$torted by Noah on #SoundCloud

[pseriouslyschizoid]

/PEOPLE WITHOUT PERSONALITY DISORDERS CANNOT UNDERSTAND THEM THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT/

[smelbo-deactivated20190119]

sensory overload? more like

if i hear another noise ever again im going to flip my fucking shit

[bpddisaster]

having abandonment issues like

[ditzymi]

Hypersexual me: Hey-

Sex repulsed me:

[a-trauma-fox]

[blendinblandin-archive]

life is somehow too much and too boring at the same time

[heartbreakclubs]

me? both avoiding and craving attention? you bet

[almostbeautifulbovarist]

Me, enjoying my new fixation: This is my favorite thing and I can talk about it for hours

Someone: Ew, why do you even like that?

Me, splitting on my new fixation: Pfft, I don’t! Don’t even know what we’re talking about, haha

[shoppingstars]

one of the worst things about BPD is having mood swings so intensely and such a fear of abandonment that you feel sick. you feel your head aching when you go to an extreme to another, you feel nauseous when someone does something minor that, for you, means that they will leave. you are constantly worried and constantly tired that sometimes getting out of bed hurts your entire body. bpd is not only mental symptoms.

[lgbtzayn-deactivated20190103]

sometimes i wonder where i’d be in life if i wasn’t emotionally and physically abused from a young age and also bullied which lead to my 239897372 disorders developing

[phloater]

hey y'all ever forget this is real life and every action you do has a consequence and you can’t go back to it n like once you come to the realization of it you’re like??? 🅱️ro….. This Shit The Real Deal 🅱️ro⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

[lesbianvibez-deactivated2015110]

bpd things: getting a weird sense of satisfaction when something happens that justifies my paranoia and anxiety. instead of being devastated and really upset i feel kinda pleased that i was actually right all along

[borderlinepersonalitydisaster]

neurotypicals: cute but psycho

neurotypicals: you just dont get how crazy i am man

neurotypicals: normal is b0ring

me: shows symptoms of actual illness

neurotypicals: um excuse me what the fuck

[transdekus-moved-blog]

The two ADHD moods:

- I can’t do it

- I can’t stop doing it

[corvus-onca-sapien-deactivated2]

The two types of ADHD time:

- now

- not now