BORN OF THE SUN

Honestly, I'm far too awkward with introductions. :1 ~24, INFP~ I love good books, animals, writing, art, music, nature, singing my heart out, and generally making an embarrassment of myself. (okay, that's just a bad habit.) This is the place where my mind and personality have fully been unleashed. Enjoy! You can also check out my writing blog @http://anisolatedparadise577.tumblr.com/

[studentlifeproblems]

[ongwink]

if u have pets, reblog this what u call them besides their name

[thoughtkick]

“Sensitive people should be treasured. They love deeply and think deeply about life. They are loyal, honest and true. The simple things often mean the most to them. They don’t need to change or harden. Their purity makes them who they are.”

— Unknown

[lofeel]

[schaduwen-deactivated20220817]

if you n i were bears we could hibernate together. think about it

[onlytwitterpics]

[naturallyugly-deactivated201707]

this is what the rise of pedophile culture looks like–little girls are being indoctrinated into beauty rituals at earlier and earlier ages to feed the misogynistic pedophilic male gaze.

this is what the intersection of capitalism and misogyny looks like–fashion and beauty products are being marketed to females no matter their age as long as is generates profit and feeds the male gaze.

this is what porn culture looks like–due in part to the widespread availability of porn, females are considered sexual objects before they are considered human beings and so no matter what, a female must always be sexually available and presentable to men.

[larpsandtherealgirl]

^Exactly. Please, when you see young girls who look like this, remember not to blame the literal children for their own oppression. They’re just trying to “fit in” and be accepted by their peers. Blame the fucking adults who sell them this image and profit from it.

[amurderofkittens]

Thank you for explaining what bothered me about children looking like that. I could never quite put my finger on it.

[juansendizon]

“I think that the calmest feeling of all is in the belief that despite every sad and depressing thing that happens in your life, you still have hope that it’s filled with purpose and love. You can fail a thousand times and still have the strength in your heart that trying in itself is an act of bravery. You can be in a situation where it’s easy to let yourself be controlled by anger, hate, and bitterness and still have the persistence to be driven by kindness, warmth, and light. You can fall into the pits of despair, misery, and doom and still have fresh air singing in your lungs, tender blood flowing through your veins and the sun every morning that reminds your mind that there will always be forgiveness in the dawn for you to start over again no matter how many nights it rains. For you are the offspring of peace. For you are alive and are in the right to put yourself at ease. For you have the gift of rising each and every day.”

— Juansen Dizon, Peace-hearted

[faggottt]

Me about to do anything:

“Alright I need some music first”

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

My entire life needs a soundtrack 👍🏻

[nonbinary-adhd]

i think its kind of funny how ppl dont believe me when i say 'i forgot' bc i genuinely say it so much that theyre just thinking to themselves 'shit man theres no way this dude actually forgets that much' and then i get to watch them slowly realize that yes, i do actually forget That Much after watching me forget what i was saying in every convo the moment smth distracts me

[nonbinary-adhd]

me: oh sorry dude i totally forgot to wash the dishes today

them: u say that like every time, ur just making excuses

me, earlier: [too busy doing a hyperfocused research session abt where the wax goes when u burn candles to remember to wash the dishes and then gets distracted from that search to look up the age of a character and then remembers i need to feed my cat but gets distracted in the middle of that to take a shower and THEN feed the cat and then eat lunch and watch a video while im eating and then i get invested in the video and watch another in that series despite being done eating and

[nonbinary-adhd]

btw the wax just evaporates. like when its liquid it just... evaporates and thats where the wax goes

[vsrobotjulie]

reblogging partly for the relatable adhd moment but mostly for the part about the wax

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

This is so depressingly accurately me 😅😅

[dukeofbookingham-deactivated202]

“I’m not even having fun, why am I procrastinating,” my forthcoming autobiography

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

Today, and honestly for the past few days, I've been going about my business feeling rather ugly because honestly other girls just always seem to look so well put together.. (seriously, how is it that every time I look at other girls they have perfectly polished nails and hair and are dressed stylishly and even smell good, like no tiny detail was overlooked. HOW DO YOU EVEN HAVE TIME FOR THAT???) and then here I am in a my oversized sweater, jeans, and toms, feeling a bit like a little kid, (but it's so cozy!). And my hair is so much darker than it used to be that sometimes the way my curls form I worry it looks greasy, and my face is breaking out again while simultaneously being annoyingly dry and flaky right down to my eyebrows and lash lines, and I just feel gross. But then a little old lady at the grocery store told me I was beautiful and then my mom said the lady at the register of the craft store was staring just a little, and smiling like she maybe thought so too, and honestly it really just made my whole entire day and made me smile so bashfully, but so big.

[chochote-sijali]

What do INFPs usually dream of? Or think about? I would love to hear anybody’s thoughts on this. I’m trying to get into other INFPs’ heads and see where they’re coming from.

Also what does it mean when any of you INFPs have strong emotions/reactions to something? What do you do about them?

And one last thing, how do you deal with stress? If you’re stressed out, do all of you actually get up to do something about it, do you procrastinate, or do you do nothing at all?

If you’re not INFP but you know an INFP fairly well, I welcome your thoughts on this as well.

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

My overall life dream would be pretty similar to what some of the other Infp's have said.. I'd like to spend the rest of my life with someone I am deeply in love with, to completely give myself to them and lead a quiet life with them literally anywhere but in a city or largely populated space; preferably surrounded by nature. Fields, forests, mountains, oceans, doesn't matter which, but the more of those the better I suppose. I'd like to work with horses and people of all ages focusing on their mental and spiritual health. Reading, Writing poetry, or maybe even short stories, horseback riding, ice skating, hiking or kayaking, baking or cooking, fiddling with photography, making jewelry, homemade bath products, or crafts with my kids (if I have any), would be my various hobbies, as well as singing, dancing and being silly, or engaging in some sassy and humorous banter with my Significant other.

I'd like my life to be spent at home mainly, and to be simple, slow paced, peaceful, relaxing and fun as homes should be. I'm a major homebody but I'd love to do some major adventuring as well, all around the country, just to see and experience everything and be in awe and wonder of all the beautiful natural sights around the world. Traveling as well as doing certain other things that I enjoy is just not as fun without someone I care about to share those experiences with me, so there are some things I won't do unless I'm able to find someone to come with.

Most of the time when I'm thinking, I'm either thinking of my future in a practical sort of sense (how am I going to get from point A to point B?) or maybe relationships, or sometimes really random off the wall stuff like a weird dream I had, or ridiculous hypothetical scenarios or sometimes "deep thoughts" about life, love, emotions or whatever. Poetic stuff like the way clouds look when the sun is setting, or how tranquil evenings can be when a mildly cool fall wind whispers it's goodnight to the world. I weirdly haven't had any particularly strong emotions or reactions since I was a teen so far, but usually if I'm feeling strongly about something it's simply because I really care about a person or situation. Or sometimes it's due to empathy. If someone is telling me something and they start crying, I may very well cry. If they are very happy and excited about something it makes me happy. Typically if other people are angry or arguing I can feel the discord like electricity in the air. It makes me feel unsettled and I'll just want to get away to escape the feeling. When I was a teen and felt overwhelmingly strong feelings, I'd typically write it down to get it out, and overthink things a ton.

If I'm stressed, I tend to get a "Whatever" kind of attitude where I tell myself I just don't care anymore about whatever it is I'm stressed about, or how it will turn out. All the while I rant about stuff in my head and become more frustrated because I clearly do care, but I tend to bottle it up, stuff it down and pretend I'm fine until I either get myself into a pickle, or just finally admit that I need help with something. I usually try to do too much on my own and bite off more than I can chew, because I've found people I work with aren't all that reliable so I figure it's better to do things myself rather than ask for help.

[infjness]

INFJs as teenagers

INFJs often have difficult time as teenagers. They do love people and their desire to connect with people is very strong. Yet, lots of people are energy draining for INFJs. 

Therefore, many INFJs end up thinking it is their problem and spend lots of time and energy trying to fit in. Yet, they are often lonely even when they are with people. That’s because there’s something missing - genuine, meaningful communication.

However, since INFJs are aware of themselves and their state of mind, soon they find the people and situation they find comfortable. All they need is some self-assurance that they are not the weirdo who constantly feel isolated. With that confidence, INFJs can thrive with people who actually appreciate INFJs’ deep, sincere yet spontaneous nature.

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

I'm an Infp, but I really intensely felt this growing up. The feeling that you're always outside looking in A weird sort of disconnect like you're living in a clear plastic bubble that separates yourself from others and the world around you.

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

Time

Is so weird Moments, minutes, days are here and gone before you even realize it. You’re just living in the moment, wondering about the future when suddenly you look back and realize that it’s been years since you were five and the world looked so different back then.

It’s weird to look back at a photo and think about how it was a real moment in time. A moment you lived in and up to that point that moment was all you knew. The future that is now your past was still yet to come.

You were this little child just posing for a picture. Back before mom changed her 80’s bangs, and forcibly tickling your brother was the only way dad could get him to smile for the photographer. Back when Walmart was the place to get your family photos taken, and you could choose those cheesy roll-down backdrops.

Suddenly you’re a 20-something, driving, working human being still wondering about your future Until you look back and realize you’re living it.

Time is weird

[vodkaisthatyou]

she approached love wide eyed, recklessly, unabashedly and willingly, an old soul with a bookmarked heart hungry for the next chapter

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

✨🌙✨

[catchymemes]

[theriu]

This was an adventure from start to finish.

[bornofthesun-rainingoverme]

2 A.M. Is the perfect time to make bad decisions

Excerpts from the narrator in my head